a farewell (author pov)

(author recommends you to read this story while listening to BTS jungkook - still with me and IU - my old story, thank you so much for support me until now)

Hyun Jae sit in the chair, while Na eun lay down in bed. they in hotel room.

"Why we come here?" Hyun jae ask

"hm.. we're dating" Na eun keep scrolling her phone and take some selfie and post it in her Sns.

"you said we go for a date" Hyun Jae stand up

Na eun sit down at the edge of the bed

"Yes we are" Na eun said

"what you expect? go to a caffe? watch movie? or go to park and play?"

Hyun Jae just stand , he can't say anything

"please Hyun Jae, I'm not a kid" Na eun stand and walk close to Hyun Jae

"I'll do something more" Na eun touch Hyun Jae coat

Hyun Jae face hardened

Na eun then laughing

"hahahaha. you are so funny" she said

"relax, I don't want a boy like you. I know you have zero experience"

"then what do you want from me?" Hyun Jae raise his voice

"what I want?" Na eun walk close to the window

"I don't like you happy" she said

"I want to destroy it" she smiles

"you really a sociopath. I never have any problems with you. and our engagement come to and ends is your decision" Hyun Jae said

"Yes, I know. if there's something beautiful I really likes to destroy it. don't exaggerating about it. you didn't want it too" Na eun said

"our engagement is part of business. and we were a kid back then. do you think I really gonna marry you?"

Hyun Jae just quiet

"oh my God, you're cute and innocent boy. we're just 12" Na eun surprises and laugh

"now you can go. you're bored. I don't wanna plays with you " Na eun said

Hyun Jae walking out

"wait, don't you want to know what happened after last video I've shown to you?" Na eun sit at the bed

Hyun Jae stop walking

"Yes, we did it. so I'll correct what I've said about your zero experience. you have more experience cause you learn from the expert, which is me. so congratulations your childhood crush is successful "

Hyun Jae lost his control, he walk to Na eun and push her , he choking her. Na eun just laughing while she's been strangle by Hyun Jae. Hyun Jae then stop.

"you always manipulate people to do what you want, it always like that since we were kids" Hyun Jae walk out from the room leaving Na eun alone

Na eun laughing at first then she's crying. Na eun always get everything in her life. all she wants just like a click of finger and all will be done. then everything changes when she found out her date and her mom have affairs. both of their parents have an affairs. it's hurting her. she become cruel and rude to her parents. she even black mails her parents. she become bad and bad. she can help herself at that point. all she done to Hyun Jae just because she is jealous. the only good thing that happened at that time is her engagement with Hyun Jae even it just a play. but she ruined it,

she reminiscent the day when she started mean to Hyun Jae

"Noona, what you doing?" Little Hyun Jae pat her shoulder while she peeking at her mother bedroom door.

Na Eun surprises and accidentally fall and open all the bedroom door. Hyun Jae look her mother kiss another man in her mother bed. Na eun closed the door

"go" Na eun yell at Hyun Jae

Hyun Jae who is one year younger than her feel afraid.

"noona, I promise not to tell anyone " Little Hyun Jae said

"go, I said go" Na eun raised her voices and make a mean face towards Hyun Jae

Hyun Jae walk away. Na eun feel so embarrassed and angry. she feel hurts and all she can do is release her anger to Hyun Jae. their engagement is ended. deep down at her heart she really care with Hyun Jae, but all her anger makes her eyes blind make her life changed.

and after years she meet Hyun Jae again, the smile that he always shown to her when they was a kid now is shown to other girls. she know that the they just like a childhood close friend. but Na eun can6 accept it. so she must destroyed it. now after all she did, the only thing left just pain.

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Hyun Jae rushing, he call the taxi immediately and get to his apartment. he open all his clothes and go to a bathroom. he takes almost 30 minutes for shower. after that he changes, take all the clothes he wears before to garbage plastic. he throw it to a garbage bin.

he sits in the couch, rubbing his face. he really feel uneasy. is that true that he did it with Na eun? he can't remember anything. and the video shown that he was at the motel.

ring...ring.. Hyun Jae's phone ringing it's from Hyo joo

"Hyo joo "

"Yes, my phone is good now" Hyo joo said

"ah, good. where are you?" Hyun Jae ask

"at my parents house. what about you?" hyo joo ask

"same at my apartment " Hyun Jae answer

"ah ,okay. Tomorrow we will throw little party for Alex graduation at my parent's. can you come, please?" Hyo Joo said

"hm okay" Hyun Jae said

"great, I'll invite others too" Hyo Joo said

"um.." Hyun Jae plays with his finger

"I love you" Hyo joo said

Hyun Jae quiet for a while

"me too" he answers

the word that he usually said happily is changes to word that he can't said with sincerity. cause if Na eun said the truth then he is cheated from Hyo Joo.

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At Hyo Joo parents, Alex graduation party is held. many Alex friends come over, his college friends, Dae sunbae and Jun sunbae, his bestfriend. there's also Yoon, Alex and Hyo Joo childhood friend. Hyo Joo also invites Nana, Bom, Vivi and Song and of course her boyfriend Hyun Jae.

people enjoying the party at the garden, Alex sing and perform with his bestfriend. Alex is single today, he dump his girlfriend several days ago. just an easy problem for him to dump a girl that can't accept his first priorities is his sister. he can find a ton of girl that want to be his girlfriend.

things become awkward for Vivi and Song, they still not make up after their last fight. Song just gather around with Bom and Hyun Jae drinks some lemonade. Hyun Jae body maybe there but his mind not. the girls, Hyo Joo, Nana and Vivi sits and eat some cake.

the song is changes to a slow dance vibes, many people grab their couple to dancing. everyone hug their couple and enjoy the calm music.

Nana run to Bom and grab him to the crowd. as we know Nana not accept No from Bom. Bom bit annoyed at first but then he's smiling cause he know he can't resist Nana. the two enjoying the dance.

Hyo Joo also walks to Hyun Jae but not to dance. she grab Hyun Jae hands, they walk to the rooftop. Alex look they walk from a far.

"do you tell her?" Yoon ask

"not yet, I haven't chances to talk about it" Alex sip his drink

"you know, I don't like him" Yoon said

"it's not your call" Alex said

Vivi walk closer to Song

"hi" Vivi greet song awkwardly

"hi" Song try to calm

"Song, we need to talk" Vivi said

"there's no need to talk" Song put his glass

"so this is it?" Vivi ask

"maybe" Song walk away from her

vivi run a bit and grab Song hands

"can we talk at least to make it clears?"

"okay, let's meet tomorrow" Song said and he walk away.

Vivi thinks at least she had a chances. and she left the party alone before she cry there.

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at rooftop

"Hyun Jae looks, the dusk sky colors is pretty" Hyo Joo stand at the edge of balcony

"yes" Hyun Jae walk slowly to her side

"ah, I have this, for you" Hyun Jae take out little flower bouquet from paper bag he bring all day.

"so beautiful " Hyo joo receives the flower

"thank you" Hyo joo kiss Hyun Jae cheek

they standing silently enjoy the beautiful sky colors until Hyo Joo ask something, she's been hesitates to ask but yet her mind keep thinking about it.

"Hyun Jae -ya. I want to ask something " Hyo joo said

"oh, what?" Hyun Jae nervous

"at the night I get kidnapped. I received some messages" Hyo Joo look down

"what is that?" Hyun Jae ask

"it's your picture, going out with other girl" Hyo Joo look at Hyun Jae

Hyun Jae gulped

"is it true?" Hyo joo ask while look at his eyes trying to look for the truth.

"just say it. I'll trust everything you said" Hyo Joo said

Hyun Jae silence for a minutes, he knows he must take responsibility for everything that happened.

"I don't know" Hyun Jae speak

"what about yesterday ?" Hyo joo hesitate to said

"what?" Hyun Jae surprises

"I saw you and Na eun enter the hotel" Hyo Joo said

Hyun Jae just silenced again

" I said I'll trust what ever you said" Hyo Joo hold Hyun Jae's hand

"I don't know, stop it already " Hyun Jae can't control himself he feel really stupid because he have no courage to admit or denied it.

"Hyun Jae, please. I just need your words " Hyo joo said

"is my word so important? you already saw it" Hyun Jae's words again his hearts

"But anything could happened. just need a word from you? is that true or not?" Hyo Joo give desperate looks to Hyun Jae

but Hyun Jae can't answer instead he start walk away

"Hyun Jae-ya" Hyo joo run and grab Hyun Jae's hand, the flower bouquet fall down from Hyo Joo's hand

"Why? are you not love me anymore?" Hyo Joo ask

Hyun Jae's heart feel like stabbed by a knife

"Why you just silenced?" Hyo Joo ask again

Hyun Jae look at Hyo joo

"I'm sorry" Hyun Jae said

"what?" Hyo joo tears falling down

"I can't stand our relationship anymore " Hyun Jae said rude things that he didn't mean to said. what he said is different from what his hearts wants. but he doesn't understand himself that day. he's confused.

"you are too much for me, people looks down on me cause I'm dating you. you're the smartest students, you are pretty ,good and i just..." Hyun Jae words hanging

"it doesn't matter what people said. I don't care what people think. cause I know you, we are the one that dating not them" Hyo Joo try to convince him

"Alex didn't like me, Yoon want to take you, all the faculty gossiping about how I'm not deserve to be your boyfriend cause I'm sloppy, spoil baby that always need his girlfriend help" Hyun Jae words keep out without he can't control it

"Hyun Jae, please" Hyo joo said

"let's call it end" Hyun Jae said

"you are selfish" Hyo joo said

Hyun Jae keep walking away

"you are heartless person" Hyo joo said

but Hyun Jae keep walking away leave Hyo joo alone.

Alex see when Hyun Jae get down from rooftop but Hyo Joo don't tag along with him. Alex follows Hyun Jae. he knew something bad maybe happened. at that time Yoon go to the rooftop to check Hyo Joo.

"Hyun Jae" Alex call Hyun Jae

Hyun Jae stop walking

"there's something happened between you?" Alex ask

"yes" Hyun Jae answer

"she's maybe in bad condition right now, after the accident she might be changes a little but..."

Alex phone ringing

"what?" Alex looks at Hyun jae

Alex then hit Hyun Jae's face, Hyun Jae fall down

"what did you do to my sister?" Alex grab Hyun Jae's collar

"what happened with her? is she okay?" Hyun Jae worries

"from now on don't even try to get close to my sister" Alex stand and run to the house

he run to rooftop

he looks Hyo joo head place at Yoon laps

"what happened with her?" Alex touch Hyo Joo face

"I don't know. at first she just cry and suddenly she fell down" Yoon said

Alex grab hyo joo body and bring her inside the house so no one look at it.

"hello , please come to our home right now" Alex called their family private doctor.

"please take a look for her. I'll stop the party naturally so no one will realize it".

Alex now his family is being under many his dad rival surveillance. a little rumors will give bad effects for their family business.

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Hyo Joo open her eyes slowly, he looks Yoon sit beside her bed

"you're awake " Yoon said

"what happened?" Hyo Joo ask

"your tired. you push yourself when you still need a rest" Yoon said

"where's my phone" Hyo Joo ask

"I need to call someone" Hyo joo said

Yoon just silenced and Hyo joo realize it when Alex come

"we'll go to US tomorrow. everything is settled and you'll get best therapy there"

Hyo Joo eyes gets wet but she doesn't try to do anything either.

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ting, tong, someone push Hyun Jae apartment alarm. someone keep push it until Hyun Jae opens it.

Hyun Jae who still sleep finally wake up and walk slowly to the door. he peek from the door hole. it's Bom. he opens the door.

---at the Hyo joo place Alex open Hyo joo bedroom door, he bring a tray ,there's water and some pills at the tray

--at Hyun Jae's

"what are you doing? I've been called you like crazy" Bom said

"you called? don't know" Hyun Jae sit in his couch soulless

"hey, it's not the time for being like this" Bom said

"I broke up with Hyo Joo" Hyun Jae said

"what?" Bom surprises

"yeah" Hyun Jae answer

"this idiot, where's your phone?" Bom ask

"don't know, maybe at my room" Hyun Jae answer

Bom run to find Hyun Jae's phone , he find it under Hyun Jae's coat

"take this call her" Bom hand him his phone

"I can't, I said bad things to her" Hyun Jae said

"listen, this might be your last chances to talk with her. Nana said they are way ahead to airport "

---at Hyo joo place, after drink and eats the pill Hyo joo starts feeling sleepy. she need to eat sleeping pills before they go to the airport. Hyo Joo need to take it from home, to avoid her panic attacks when they arrive at airport or at the plane.

The maid open the house door, the driver open car door while Alex carrying Hyo joo in his arms. Hyo Joo sleep comfortably at Alex laps. the car starts moving.

--at Hyun Jae's

Hyun Jae try calling Hyo joo, but her phone isn't active and he can't call Alex.

"when they'll go?" Hyun Jae ask

"Nana said they probably on the way to the airport right now. Nana also on the way there. we try to call you as soon as we know it. but you didn't pick up so I came here" Bom explained

Hyun Jae sit down and rub his face, he wants to chase her but he already cheat from her. he doesn't have courage to face her.

"Hyun Jae, don't you want to chase her?"

"I can't. I don't have rights for it"

suddenly Hyun Jae's phone vibes

it's Na eun calling him, he reject it. but then an unknown call in.

Hyun Jae pick it

"I know you wouldn't answer my phone" it's Na eun

"what do you want, are you happy now? everything is ruined" Hyun Jae raised his voices

"ah, actually I want to said something you mighty want to hear this" Na eun said

"I'm done with everything don't even..."Hyun Jae words cut

"we didn't do it" Na eun said

"what?" Hyun Jae shocks

"we didn't do it, if you want to know" Na eun said

"I'm sorry for everything " Na eun said and end the call

Hyun Jae run to his room and change his clothes

"Bom let's go" Hyun Jae said

"what?"

"let's go to airport " Hyun Jae said

they get in to taxi

"Nana, where are you. me and Hyun Jae is on halfway to the airport "

"I saw Alex and Yoon, but I didn't see Hyo joo. they at flight waiting room. I can't go there"

Hyun Jae feel so frustrated, he keep ask the driver to drive faster, but airport is pretty far from his apartment.

Hyun Jae and Bom finally arrives at the airport. Nana give directions to them. Hyun Jae run as fast as he could.

Nana , Bom and Hyun Jae stand at the nearest place to the gate. they finally see Yoon and Alex queue for passport and tickets check. Alex notice them but he just give a cold look specially to Hyun Jae.

"where's Hyo joo? I don't see her" Nana ask

Hyun Jae jump out the gate and run to Alex

security chase him and grab his arms.

Alex give code to security

"where is she? I need to tell her something " Hyun Jae beg to Alex

"she's in the safe place, the place that no one can't hurt her. and I already told you not to get near to my sister. you already break her heart, do you need to break it twice?"

Yoon smile to Hyun Jae, he smile like evil to him. like declares he will get Hyo Joo's heart.

"go away, or security will drag you to their station"

Alex enter the gate leave Hyun Jae stand alone. the security grab his arms and push him to get out from the area.

Hyun Jae walk slowly towards Bom. Bom pat Hyun Jae shoulder.

the three get out from the airport, Hyun Jae takes taxi and back home while Nana and Bom take another taxi together.

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at taxi

"so Hyun Jae didn't cheat?" Nana ask

"Yes, just a misunderstanding " Bom answer

Nana pursed her lip, she feel bit guilty

"I've told you right" Bom said

"yeah yeah" Nana look outside the window

"but what about us?" Nana look at Bom and ask

"what's wrong with us? instead your brave behavior" Bom said

"when we will level up our relationship?" Nana said

"what?" Bom shocks

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Hyun Jae back to his apartment. On his desk there is still a picture of him together with Hyo joo. he take that picture and touch Hyo joo face.

"I'll trust you" Hyo joo words keep playing on his head. Hyun Jae put the picture again. he looks around, this room feel so big and cozy when she spent his days with Hyo joo. but now this big room feel cramped even just him alone in there. so cramped that he feel crushed.

he threw himself on the bed. he move the finger of his left hand that he put to cover his eyes. he can see sunlight trough his finger, it's dazzling. his right hand rub his bed, he had been lied in this bed for 30 minutes. he can feel the emptiness surrounding him.

what happened is happened. no one can't change anything. his tears slowly goes down. just like that his first love is ended.

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at a caffe , same day

"let's take a break" Song said

"how long?" Vivi ask

"I don't know" Song said

Vivi just accept Song decisions. Song walk out from the caffe.

Vivi's heart feel torn apart she wipes her tears with her handkerchief.

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sometimes in relationship there's a level up, or even break up, or misunderstanding. all of it bit confusing and hard to explain. we are still young and sometimes we think our decisions won't hurt someone but we still hurt them.

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"thank you for the support semester 2( vol. 2 ) is over 🥳🥳 see you next semester "

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