In His Secret Life

Allan has always tried to do the sensible thing. So when his sister Elsie became pregnant eight years ago and was ditched by her boyfriend, he stepped up to the plate. Since then, he's been his sister's support system and father figure to his niece.<br><br>Allan's world is turned upside down when Elsie becomes engaged and he meets her fiancé's older brother, Davinder -- a beautiful, brooding artist with a thousand secrets in his eyes. But Davinder is a married man and father of two young boys.<br><br>From the moment they meet, Allan and Davinder walk along the edge of their secret lives, never allowed to push open the gates. Though their love is a head-on collision, a meeting of the minds, a fusing of two lost souls, both men know that it is also -- and above all -- impossible.

Mel Bossa · LGBT+

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89 Chs

Chapter 62

“Fuck me like you would him,” Cameron breathed into my ear. “Show me.”

I flicked the light off and fell on him, holding him as close to my body as my heart could allow.

* * * *

Safe under the cover of darkness, I listened to the water running in the bathroom.

Cameron was reasonable—he’d understand why we’d trespassed this boundary tonight. He’d been too affected by the emotions of the morning, and I’d been tipsy, stupid with self-pity, and horny. I was worrying for nothing. Cam was probably in the bathroom thinking of a way to let me down. He was rehearsing his “it’s not you, it’s me” speech right now. He was young, beautiful, and sweet.

So why was I lying here finding ways to turn him down?

Because Cameron used his body as a conductor only. He tried channeling love and dedication with it. I’d experienced it once more tonight and remembered why we didn’t have very good sexual chemistry, attraction or not. We weren’t couple material.

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