CHAPTER 1 :SADDEST SMILE

There's a qoute that said;

"Love can change someone either in a good way or the other way."

She told me that she wrote a novel about her life,and I want to read it, She told me that she wrote a diary for me,and I want to read it, She said she loves me and I need her to prove it. But why do I feel sad without a reason. Am I really that scared that much of loosing her or do I realise that I don't have anything to give in return? What makes me love her that much?

My name is Lucious and I'm in love with a noble girl in this kingdom,

Kingdom Of Nyx

Am I worthy falling in love with her?

Do I deserve someone like her?

Can I really protect her?

Am I really that weak?

WEAK?!

WEAK?!

WEAK?!

WEAK?!

AM I SCARED TO LOVE HER BECAUSE I'M WEAK?

I NEED TO BECOME STRONGER!

I NEED TO BECOME MUCH MUCH STRONGER SO I CAN PROTECT THE ONES I TREASURE THE MOST.

EVEN IF IT COST MY OWN LIFE.

"Sweetheart..sweetheart? Are you okey? Honey bee..bee..bee...honey bee...?"she said while looking me in the eyes with a sweet smile in her face.

"Am I dreaming right now?"Lucious asked with a sad smile.

"No~ you're not dreaming honey."She replied while eating her favorite spicy porrige.

"This feeling. What am I feeling...sad?relieved? Happy?" He said in his thought.

"Are you okey sweetheart?" she asked.

The person infront of me, Rosabell, a nobles only child,wearing glasses and pink scarf covering her hair today. Beautiful as always. Her smile made my day feel better,holding her hands feels warmer in my heart. Looking into her eyes made me lost in the darkest night. Who would thought I would fall for her,by beauty and warmth of her heart.

"Nothing dear. I'm okey."

"So can we go now? It's almost 8. Lets send you to your workplace okey."She said while looking at the clock.

"Sure,lets go."

*Get in the cart*

*Hugs her,smelt her sweet scent almost letting out tears but tried not to*

"Aa..sweetheart can we go now,how can I drive when you're still hugging me like that?" She said.

"Okey,lets go"

*Arrived at Lucious work place*

"Take care working okey."

*Hugs her again*

"Sweet heart. Are you really okey?"

" Just need a minute"

* Letting go,then hugs her again and again and again*

"Aaa sweetheart~ I'm gonna be late for work also if you still hugging me like that you know."She Said.

"Can you pat my head real quick.."

*Pats his head,then he kissed her forehead and her hands feeling heavy to let go. Then she kissed him on the cheeks.*

"Bye..Takecare working sweetheart."

"You too,be a good girl and take good care of yourself. Don't forget to eat your lunch I made later okey"He reminded.

*Drove away while Lucious still standing seeing her off*

" And now I'm back alone,doing my work at this shop while the other would cone late as usual. What a day,but its okey,she made me feel abit better. But why..why am I feeling sad?"He asked himself while preparing the knifes and boards,swiping the floors.

"Almost forgot,I need to go to the wiring Shop next door,need to return this broken usb mana cable. But first things first,Ima cook something in return."

*Finish cooking and preparing the stuffs,locked the door and walked to the Wiring Mana Shop. Arrived,gave the food and return the broken usb mana cable*

"Thank you so much kid. Here you go, this would do the trick." the aunti said giving him the new usb mana cable.

*After work, at home.*

As I was laying on the bed,wondering what shes doing right now. Maybe talking with some random guys? Or maybe shes buzy with her work or maybe shes just doing something,as a noble would do.Suddenly a message came:

"Hey sweetheart,just finish warming up the meal you cooked for me this morning and my mom said it was so delicious,she asked me where I bought it but I told her that you cooked it. And you know what she said? Shr said 'your friend sure knows how to cook'." She explained.

"I am not worthy to have such prase from someone. Aaa I feel happy yet felt heavy to accept such prase."

"Just accept it "

As I was laying,I smiled uncontrolly feeling abit happy when her mother said such things about my meal. But at the same time,I felt that I needed a hug,someone to pat me on the head. Why do I ever needed such things. I never though nor had such thing. But thinking about that sure made me feel down for abit so I waited for her message so I could talk for a bit with her,then a message came:

"I'm feeling kinda sleepy.wanna sleep together?" She asked knowing we both are far but always felt near at heart.

I felt abit sad knowing she was sleepy and sick,so I just forget the time neede to talk to her for abit and just told her to go to sleep.

"Ok..lets go to sleep.Goodnight.take alot of rest and I love you my little Aurora. "

As she sleeps soundly,I was just laying,covering my eyes with my arm trying not to cry even tho I felt that I needed it but yet I didn't dare to drop a tear. I was so deeply in love with her but who am I to love someone like her? I'm just a normal kid who works a normal job as a cook and a cleaner, my salary isnt much but its enough to treat her once a while. She knows I needed money but yet I lied,as long as she eats enough,had enough medicine, thats enough for me as long as I can see her happy with that smile on her face even I see it as the saddest smile. Smile that kept pain and suffer. I need to be stronger. I need to be much much stronger to save her from her past,from the evil people in this Kingdom. A kingdom that I see as kingdom that is ruined and corrupted.

SKILL UNLOCKED: COOKING SKILL LEVEL 1.

-GOT THE TITTLE: GOOD COOK.

-ADD ON SKILL: QUICK LEARN.

-SKILL OBTAIN: WHEN A NOBLE OR HIGH RANKED PEOPLE PRASE YOUR DISH, 20% OF THE FOOD WILL BE ADDED MUCH DELICIOUS.

"I NEED TO BE STRONGER"

END OF CHAPTER 1.