24.HIDING PLACE

And now what?

I understood very well that i no longer had a home,but this time i knew where to go.

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In my childhood, when i was little, i often walked on the beach.I just walked when i was bored or sad.I wasn't looking for anything. I would just walk until the anger or sadness was gone.

Once when i was 15-16 years old, Noah and i had a fight. I don't remember what we fought about, but i was very angry with him.He was never angry with me, but this time even he was very angry with me.In other words, we were angry with each other and i was walking and walking.This situation lasted for 5 days.

Once when i was walking on the beach i saw a big stone. I went around the stone and went to the other side of it.On its other side, three meters away, there were similar large stones.But those three meters were completely empty, only sand.No one ever went behind this stone. No one was interested in its other side.This means that this place, these three meters, was like a hiding place. It was always empty and quiet.

And i fell in love with this place. I liked lying on the sand looking at the sea and listening to the sound of the waves. It calmed me down and made me forget that bad things are happening.It became my hiding place. Noah found me there once, but that's another story.

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Yes, this time i knew where to go and i went.