Rukhsar's dilemma

I couldn't concentrate on my work. The whole time, I was thinking about what happened last night. I couldn't believe what I had done.

I had sex with a boy whom I saw as my son. What was even worse was that his mother was my friend who was in a coma.

I don't know how to face him anymore. But he clearly said he didn't regret it. But I think he said that so that I wouldn't worry.

What I hated even more was that my pussy would get wet whenever I remembered his last sentence. It's as if it was telling me to do that again.

I returned home with my mind filled with thoughts about last night. Aisha was sitting on the sofa, watching TV. I felt guilty again. I know that my daughter liked him.

Aisha also noticed me. She, look, sad? She looked at the TV and said "Ethan said he wants to go abroad."

What did she say? Ethan wants to go abroad? Why? Is it because of me? Is it because What I did last night? Does he hate me so much now?

I put the bag down and was about to leave the house when Aisha said "I don't know what happened. But I don't think he will change his mind."

I didn't reply and got out of the house. It seems Aisha didn't know what happened. I felt relieved and thankful to Ethan.

I reached his house in just a few minutes. Our houses weren't that far from each other.

I rang the doorbell, but no one answered. I remember what happened last time, so I anxiously open the door.

I noticed his shoes by the side of the door. He was at home.

"Ethan!" I called his name. But no one replied. Suddenly, the door of the bathroom opened, and Ethan came out while wiping his hair.

I was relieved that he was fine. But then my face turned red seeing him. He was standing naked. And his eyes meet mine, which also looks surprised.

I quickly turned around. Eithan also covered himself with the towel.

"Oh! You came. Have a seat. I will put on my clothes." He said.

I nodded and sat in the chair. Ethan put on his shorts and asked "I thought you wouldn't come today to teach me."

I didn't reply to him. He then came and sat on the chair in front of me and looked at me.

"I heard from Aisha that you want to go abroad." I asked, bringing some courage.

"Yeah." He replied.

I got up and walked towards the kitchen. My back was facing him. I didn't want to face him because of what I wanted to ask next.

"Is it because of me? Is it because what I...I d..did last night?" I asked him. I was worried that he would agree, which I was afraiding of the most.

But I didn't hear any reply. Just when I was getting anxiou, a hand hugged me from behind. My body jolted.

"I already said I don't regret what I did. It's not your fault." Ethan replied. His head was on my shoulder and mouth close to my ear. His hot breath was playing with my ear.

One part of me wants to move from him, and another wants to stay like this. I was in a dilemma. But most of all, I was relieved to hear him.

He suddenly rubs his hand on my belly. My body trembled with his touch. I could feel my pussy starting to get wet.

He moved his hand upwards and grabbed my breast. I wanted to stop him but my hand didn't move.

"I also said I will do it again and again if It is you and you don't hate it." He said again.

My heart beat like a drum. My mind went blank. And all I had in my mind was to have sex with him.

I want him to fuck me, fuck me hard and filled my pussy with his cum. I wanted his dick in my pussy 24/7.

He suddenly turned towards him and made me face him. I wanted to close my eyes, but I also wanted to see him. I wanted to see him doing all the naughty things with me.

He moved his head and started to come closer. My heart was pounding crazily.

Our lips finally met. And that was the end of all my hesitation. I already made the mistake. So let's do it again and again and again.

A tear fell from my eyes. I don't know if it was from sadness, guilt, happiness or something else, but I do know that I want to do it now.