I Can Do This

*Y/N POV AT DORM*

Y/N : "Berry unnie why did you come out? Now what am I gonna tell Oppa. He probably saw your posters. I'm screwed my secret is really danger."

I was really frustrated by her actions.

Berry : "Y/N maybe he didn't saw them? You don't know about it. And if he didn't saw them, then your secret is sealed."

Y/N : "Unnie your posters are all over Korea. Everyone in Korea has seen your face just like for the others. You really want me to believe that somehow he didn't saw your posters when your posters are all over Korea. Haha very funny. My life, my secret, my relationship is all screwed. And I just remembered that I told him I was an only child now he must be thinking how come there is a sibling out of nowhere."

Berry : "Y/N look you can tell him I'm you're cousin and if he's seen my poster you can just tell him about it and say that she stays with you like a paying guest. How about it?"

Y/N : "I'll think about it and tell other girls to not come out at all. Only when the office van is here then only. If you need anything I'll bring it from the store cause ATEEZ now live in this neighborhood. And I beg you all to do this cause I really want my high school life and love life to go by peacefully. Please I beg you."

They all just nodded. I went straight to my room.

*TIME SKIP TO NEXT DAY AT SCHOOL*

As you know I've been missing classes a lot cause I have to go with girls. My secret is soon gonna be revealed but I'm scared to tell everyone about it.

Telling everyone about a secret I've kept for so long. My finals begins today and after it I'm gonna be in second year.

My secret is something that only the girls, Dahyun and I knew about it. Telling it to everyone is gonna be so huge. Plus the incident from yesterday night just reminds me that I should at least tell Oppa about it.

I would be lying but since the time we began dating there have been multiple incidents where I had to lie to hide it. I also got many chances to tell him but I just couldn't.

Now when my secret is gonna be out anytime soon I just couldn't get myself together to tell him about it.

My deep thinking was interrupted by...

Bomin : "Hey Y/N! You know if Dahyun is gonna come today or not cause she's has my notes and today is our dance final. I'm prepared for the practical but not for the theory. Do you know if she's gonna come or not?"

Y/N : "She's gonna come but she must be late because of something. Wait she'll be here soon."

Bomin : "Ok if you say so. But I get it Dahyun has a comeback coming with Twice but recently you've been also really absent and I know you said that you're unwell but I just couldn't grab my head around it. Y/N you know after Dahyun I'm closest to you. I know I may not know half that Dahyun knows but I'm not just a classmate but a really good friend to you. You know best friend. So if there is anything you wanna talk about you can say it."

Y/N : "Bomin if one day you got to know something about me that you never knew. I kept it as a secret how will you react? Will you hate me? Or still be my best friend?"

Bomin : "Y/N I don't know what secret it is but I'm pretty sure there must be a reason to why you must hide and keep it a secret. If by chance I don't understand that time try and persuade me cause you don't wanna lose someone just because of a misunderstanding."

Y/N : "Bomin thanks for the advice. I need to go now and practice before the practicals."

I was really pumped up after Bomin's words. I know Oppa but I'll tell him about it and he'll understand probably. If not then I'll persuade him with everything I got. I don't wanna lose my Mr perfect just because of a secret I kept from him cause I was scared.

I'll let it all out. Now let's go for the finals.

We have to prepare a piece of dance for about 3-4 minutes and I'm gonna do my best. As I reached the auditorium I saw Dahyun there.

As I was about to talk the principal came and started talking making me shut up.

Principal : "Hello students! As you all know today we have our dance practicals. Today you all must have prepared something for it. So please submit your CDs or Pen drives containing the song to the counter. Please be seated till all the songs are submitted."

After me and Dahyun submitted we started chatting.

Dahyun : "Y/N what did you prepare for the practical? I took help from Momo cause I wasn't able to make one for it."

Y/N : "I sent you a file. I'm gonna perform that."

Dahyun : "But Y/N that dance was a bit different from your usual style. Why is that so?"

I smiled and kind of blushed at her statement.

Y/N : "Actually Seonghwa Oppa helped me with it. And he took help from Yunho and San Oppa for it. That's why it's different than my usual style."

Dahyun ohhed at that statement and soon the principal started talking again making me shut up again.

Principal : "Students as everyone has submitted there songs it's now time to reveal the judges for today's practical. As you all know that every year for practicals we call different idols for judging. For freshman year practicals the judges are gonna be... ATEEZ."

I was so shocked to hear that. It's so weird cause how will you react when you get to know that your boyfriend is gonna judge you on your finals.

Soon ATEEZ came on stage and greeted. I saw Seonghwa Oppa look at me and smile but quickly looked away to not make it obvious.

I'm screwed. I know I'm gonna make a fool out of me!!!

God Save Me!!!!!