Chapter 69

Looking up with mournful eyes, I was trembling as I spoke, "F-Father I c-can´t, I am w-what I am. I-I can´t change It.

"You will learn to do just that! Or else…" Dad stopped right in the middle of what he was saying and turned his back to me. I could no longer see his face. It hurt more than him yelling at me and telling me that I was wrong. It feels like I was just punched in the gut. Staring at him as he refused to acknowledge my presence was breaking me. Why could he not see what he was doing to me? Why will my own father not look at me?

The pain from his actions was killing me inside. I knew the shock of my orientation was going to be hard for my father but even though it is what I feared the most I knew he wouldn’t shun me. I’m his son. His first born and the heir to the throne, it is not right for my dad to be doing this. I have to press him I cannot wait for him to fester on this.