Everything is Blurry
Then she continued, "I'm starting to hallucinate. I can hear a certain someone say a forbidden word." Fei Yan could still believe that she is dreaming or on a high quantity of meds if not with Piore proving that he was in the same room as her.
With his tone like this, Fei Yan could not help but remember unpleasant things regarding him. She still remembered how he snapped to his mother when the marriage was finalized.
Fei Yan knew that she really could not blame him, after what she did. Because of this, there was no need to keep pretending and use that word that did not mean anything. They were only married on paper, and it won't be for so long.
Piore's hand was still on her thigh, and since Fei Yan is too lazy to swat it away or deal with him, she was hoping that he would disappear. Instead of leaving her alone, he ended up moving his hand further as it goes to a more intimate part of her body that startled Fei Yan.