Calling Tasha was next. No matter how awkward things are beginning to turn between us, I would still treat her like I always do. Nothing changed, she is one million people put together and as long as we are friends, I will cherish her. She is a babe and more.
She picked up at once and I heard her sighing,
"I thought something had happened to you. I am glad you are okay"
She said immediately.
"Sorry Tasha,I did not realize you called"
I apologized to her.
"Are you avoiding me?"
She asked after I apologized. Instead of her acknowledging that she understands, she is asking if I am avoiding her. I mean why should I do that?.
"No, I am not"
"Well, I thought you were and had to call your mom."
She responded,
"I missed you and decided to call to check up on you. Jenny, I just want you to know nothing has changed between us so stop acting all pussy, bye"
She added and hung the call on me. I sensed anger and bitterness in her actions and words, I don't blame her at all.
People change.
You can't possibly tell me that we would stay in the circle of particular friends forever.
I did not want to feel sorry for how things are turning so I undressed myself. I was practically sitting on my legs in the middle of the bed with nothing on my skin, not even pants. I noticed my boobs are becoming bigger and tried to understand why. I massaged them and found no lumps.
I don't think there is anything to worry about them getting bigger, I am actually increasing, maybe.
An image appeared in my mind and I found my hand going to my pussy. As hard as it was for me trying to control the urge to masturbate, my fingers got buried in. Too bad, I could not even stop if I wanted to.
I slowly started massaging my clitoris as my other hand was on my boobs playing with my areola.
Heats were quickly spreading through my veins and when I decided to ease myself off, my door opened and I quickly pulled my hands out and pulled the bed spread around me to cover my nakedness. My cheeks were burning and I prayed that whoever was at the door did not realize what I was doing.
I slowly turned and met Owen staring at me.
"I don't share a room with you so when coming in next time, knock as courtesy demands"
I said, trying to hide my nervousness.
"What were you doing?"
He asked unapologetically.
"Owen did you realize you just violated my privacy and you can't even say sorry."
I stated and he chuckled with a wave of his hand, he said
"Whatever"
"Alright, this is it! Leave my room!"
I yelled and he became shocked,
"Wow, easy girl. I am not here to rape you so you might as well keep your voice down. Even if I am, no one will save you because nobody is at home."
He was right, no need to shout. I calmed down,
"Please leave my room now, you are blessed as you do so"
I said with a cool voice. Owen didy bulge rather he sat on my bed and stared at me.
"Why are you wrapped in a bedsheet?"
He asked with amusement in his voice.
"F**k you Owen, now leave my room"
I muttered angrily.
"Oh! You want to get laid? I can help you with that"
He said, misinterpreting what I said. He was bent on annoying me. I just realized that he is a chameleon, one minute he is this and the next minute, he is another.
"One middle finger for you, now f**k off"
I said sternly this time but guess what? He was not moved, rather he continued laughing at me with his eyes. This dude is annoying.
"I actually came to disturb you so bring it on"
He said. I realized the best way to deal with him at the moment is to ignore him, silence being my weapon will do the job so I ignored him totally and picked my phone and called Moris.
Moris did not pick up the first ring and when he did, I heard music in the background.
"Hi darling,"
I said excitedly like someone who picked a coin.
"Hey"
He said dryly,
"Why did you call?"
He added. I sensed he was kind of busy and I might be disrupting him. The best was to allow him to do his stuff so I decided to tell him I will call back later when I heard a female voice in the background telling him to get over to the bed immediately.
"You could not even allow me to be gone for two days and you replaced me"
I said, hurt and put an end to the call.
Owen, who was still on my bed, sat staring at me. He has this pity look on his face and I hated that he has to see me like this.
If I had known I would not have called him. I know Moris and I had nothing but sex between us and I had wanted to dump him and now this has happened, it was best this way but it hurt. Once again, I was betrayed.
I stood up with the bed sheet wrapped around and went into the bathroom to cry. I can't afford to cry in Owen's presence. He did not even try to stop me when I stood up from the body.
I closed the bathroom door and slid to the ground and as freely as it could flow, I let it. My tears have to be the only thing I can lose freely without paying for it.
If only I did not fall for Zain, I would not be in this situation right. He has to be blamed for all of this.
Tasha is no longer the Tasha I can talk to about anything, this time around I am on my own.