I exhale deeply.
All I did last night was toss and turn. It was the first night in months that Ryder wasn't asleep by my side.
Not to mention the jet lag I am currently experiencing. It isn't helping at all.
We are in Shanghai for one of Ryder's business meetings. I suspect it has nothing to do with Boeing, a major airplane company he owns. Instead, the one where he stalks unsuspecting victims and kills them. We had several conversations about him leaving the business. However, he assured me that the only victims were actual serial killers. Men and women who actually deserve death. Ryder also said he was going to hang up his guns soon.
I believe him.