Before rejection (1)

She came out from restaurant stumbling, started walking on the roadside. She knew her condition is not good for driving the car, so she walked. As she walked, tears were streaming down from her cheeks unconsciously. Her mind was blank, she didn't know what she is gonna do. Everything she did was for him. Her sacrifices, her love, her affections, all was for nothing. She didn't know how she is gonna live now. Her reason for living is lost. She didn't know where she was going. She doesn't have anyone, no friends and she doesn't want to show up in front of her family in her current state.

After walking for long hours, she sat at the corner of the road, curled up her body and started crying loudly. She didn't know what time is it, where she is, how people are looking at her. What she knows is now that she is lost, she just wanted someone to guide her to come out of this. But unfortunately, no one was there. This was the time she needed the most is a true friend which she doesn't have. She thought that it will be less painful than last time but noo she was wrong it was 100 times more painful than last time.

She remembered 2 years back when he first introduced her to everyone in front of our family. He said," I finally found my love and hope you all will accept my decision." Everyone was shocked including herself. She wanted to cry out loud. But when she saw his smile, the smile that was far different from what he usually shows to her. She knew right at that moment that he loves her. So, she was the first one to stand up and congratulate him, excused herself and left the room. She cried for the whole night and didn't leave the room for the whole week.

After a week she came out from her room. Her mother started crying when she saw her daughter's condition. She had become lean and thin. Her eyes were about to bury inside the socket from crying. Seeing her mother crying, it broke her heart more. Even if it's for her mother, she ate her dinner. She doesn't want to make her mother sad. After eating dinner, she went to her father's study room and told him that she wanted to study abroad.

"Are you okay?" father asked concerning.

" No dad, I want to go I can't live here. If I live here, I don't know what I'm gonna turn into, DAD. I hate this feeling dad, help me.."She cried.

"Shh Shhh.. Don't cry, Lisa. Don't cry... Dad will handle everything. ok Dad will send you abroad." He hugged her and patted her back.

She cried and slept in her father's arm. Her mother entered the room. Her eyes were full of tears because of what she listened just now. Her mother nodded at him, silently saying she was okay with the arrangement.

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After one month, she went to her college to get her transfer letter, where she met him. He waved at her and came towards her saying "hey, why didn't you come to class? Its been so many days"

The thing that was distracting her was the girl beside him and their hands intervening each other. She closed her eyes to controls her tears and opened it, spoke with a smile " I was not well."

She lied.

"Oh, I was sorry, I was about to come to your house, but I was a little busy"

"Ya, I can see that." She said looking at their intervening hands.

He noticed where she was looking. It made him a little blushed, maybe embarrassed.

" Oh, no that is not your thinking..hehehe" saying while blushing like a teenage boy who finally got his first love.

She gripped her hand more and more tightly to control her emotion. The smile was still on her face, "haha..its ok I can understand. You both, after all, are a new couple. I gotta go. See ya.. bye bye" She waved her hand and left.

"ok, bye, call me if you have any problem" he shouted from behind.

Then he turned around and left with his girlfriend.

She ran, directly went inside washroom and cried closing her mouth with her hand so no one can hear her crying voice. After crying for who knows how long, she washed her face, did her makeup and came out from the washroom. She went to the administrative department and took her transfer paper. Then she left the college where she studied for the last 2 years, without looking back. She didn't hold much emotion towards the collage cause she didn't have any friends there. Whatever feelings she had, was for him only, which he never reciprocated back.