ﾟ.*diary･｡ﾟ1990
Pride ain't important when you have a family to feed. Two sisters, mother and a drunked old man including me, that makes five of us; sleeping every night in agony and fear of being alive tomorrow. None of us wants to see the painful morning with hunger. But, that night was enough of beating and screaming, I ran out on streets, "Impression is important" but, a girl with just nothing but a Vagina is more like a GOLD to any guy. Living in a huge city wasn't benificial to me untill that night, the streets of Mumbai were sparkling even brighter than stars. Every shop was competing to itself to the neighbouring one. And then I reached to the corner, and in a big city like this, people know what is in the corner, except outsiders. I knew it could be dangerous, but, Curiosity was killing, I went inside through the back door. "Where is my girl"? a person in suit n tie was asking another man. "she won't.." he replied and just then made eye contact with me. "You wait in your room and we will send the girl in 10 min" he told the girl he was scolding.
He came to me and said, " you are beautiful, you need money dear". No one has ever told me that, but I said" yes". " Will you sell your body for that? It won't be bad, you'll enjoy yourself and you will be paid, five hundred for one hour." he told me with a glint of brightness in his eyes. The guy wasn't much older than me, 18 was I, so he must be in his 24, he had handsome face which glowed in that dim light, I was definitely mesmerized and blushed, but said yes, not knowing what it was.
He told a girl, who was dressed beautifully to made me change and bath. After a long time, I had a bath and that too with soap, I was standing naked, infront of the mirror. The girl didn't spoke anything so do I. She just cleaned me and dressed me into a mini skirt and a t-shirt. She, including me was shocked to see the transformation. When the handsome guy returned, he complimented me a lot and told beautiful girl to take me to the room.
"Have you done this before"? she asked me, just before entering the door. What? I asked her happily, while checking my dress. " You don't even have a slightest idea, into what are you stepping in. Once entered, you cannot quit, you remember that, cause you could either be addicted to, Pleasure or luxury".
I was stunned by her speech, but I went inside. Insides of mine were frozen, after what I saw. Around, 3 to 4 girls in that room with same number of men. They all were lingering over each other, the lights were dimmed and unlike me, others were wearing nothing. I caught a man pointing at me and telling me to come. I went shyly and with a lot nervousness. He asked me, " What's your name sugar.?" "Surpna" I repled with my sight low. "What will you do to make me feel blowed ?" He said, with touching my face and opening my mouth and inserting his fingers. I backed off, but he grabbed me by my wrist and made me sit on his lap. I sat there with utmost silence, feeling my heart rate.