Asshole

#Chapter59 Asshole

/" Jongin /" a small voice made me flinch and I stopped putting all the sleeping pill cans into the trashbag as I turned my head to see Kyungsoo tiredly watching me while he still layed in bed .

/" morning /" I could see his eyes widen as I talked to him .

/" Jongin /" I chuckled as he repeated my name and walked over to him

/" yeah I'm here .. /"

/" why ?/" he sat up looking at me .

/" I realized something yesterday../"

I sighed and his head turned to the night table seeing the trashbag with his sleeping pills

/" Jongin !/" he was standing up rushing towards the bag as he fished the pills out but I held his arms pulling him back .

/" Jongin !/"

/" you don't need them ok , I don't want you to take them they're dangerous for you/" he struggled against me but I wouldn’t let go .

/" why would you care /"

his words were as sharp as a knife cutting into my heart and spreading all the guilt .