#Chapter51 Your Laughter
he was here
he instandly got in front of me grabbing both of my hands as I looked down fighting my tears .
/"who /"
I sniffed still looking down .until his hands reached up to cup my face and make me look at him by turning my hand by my jaw .
/"baby .. tell me, who was it?/"
I grabbed the pencil I wanted to write but I was shaking so bad and I couldn’t see through the tears that kept falling .
before I knew it Jongin had already pulled me closer to cry against him once more .
/" 'm s-sca-rdd /"
/" it’s ok .. don't worry I won't leave you again ok just calm down /" he pattened my back and it made me sniff a few times because alltho he was comforting me so well I couldn’t help but feel the urge to cut again .
but Jongin can't see ,he'll be disappointed and hurt.
but I needed it so bad right now
/" I'm just going to call Chanyeol and tell him to bring food ok?/"