Love for a family

Maria Smith

i can't believe it ,i married a man who i love and he loves me too Pablo made my dream come true it was not like i wanted to be,i always dreamed of walking down the aisle in a white wedding gown ,a mermaid gown with a long train ,the whole gown covered in white pearls and diamonds.My parents walking me down the aisle side by side and i mean my biological parents i always have this feeling that my parents are alive somewhere longing for me and looking for me .i believe one day one time i will reunite with my family i always wanted to meet them before i got married but i think its too late now but not bad a thing maybe i will finally dig harder with the help of Pablo it will be easier in finding them.Right now i am thinking positive that when i finally get to find my parents they will like i don't want to be scared that they will not like me i had of cases where lost kids find their parents but they are being rejected with either reasons maybe their parents have another family of their own ,others their parents abandoned them before and they never wanted them to be found .That's what scares me a lot,i don't want this to happen to me i want them to be happy we got to be together finally ,that is in case i find them who could be actually dead,No that came out wrong i don't want them dead i want them alive.

They are good people i can feel it beautiful and intelligent too. You can see their daughter Maria Smith No ,it's now Mrs Peres she is one beautiful lady with brains too ,l can say Maria you have good genes and that definitely is from my mama and papa.

How does it sound? mmmm Mama! and Papa! i think it's cool no?,or i can call them mom and dad ? i have a lot of time to think about a good name .

One thing i want for sure when i finally meet my parents is that i am living a happy life and in good health I don't want parents feeling guilty of themselves and blaming themselves on my life situation.

Speaking of happiness i will be very happy with Pablo i love him very much and it is a blessing that i got to marry him the love of my life.

The place Pablo chose to celebrate our marriage is nothing extravagant it is something simple and beautiful the hotel has this beautiful ancient decorations all the tables and chairs are mahogany the table clothes are pure white with all the culinary arranged so well in the table made it all perfect.The thing i said before about the hotel not being that extravagant i take it back ,i also said its simple no 0 take that back also nothing here is simple and i repeat nothing is simple at all in this hotel .The hotel is EXTRA VACANT the chandeliers and all its more than extra vacant its perfect perfection or it is that is my first time being in a hotel like this one .

Come to think of Pablo is surely a big shark to get a reservation in this kind of hotel is surely a big deal its not easy for the poor its easy for the rich and powerful,pablo is a rich kid for sure that sure of it .There is thought haunting me why has pablo never mentioned gid family to me anything at all i know nothing of Pablo's family the only thing i know is his name Pablo Peres and his sir name does not ring a bell i mean if he is rich his family name would ring a bell like the Jones ,the Hudson's,the Carters and the Harts and all other famous rich billionaire families but i have never heard of any rich Peres family or they use another name all this thougts never come before why today

never heard of that

i will ask pablo about his family now that we are married and we are so ready to start a family of our own our kids should know their grandparents if they are alive why not? think of my parents they will love them especially my papa or dad not yet decided on there names.

My love for a big family will never die

It's important to love, those who are always there for you , that is family, we talk of family and that's all we got .family is everything i mean i get when one also me why talk like i got a family of my own and that i am just a girl abandoned by her own family,the answer is yes i can't deny that i was abandoned by my real family but i know the meaning of a family i had a big real family in the orphanage though not we were not boned by blood we are bonded by love that is it.

I was bullied in the orphanage by many but others loved me genuinely like their sister especially the little ones and the teenagers I love them to someone like Clarita and Eric those are my family not just family we are a real family like blood siblings .

i am hoping mine and Pablo will be loving and perfect especially when it is a big one i will make sure my family will be the one people use as an example the perfect family the only thing to make that happen is here already the foundation of our relationship ,marriage and family to be there definitely LOVE nothing else others will come after that and we have already achieved that.

What is it about today i am over thinking about the future my family in the future i should enjoy this moment this day comes only once in a life time i should stop thinking about all that and cherish the moment i just got married that no something easy ,i think i should say congratulations to myself a genuine one ,can you believe i just got married and i only got one congratulations Eric only congratulated me and i know for sure it was not so genuine .I don't know why though Eric has always been team Maria i don't know why this time he is acesitating .

Clara always is in her own world i mean she forgets all our birthdays ,"our given birthday dates" me and Eric have gotten used to her she always lives a carefree life and today i mentioned the wedding to her she never even reacted like i expected she just said that she can't make to come and hang up the phone like seriously Clara.No "congratulations gal am so super happy for you gal you go gal "nothing? nothing?at all! ? .

I guess i deserve my own congratulations now or what ? what do you say reader?

i will enjoy my day the gates of the castle are open and i just want to feel the moment now nothing else no less no more.

i just got married.