Ren hissed, a needle-like pain intensified in his brain, but he did not stop talking to Fu Xian. It was as if he was afraid to forget all his guilt once again, so, he had to speak out.
'I don't recall everything but...I do remember how Si Wang had begged me to stop my plan. But I was both stupid and stubborn, too stupid,'
The more he spoke, the more his chest tightened.
'There was heavenly punishment for my sins. It was all my fault, yet Si Wang went to the immortal emperor to declare that it was solely his fault, and he was ready to burn in the lowest cycle of hell... because of me,'
Ren blinked and blinked again, yet a lone tear still fell from the corner of his eye. His throat moved, but no words came out. He had to force his heart to remain calm so he could continue.
'I-I agreed to marry that bastard Wei Ling Sheng under the condition that My Si Wang will not be implicated.'