Chapter Thirteen

- Her mother said: Among her tears, she is in intensive care, Reham. They moved her after her condition deteriorated. If you look at her, my daughter, you will not know her. But she stayed like that.

My daughter is dying and dying!

I only felt when I opened the door, and I quickly went out and found a nurse in my face, so I asked her about intensive care, and she told me where she was. .

But I only found a human skeleton full of skin, and there are medical hoses and behavior that they connect to her body, then I found my legs that I do not feel while I watch her in this view, and my mind asks and wonders how is this reasonable? Another because it changed within a week.

And there I found a hand patting on my back, so I looked and found my uncle Abd al-Salam, the father of Hadeer, standing next to me, his eyes full of tears, and he said to me: I am imprisoning my daughter, I do not know how this happened to her? My only daughter is dying, and I did not find any doctor in this hospital, or the hospital I went to before her, who knows the answer, and I do not know the answer either.

- I looked at him and said: Please, uncle, let me enter it, please.

- He looked down and said: I don't know, my daughter, but all the doctors here told us that no one should visit her until after 48 hours. If she lives and remains alive, she will live or not.

- I kept begging him, begging him, please let me in, let her in

And talk to her.

After a long struggle, the nurse agreed to prepare me and dress me in some things, so that I would be sterile in order to enter her, and indeed I entered this room.

And I found that there was a very strange smell, as if I had entered a grave.

- My love, Hadeer, answer me, talk to me, I came to you to check on you.

- I found her, she opened her eyes, but I did not see my eyes, roaring something changed, but she turned her head very slowly towards me, and she looked at him and laughed and wiped my tears.

And I said to her: Do you see me, do you hear me, so she slowly moved her head, yes.

She started to move her lips, as if she was saying something, but that mask through which oxygen flows made me, I don't understand what she's saying?

But she kept trying to speak, but I could not explain anything of this speech.

And I looked through this glass barrier, but I did not find anyone, even her father, who was no longer standing, so I lifted this oxygen mask from her face, and I heard one word in my room in my room, and she kept repeating it several times.

I returned that mask quickly, and I said to her: Do you want me to go to your room in your house?

So she moved her head, vigorously, that is, yes.

- I asked her while I was in a state of wonder, what am I going to do in your room, Hader, I don't understand anything?

But she kept repeating the same word, in my room in my room.

- In order to calm her down, I told her I will go to your room, but I do not know what to look for in your argument, so she looked at me with fear, so I calmed her down again and said to her: Yes, I will go and search and find what you want.

So I closed her eyes, and I thought she had closed them while reassuring.

- The nurse entered, and she asked me to go out, and called my friend with my eyes while I was looking and tears were falling, and after that I searched for her father and told him about this request, and he was also surprised, but he asked me to go home with him because his curiosity also increased because of asked his daughter.

We went downstairs, and I found my father waiting for me, and I told him everything that happened upstairs, and he also agreed that I would go to Hader's house, so that she might rest.

Reham cried.

Azza found herself crying and told her, "Don't cry, my love. Please don't cry. What happened to Hadir? I haven't had any news of me or her about me for a long time. I didn't know anything about her. Please don't cry."

- Hadeer put a suppository on the small area next to her, grabbed a handkerchief and wiped her tears.

- You know that my father and mother wanted me to stay away from her, and I was with my aunt when her mother informed me of what happened to her, so I came quickly and my father came with me.

- And I told him that I wanted to go to Hadir's house. We rode my father's carriage with my uncle Saeed. You know that we are not only friends but we are neighbors as well. We took the elevator and Uncle Saeed turned the key in the door of his apartment, and I found myself rushing to her room.

And we all started searching in every corner and every drawer until I found in the desk drawer, a paper with my name written on it and under the paper a large notebook and the paper, written on it Reham my love, I wrote everything for you only you can save me if you search for the paper while I am still alive .

I looked at my father and uncle Abd al-Salam, took out the notebook, opened it, and started reading aloud in it.

- Reham, my love, I decided to write everything to you after I regretted what I did. I feel that death has approached me. I will pay the price for this mistake that I made with my stupidity. I know that you will tell me that I am stupid and you have every right. There is no justification for me to do so. what you did.

Love of what and madness of what makes me do this act in myself and my family, my father and mother suffered with me, I wish you, my friend, did not turn away from even this person for whom I lost myself.

He no longer thinks of me and does not see me, he changed his gaze to his friend and colleague only, after I deluded myself that he loves me, but he used to talk to all the girls in the same way, I did the impossible to make him pay attention to him, or admire him, but Amjad did not feel anything towards me, and when I love our friend Asmaa. I felt a fire. I was dying and going crazy. What did he see in her so that he could love her? And draws attention and does not look at me.

I used to tell you that you were advising me, guiding me, and telling me, I told you before, you idiot, that he doesn't love you. I felt that you were playing the role of a mother who feared for him, but I needed the friend who comforted him, not the one who guides me and rebukes me for what I do.

Do it, and in that way you distanced me from you, and at that time I began to approach that wicked Ghada, who was the cause of everything, of what I am in now.

So she decided to take revenge on them, after he got engaged to her.

Yes, I decided to take revenge, whatever the method was, and Ghada was the one who advised me that I might be able to do magic and make him love me, and I have a relative, and she is her uncle's wife. These texts and hieroglyphs, and made me share them.

You know that I liked the idea, at first, then I thought that I would go to a charlatan or a sorcerer, and when I read about magic, I found it easy. I will do it myself without anyone attacking me, or doing something like that. ,

Because I cannot harm Amjad, and I will not do anything that harms him. I only want, and I will make him happy. I know very well that there is no one in me. A kind of magic, easy and fast, and it will not require me to do anything taboo. Understand me.

And there was a group of groups talking about red magic, I don't know that it has colors? And it was the first time I heard about him, and they say that it is rarely used and it is harmless, whether to me or to Majd, or so I am. I think I remembered, Reham, when he had a book called Shams al-Maaref. loves me,

And you played the role of the mother and made you, rebuke me and ask me, Where did you get it from, where did you get it, and what are these groups? Until I report it, but I found a group that specializes in this blackness with someone, and she told me: Borrow this book for a week only, for a large amount of money, you know that I decided to sell the ring,

Without my father knowing, and this ring was what my father had brought on the occasion of my birthday, and I said to myself that they did not feel that I had sold it, I wish I had not announced with you when you hit me, you did not agree, you killed me, and you did not leave me, my friend.

- From there there were conditions for him, which is that I collect the elements of fire, water, earth and air. At first, I did not understand how to search for these things. The first thing I needed was a picture of Majd. Facebook and I started preparing the four elements, the fire and it was a black candle and the earth and it was, a handful of dirt from an old cemetery. Because of me.