L & L, Play time
So, literally she will be slave forever (ha,ha,ha!) well my mind was laughing like a bitch now and I will make sure she'll swear she never did what she did so as not to miss the hotness and sensation of having sex with the one and only woman in her life, me. Alex kept silent and felt nervous. I went towards her slowly and held her face with my soft hand. I moved in to kiss her, but slightly halted and teased her.
Alex was trying to kiss me but I decided not to and moved away a little then when she is so hungry I kissed her with use of my tongue and licked her mouth. I bit her lips that made her want to kiss my whole mouth and eat it. She told how sorry she was and tried to explain about what happened that night. Shut up and f*ck me!, was what I whispered because I truly missed her and her touch and her warmth is what I only need for now. I don't' care about the explanations, it can wait, but not the sex.
Okay, babe, ahhhhhhh!!!, Alexa was gasping for air because we were kissing for five and I wanted to be on top of her so she could do me there in the tub. Alex didn't disappoint and she held, grabbed and did me fine, until I groaned, moaned and shouted her name again and again until the break of dawn. The was yet again the best sex ever and I want more. Alex carried me to bed after and we did it again on the wet sheets. It was cold but our bodies were so warm that the sheets were like on fire and just dried off. Alex then moved on top of me and tried to gran on to something near our bed, a rubber toy for me. She strapped it around her waist and since I am still dazed form the previous sensations, she placed it inside me and held my bottom close to her. Alex moved inside and out from a steady motion to a fast one. Then, when I felt dizzy like I was about to cum, she shifted to her sitting position that now I'm on top of her. She told me to jump up and down and moved hers around to feel the toy and wet it. My God!, I felt like bursting into flames and couldn't contain the mixed emotions. I am so happy and then wanting to cry because of too much joy from the sexual act we are doing. Alex held my back and waist to burry mine to hers while the toy is inside me> while she is also moving towards me I did what she told me. Alex kissed me in the mouth and bit me often. Oh, it felt so good and yummy. I kept jumping and charging until I find myself snapping out of it.
Alex and I are both sweating profusely while she is biting my breasts. I'm already there and so was she, Alex then shifted again and moved on top of me, we're still on the bed. My back on the sheets, she continued pressing hard on mine again and again until she and I came. It was so magical and wonderful, my head felt numb and I felt the tingling sensation all over my body starting from mine to my beasts. I felt so heavenly. I love you Kat, Alex said breathing hard still on top of me. I love you Alex and I missed you so much, I replied and kissed her again on the lips.
She kissed me back and laid like that until the later in the morning. The sun is up and about but I felt that I don't want to get out of bed not without Alex. I was wrong not to listen to her or her explanations. But it doesn't matter to me, as long as she loves me and whatever will come between us we will talk about it and listen to each other so as not to have these type of arguments in the long run. Especially now that we're about to get married and I am still up for it.
Babe, I'm sor….Alex said and was about to apologize when I stopped her with my finger and held her chin closer to me and kissed her lips softly. I know and I understand. I love you and I should've know better. I know too about your drinking issues, but I'm here to help you. We'll help each other go through this sh*t and you'll be well in no time. Mwah!, Kat explained and I cried after hearing her say that. Thank you and I love you!, I said without anything more to say but the feeling of gratitude knowing my baby and having her in my life.
Kat researched for the best alcoholic rehabilitation facilities in California and we found the best one in town. I sought for help and they were so glad to accept an artist like me. They know me and they watched my concerts a lot in the past. I served there for a year and been sober for three years now. I still attend their meetings and seminars for more information on domestic violence not only of how to solve my drinking problems but the hate I carried all my life against my true parents for leaving me alone and abandoning me in an orphanage. Kat and I decided to postpone our wedding not until I recovered and I already did by her undying support and love, I was able to get through the ups and downs of my hangovers.
The times when she would pick me up on the gutter since I got drunk from after a gig even if I already followed an alcohol protocol or rules. Kat was so patient that now that I'm alcohol free for three painstaking years I still fight to control my urges and the falling back when times get tough or confusing, or depressing. I always turn to Kat and when I feel weak and wanted to drink she always kisses me until I can't breathe anymore, for she said that I should always remember that without love and breathe we will die.
But if I don't get a drink or a sip of alcohol it wouldn't hurt or kill me if won't fall for it or its temptations and consume it. The hurt is there but it wouldn't last long but when I start drinking again there I would suffer a long term addiction and that would certainly kill me and others if I get reckless like in driving while drinking. I thought about it and it stuck to me that it's okay to be happy without a drink and all because my only happiness is my lovely fiancée, Kat. And she is all I want in my life, nothing or no one else can make me feel complete but her and only her.
Terry went home along with Havana and Saint. They all have different lives and different backgrounds to come home to. Terry is married and is the oldest member of the band that got married in his teens. He has two angels, Casey who is two and Carry who is turning 11 this year. His wife KC was carrying Carry when he was touring with the band, Alex wasn't their lead singer then but an old chap he called Mooner, since the guy always sort of like moan every time he hits the high notes. But since he had voice injuries he needed to resign and Terry got a hold of Alex when he accidentally bought a burger at a nearby mini burger shop where she worked and got to listen when she was singing "Nothing Else Matters" in a very husky rocker ass voice while flipping the burgers he ordered. Terry asked Sam to sign her up the next day and did some audition gigs which she won over through all of them.
Alex got the part as our lead singer and second lead guitar for the Moonies. Havana is the religious Buddhist member of the band who just got out of the temple when she was found unsuitable for the congregation since spends all her time writing songs and playing instruments while praying before Buddha. She is still single and been inside the cloister for almost five years. Since she could no longer go back to her hometown in Japan, she decided to play music on streets and halls, even on train stations and all. Sam was the one who saw her then and asked to sign her up for a band he was planning to put up. Terry secretly listened to her art in one show she did on a sidewalk in Cali and heard enough to have her join the band in an instant. Her fingers could magically paly any instrument with just learning it in minutes.