where to hide?

somewhere in dark woods, lion roaring in pain some miles away a fish is dying in rain. Here is our life all have to die one day why not today belongings of this world are just unusual, the whole life is a curse all motivation for life are a verse. Iam fed up of my life my head is bursting in pain and the lips are damped by tears , i can't move my head towards anyone i don't want anybody to seee my face and i just want to end my life . If have not killed life today then I will be killed by my life everyday.

The people and the people's talk are the tumor of my head . listen you alll I donot want to be motivated and your motivation demotivates. I don't have any aim not any dream and don't want to talks for tomorrow i want to live my life in today and yesterday. that's alll i want. If am poor there is not my fault in it this is because of my parents who didn't thought about it , if they have i automatically be rich you guys willl be telling me that it's not my money it's of parent. So you fucking people i want to ask one thing to when you can't give the title of successful to a rich child, then why the hell you are givings parents poverty to their child. Genuinely you guys are double faced . and iam quiting it right now .

But what can I do now I want to live my death do humiliate me say your fucking abusing word to me . I won't die but i will die