Occlumency and Bonding with wand

After failing to transform into wampus cat, I started to meditate again and form the image of a Swedish Short-Snout dragon. But no matter how I tried I was not able to form any kind of link with it. It felt like their is no bond between us.

Then I remember. Bond! I need to form a bond between me and my wand!

I returned home.

I have two months of time before going to Hogwarts, I have to learn few spells which are useful, practice Occlumency and forming a bond with my wand, if possible.

*time skip 2 months*

I have learned 5 simple but important spells.

– Reparo: used to repair broken objects.

– Rennervate: revives the victim of a Stunning Spell.

– Stupefy: used to stun a victim.

– Tergeo: used to remove matter (blood, dirt, etc.) from an object.

– Episkey: used to heal minor injuries.

And I have been practicing Occlumency for these months. I really forgot that I wished for Occlumency to protect my mind for my last life memories in my first wish.

Occlumency have three steps to practice many times to master it. And because of my wish I have the basics of all three ready in my mind. But since I sis not know how to use them, I could not use these facilities.

For the first step, one has to properly assemble their memories at one place, preferably in the center of mind space. For this one I already had a place like library build, I only had to place my memory(books) in them to arrange.

For second step, one has to build a shield out of nowhere in their mind around their memory palace. This can only be done out of sheer will because you can not use magic in your mind palace. But for me, there was a very weak shield already present their. It was weak, because I never re-enforced it.

For third step, one has to build forces around their shield, so that it is not left unguarded, for counter attacking. It is easiest of the three. For this, I made my four animagus form around four direction. A phoenix, a wampus cat, a thunderbird, a dragon, to guard my shield.

And to form a bond between me and my wand. I tried very hard to communicate with it. After one month, when it shows no progress, then I tried making bond with it the same way I did with phoenix and wampus cat. BLOOD!

I dropped a drop of blood on the wand, a strange feeling of connection was formed and I felt pain all over my head even after learning Occlumency till the second stage.

Unknown memory started to get arranged in my memory place which I do not have access to.

After half an hour of feeling pain, It finally stopped. But I still can not get access to those memories(books).

After this incident, I again tried forming connection with my wand, this time it was showing progress very slowly. After some time, after every other day I was able to get access to some of those memories as connection between me and my wand got stronger.

In these memories, was language of dragons, scenes of how the dragons use their fire breath and some other feelings of a dragon, like pride of a dragon.

Now, a day before my trip to Hogwarts. I have mastered Occlumency, and formed bond with my wand. It is time for me to change in my animagus forms.