Boyfriends

Sirius woke up first the next morning. It was 8:30. He opened his eyes and saw a peaceful-sleeping Remus. 'Exactly as I imagined that it could be. Waking up with the love of my life by my side.' he thought.

"Remus." Kiss "Rem." Kiss "Moony" Kiss "Moon." Kiss "Love" Kiss, kiss, kiss. "What?" Remus responded with closed eyes. "We have to wake up. I know we had fun but we have Care of magical creatures. How do you feel today?" "My head hurts so-" Remus started saying but he stopped. His eyes widened. He looked quickly around. "What?" Sirius asked. "Sirius, I'm sorry for asking but what exactly happened?" "What?! You mean you don't remember anything from yesterday?" "No, no I do remember, but not much. My head hurts so much. I remember that I told you that I'm I love with you, and then you told me that you love me too. And we kissed. And then we came here. You almost fucked me, and then we slept together. But what exactly-exactly happened. And where the fuck are the others? Did they saw us?" Remus said with a wide smile. "Well, I don't know about the others, but we had so much fun yesterday. Come on, now. Go take a shower, get ready and we will go downstairs. I will tell you tonight."

Twenty minutes later, Sirius was already dressed and Remus came in, tying his tie. "Let me do that." Sirius said walking towards him. "What? You know how to do that?" Remus asked surprised. "Um, yeah." "Why don't you tie your own then?" The taller one asked while reaching his hands to fix Sirius's tie. "I don't know. I just feel uncomfortable like that." "Oh, do you want me to un-tie this?" Remus asked worriedly. "No, no. It's ok. Don't worry. I can do anything for you!" Sirius said while smiling. "Hey! I don't want you to change anything for me! I love you for who you are! An annoying fucking idiot! I like that!" Remus responded quickly with a wide smile, while un-tying Sirius's tie. "Aww! You said you love me!" "Of course I do! I don't know how and why but I do! You're my idiot." "Well, I love you too, Remy! You're my... annoying fucking nerd!" "Oh! And now that you mentioned that, let's go downstairs. We have classes to go! We also have to ask James and Peter if they saw us. And I will talk. Don't you dare to say anything! You're dangerous!" "Oh, yeah? Look who's saying that! Our little werewolf!" "Yeah, yeah. Woof, woof! Let's go!" Remus laughed and pushed Sirius to go out of the room. "Hey! Wait a minute!" Sirius said before going out of the room. "What?" "We can't leave without a kiss!" "Fine then! A kiss. Come here, you idiot!" Remus said while pulling Sirius from his tie. He leaned down a bit, because he is taller and he kissed him. With tongue. For too long. And then he broke the kiss saying "Come on, let's go downstairs. We will continue later. I promise." And they left.

They arrived at the Great Hall. They sat down. "Good morning!" Said Lily. "Hello! How are you? What did you do yesterday?" Sirius asked. "Shut the fuck up, Sirius!" Remus whispered. "So what did you do yesterday?" He asked James and Lily. "Are you kidding me? I asked the exact same thing!" Sirius mumbled. "You were too excited!" Remus responded.

"Well, we went for a walk and then at the Three Broomsticks. After that, we slept at the couch of the Common Room, because we wanted to sleep together." Said James. "Oh, great! Um, what about you, Peter?" Remus asked. "Um, what? Well, I just came back late." He responded with a not-so-normal face. "Y-you came back?! Wha- um, did you see anything strange while entering?" Remus asked trying to calm down. "No, I didn't. I wanted to sleep and the lights were closed. I couldn't see a thing." Peter said. "Wait! Why are you so nervous? What happened last night and we shouldn't know about this?" James asked. "Nothing, nothing!" Remus said as calm as he could. James and Lily didn't say anything. They knew that something happened but they didn't know what. They all started eating.

"Sirius, stop it!" Remus whispered. Sirius was trying to hold hands with him, under the table. "Why? No-one can see that! Please!" "Fine then, you idiot!" Remus said and he held Sirius's hand. He couldn't say no to him. "But I am your idiot!" Sirius laughed.

They ate their food and they started walking outside. Sirius was excited for this class. Care of Magical Creatures was the only class he liked. "I love this class, but why should it be with the Slytherins? Why not Hufflepuffs or Ravenclaws?" He said. "Someone is in a really bad mood!" Remus laughed. "Of course I am! We could be upstairs alone now! Cuddling, kissing, or even-" "Sirius!" "What?" "Stop it! Not now! I said later, ok?" "But- but- I want-" "No! Sirius! Someone is going to hear us! I said la-ter!" "Ok, ok! Fine!"

The class went kind of well. While the professor was talking, Sirius hexed Snape. Snape turned around and looked at him but he didn't do anything. After that, they had History of Magic for two hours with the Ravenclaws. As always, Sirius fell asleep and Remus wrote everything to his notebook so he could explain to him later.

When the class ended, they all started walking to the Great Hall. Remus ran towards Lily. "Hey, Lily. Can you please meet me at the tree near the lake after lunch?" He asked. "Sure! Is anything wrong?" "Well, yeah. But don't worry. I'll tell you later." He said and he went to eat.

He sat next to Sirius. He didn't eat much. Sirius was talking with James about Quidditch. But he held hands with Remus.

Remus finished first. He stood up. "I'm going for a walk." He said. "Want me to come with you?" Sirius asked. "No thanks. I need some fresh air to think. See you later." He answered and left. Lily was already at the meeting spot.

"Hello!" Said Lily. "Hi." "Hey! Why are you so moody? What happened? Is it something with Sirius? Did you have a fight? No, I don't think so. You are ok with him, aren't you?" She asked worriedly. "Well, yeah. It is something with Sirius. But we didn't fight. Actually, we are better than we used to be." "What do you mean?" "It's a long story." "Ok, then. I have time. Tell me everything." "Well, it all started when we went to Hogesmede. We first went for a walk outside. Then we went to drink something at the 'Three Broomsticks' but a bunch of girls came to us and he wanted to go somewhere else. While we were walking, he told me that he's in love with someone. And-oh yeah. I have to say that too. Um I, I am in love with him since last year." "Yeah, I know. Continue please." "How did you- anyway. And I felt like crying. So, when we went to the Hog's Head, I drank too much firewiskey. He told me that it was time to go, so we left. While we were going back to the castle, I started crying. I told him that I love him. He told me that he loves me too. A-and he leaned down to kiss me. And then we went upstairs, no-one was there, and we laid together at his bed. We kissed again, he almost fucked me, we cuddled a bit and then we slept. I don't remember much from yesterday. My head still hurts. He woke up first and he started kissing me and calling me 'love' until I woke up. We talked a bit and before we went downstairs, we kissed again. While eating, both times, we held hands. And he was moody because he wanted to go to the dorms and, ya know, like, fuck. And later we will go somewhere alone to clear things up. And I really need suggestions. What should I do? Are we going to be boyfriends? Should I ask him on a date or something? Is it too soon to fuck? It is, right? But he really wants it! And I want it too! But I am also scared! What do I have to do?!?!" He finished talking.

"Woah! Remus! Slow. Down! You are talking too fast! You are stressed!" "Oh, really? I didn't notice!" "Remus! Stop! Now! You are overreacting! Everything is fine! You are going with him and you will wait for him to ask you to be his boyfriend. You are not going to ask him on a date! He will!!! And Yes!!! It is too soon to fuck! Now calm down! Go study! And then go with him and just fucking talk! But if you feel like you can kiss him, hug him, or anything like that, do it! But don't fuck! Don't! Ok?" "Yes, ma'am!" Said Remus a bit terrified. He had never seen Lily like that. She really wanted to help. That was obvious.

"And tomorrow, you will tell me everything!" Lily said while walking upstairs.

They entered the Common Room. "Hey! Where have you been?" Sirius ran to Remus. "I told you. I went for a walk." "For one hour?!" "Yes. Calm down. Come on now. It's nearly four. Let's study until seven and then we talk, ok?" "Fine!"

They studied everything for the next two days and some extras. Sirius was unexpectedly quiet and calm. "See? If you concentrate, everything is easier." Remus said when they finished. "Yeah. Can we talk now?" He asked immediately. "Ok, but where?" Remus asked.

They entered the Room of Requirements. "Good choice!" "I know. Now, sit down." Sirius said and some big pillows appeared. They sat down. Then an awkward moment of silence came. Remus broke it. "So, are you gonna tell me what happened yesterday?" He asked. "Sure!" Sirius moved a bit closer to Remus. Remus laid down and placed his head to Sirius's lap. Sirius tangled his hand into Remus's hair and started talking.

"Well, after you got drunk, I told you that it was time to go. As we were walking, you suddenly sat down, at the snow and started crying. You asked me what did you do and I didn't love you back. Then, I told you that you were the person that I mentioned before. But you continued crying and that made me so sad, that I started crying too. Then, I sat down and I reached my hand to your face, I pulled you near to me and then... I kissed you. It was the best moment of my life. It was the best feeling I have ever felt. It was like fireworks a-and rainbows all around us. I couldn't see a thing except fireworks and rainbows. And you told me that you were cold, so we went upstairs. I gave you your clothes and I told you to go to the bathroom to change. But then you told me to come with you. I acted like a fool and I said no! You went there alone and I immediately regretted what I said. Thinking that I could be there with you. And... ya know... staring at your naked body... kissing you... But I thought that I had to wait. Then, you came inside wearing only your underwear and I was literally shocked! You asked me to sleep together and I said yes- still shocked -so we laid to my bed and we talked a bit. After that, you suddenly asked me 'Can you kiss me?' and that came to me like a bomb. But I didn't answer. I came close to you and I started kissing you. I went on top of you and I started using tongue. We both smelled alcohol. I loved all of it. Everything. You were finally mine. You moaned and you wrapped your arms around my waist and pulled me closer to you. Sometime later, you... you raised up hour head. Then, I started... kissing... licking... and sucking your neck. That's why you got these hickeys. You started moaning and, Merlin, you drove me crazy! I asked you if you were ready. You said yes, but another time, cause you had a headache. So, we just cuddled and slept. I think that you remember everything after that." Sirius finished talking slowly. "Yeah." Remus said.

"Remus." "Hm?" "I feel like we have to clear things up." "Kay." "A-are we... um, gonna be more than best friends?" "Yeah." Remus said and moved a bit so he could cuddle with Sirius. "Remus." "What?" "When I first met you, you gave meaning to my life. I hated everything and everyone. But then, I met you. And everything changed. I love you, Remus. You are the one and only love of my life. So, I wanted to ask you... Do you want to be my boyfriend?"

Remus didn't answer. He just...

"Remus? Are... are you... crying?!?!" "N-no, I'm ok." He tried to say but his voice cracked. "Remus, please. Why are you crying? Tell me." "I-it's nothing. It's just... these things that you told me... I don't know what to say!" He said while crying.

"Remus. Look at me. Here. Now, please stop crying. And just answer me with a yes or a no." Sirius said calmly. "Sirius, I... I love you too. A-and yes! I will be your boyfriend!" Remus stopped crying and smiled to him.

"So... are we gonna tell James, Lily and Peter?" Sirius asked. "Um, Sirius... S-sorry about that, but... I-I already told Lily. I'm really really sorry, but I needed help." "About what?" "Um... I panicked about today a-and I needed help. You know, suggestions." "Remus John Lupin! Why would you even panic?!?! It is just a conversation!" "Yeah but- I-I promised you that... we could kiss again after talking." "So? It's just a kiss! And if you are not ready-" "No! I am! I wanna kiss you, but I am scared that you will ask me for more!" "Woah! Calm down, Remus! I won't, ok? I won't ask you for something that you don't want!" "O-ok. S-sorry for telling Lily." "Remus. I really don't care. We can just tell James and Peter tomorrow and everything is fine." "Do you think that James is going to be ok with this?" "I don't know. Probably."

They cuddled for ten minutes without talking. "Rem." "What?" "Tomorrow is the full moon." "Yeah, I know." "Are you ok? Scared?" "I'm kind of scared but I think that I'll be ok, since I will be with you." "Wait. You mean the three of us or me?" "Um, I don't know. I was thinking about the both of us tomorrow night. But it's dangerous." "I think that it's gonna be ok. It's gonna be different now. You know, cause we are together." "Yeah, and we are very, very lucky." "Oh, you think so?" Sirius Smiled. "Yeah." Remus said and kissed him.

"I love you" Remus said. "I love you more!" Sirius laughed and kissed him again. "No" kiss "You" kiss "Don't!" Kiss. "Yes" kiss "I" kiss "Do!". "Oh, come here you idiot!" Remus said and pulled Sirius on top of him and he started kissing him. He quickly took off Sirius's shirt. His stomach did a flip when he saw the scars. He forgot about them. He slowly caressed his chest and abs with his hand. Sirius unbuttoned Remus's shirt. And started kissing and licking him all over is body.

The room was hot. Half an hour later, the two boys ended up wearing only their underwear. Still kissing and snogging. They were both turned on, but, since Remus wasn't ready, maybe another time. They were together. Finally together. 'Everything is going to be better by now.' They both thought. And it was. Better and better every day. They were boyfriends anyway.