Jack 3.1

I became a senior high school student.

It was almost time to decide on university, but I still couldn't decide. Because I don't have anything in mind. Although Ben said: "Idiot, of course you need to have something in mind before you go to college". Is that really the case? I think even if it is a simple choice, will greatly affect one's life.

I don't have any special talent. Maybe I will just become my father, an office worker. But I don't think I'm good enough to be an office worker. My future is grey.

Is there anything Clarissa wants to do?

It turns back here every time. My clock is fixed on that day and I can't get out of it.

Clarissa is dead. I'm still alive. But I'm wasting my life. I'll just die in place of Clarissa. Still, I'm afraid of death.

But I don't know what I'm living for.