Chapter 19

Gu Xingduan had deep sea phobia, whenever he sees the bottom of dark water, his body stiffens. But he loves water so much that every graceful figure he sees in the water would take his attention away.

He used to swim. His mother was a swimmer, of course, because she retired very early, many people may have forgotten her. He learned to swim with her when he was a child… until he watched her die in the sea. She was driven to death by how the Gu family operated.

After that, Gu Xingduan never touched the water again. He killed every remaining Gu family member with water, and in the end, he was the only one left. He completely grasped the power of the Gu family.

But this kind of life was boring.

Until he accidentally caught a glimpse of the swimming games on TV. Gu Xingduan gradually began to go to the swimming pool and the competition site. He even sponsored the provincial sports team and the national team… He didn't hesitate to fund talented athletes. It seems that he can vaguely see from them the shadow of learning to swim when he was young.

Then he noticed a girl, specifically the youth beside her.

He accidentally caught a glimpse of the youth standing in a daze by the pool. He thought it was a bit funny. This person was obviously afraid of the water, so why did he come to the swimming pool?

Then the young man's performance slapped him heavily.

The young man could swim and not only just swim, but he also swam very beautifully. His body didn't seem to be in very good shape, as he stopped after a while. Gu Xingduan recalled the scene of his swimming just now, and couldn't help grasp his fingers hard. There seemed to be a place in his heart, agitated.

He wanted this person.

Gu Xingduan suppressed the fierce emotion in his mind forcibly.

After that, he was fortunate enough to see the youth again countless times.

He sat in the best position every time and observed the beautiful swimming style of the youth from the best angle. He could even see the thin waist of the youth, the beautiful waist and the lines of his abdomen, and the plump buttocks…

The water was like a kingdom belonging to the youth. He watched the youth show more and more of his excellent side in the water, he couldn't help but indulge in him more as well.

He wanted to strip off the youth's swimming trunks and assault him in the water.

This thought alone made Gu Xingduan excited several times.

He wanted this person, Gu Xingduan's thoughts had never been so clear and strong.

He couldn't help but build a huge swimming pool in his bedroom. If he could see the young man swimming in it as soon as he opened his eyes, then there would be nothing else more exciting in the world.

He thought that he would do be able to do what he wanted soon, but the youth was too beautiful, and soon everyone saw the beauty of his swimming.

Gu Xingduan read countless Weibo confessions to the youth every day.

Especially when another man appeared beside the youth, Gu Xingduan tasted jealousy for the first time.

The desire to get him grew stronger.

Gu Xingduan's desire and love intertwined, climbing up together.

Until he couldn't restrain himself anymore, he took the youth away. He couldn't wait to let the youth into his place, and couldn't wait to taste the youth.

When he saw that the youth had entered the big swimming pool as he wanted, it was difficult for Gu Xingduan to restrain the burning flame of desire in his heart.

Everything shattered incredibly fast.

He watched greedily at the back of the youth leaving, and the thoughts in his heart grew into vines, torturing him frantically. How could he get him? His body was no longer enough. He also wanted his heart…

Gu Xingduan churned out the love poems he had copied countless times.

Gu Xingduan has never loved anyone. When he finally felt he loved someone, he could only learn awkwardly, trying to get half of his insights and skills from the love poems.

Gu Xingduan was nervous, he didn't know whether the youth would love him or not. He began to approach the youth again, he was willing to pave the way for the youth, hand in hand to send the youth to the summit of glory… He was willing to watch the youth show his most beautiful demeanor at the top. Anyway, no matter how much those people liked and admired, the youth will only belong to him. He is the only one who has seen the youth's affection.

Gu Xingduan still didn't know whether the young man loved him or not.

But it didn't matter. It's rare in the world to find a person like this. How could he let go?

Gu Xingduan even closed his eyes and had already planned out their future.

Then…

Then there was no more.

The youth lay in the mourning hall.

Gu Xingduan would never forget that when the youth pushed him towards the assistant and driver, he frantically stretched out his hand to catch him, but he couldn't get hold of his hand…

The youth sank.

Are you not good at swimming?

You just won the championship.

You are a rising star in the swimming world!

How could you just sink like this?

He did not dare to set foot in the funeral of the young man, if he saw a photo of the young man, he was afraid that he could not help but collapse.

He brought the culprit Wei Guang out of the police station. He pressed Wei Guang on the big seashore and looked at him coldly: "He's dead, are you satisfied?"

Wei Guang's face was paper-colored. He pressed his haggard and embarrassed face, and stared in the direction of the sea. He broke free from the people around him and jumped down.

The assistant hurriedly asked, "Boss, what should I do? Should I have people find him?"

Gu Xingduan stared at the sea coldly, without moving.

Wei Guang was also good at swimming… Maybe he wanted to escape.

"Tell the people to block the area."

Many people sealed off the area and began to encircle Wei Guang. But they waited for a day, and Wei Guang still hadn't emerged from the water.

"…Boss, maybe he's dead."

Gu Xingduan fell silent. The two people he loved most in his life died in the water, and the people who killed them also died in the water…

"Boss, if the corpse is recovered…"

"Then throw it back, make sure not even bones are left."

Wei Guang's death did not cause too many waves, but the young man's death was vigorous for some time. As long as Gu Xingduan went out, he could hear and see the news of the youth. Countless people remembered this fleeting genius.

The wound hidden in Gu Xingduan's heart was torn open again and again.

Sometimes, his mind kept looking back at the moment when the youth sank.

Sometimes, he still remembered that he was in the car that day, and he even made fun of the youth, saying that one day he would try the red rope.

Sometimes, he would unconsciously rub the photos in his hands…

Then he suddenly realized that he was already addicted to youth and couldn't help himself. For a moment, Gu Xingduan gave birth to the idea of ​​ending his life to spend time with the young man.

But how could he die?

Gu Xingduan finally came to the young man's grave.

He put down the flower in his hand.

"Although you have thrown it once, I will still give it to you." Gu Xingduan's cold mouth curled up slightly. "Although you never opened it once, I will always read it to you."

Gu Xingduan unfolded the letter in his hand.

"I dreamt of you last night… I am willing to give up everything and miss you for the rest of my life."

There were still so many letters that have never been opened, and when the day is over, it was probably time to completely end this boring life.

Gu Xingduan stood up and looked at the photo on the tombstone.

"I think you love me." Since he gave his life to save him.