19. BACK HOME

I wanted to shout. I wanted to scream so loud that the ground would open up and i would fall inside.I wanted to disappear. I wanted to shout, but i could not find my voice. I froze. I stood and watched them kiss. I wanted to run away but i could not move.I stood and watched how the person I loved kissed someone else.Until now i was forgotten, but now i was lost and broken.Why broken?Because the man i had loved for years kissed a girl he didn't even know.I was even there.

--Noah

Said the green eyes . I do not know when he came. He was standing next to me and watching Noah. They looked at us. As soon as i saw how they looked at me.I just turned my back on them and left.

--where are you going?

I heard a voice. But i was very angry.I do not know who asked me this, but i knew what i had to do.I had to get as far away from them as possible.Of course i could have stayed, but it would have ended in someone's death.

I left the house. I tried to take a deep breath but could not. I wanted to cry, but i would not let anyone see me like that. I felt pain with each breath. I knew i had nowhere to go.I wanted to shout, I wanted to cry, i wanted to go back and beat Noah, but i knew it wasn't his fault .He just did not remember me.

I stood there for a few minutes. Then i looked around. There was no one. No one has followed. I looked towards my house. Eva was with Noah now, it meant there was no one in my room right now. I made the decision and went to my house.

I knocked. No one opened the door. I waited a few seconds and knocked again. This time i heard the sound of footsteps. It was the sound of my father's footsteps, i knew exactly. The door opened and my father stood in front of me. He smiled warmly at me and said:

- Hello

-Hello.

I smiled too.

- I am Eva's friend. I have to take some of her things.

-Why?

He was surprised and confused.

- She asked me. She is in my house now.Can i come in?

I asked and smiled.

-Yes, of course.

He replied and stepped aside. He didn't recognize me and that's good.I entered in the house and closed the door.