Hopeless

That night Juan continued to accompany hey kha

Who kept calling her mother. There was a little worry in Juan's heart.

Juan said to hey kha who was unconscious, "I do not know that you have the same past that I suffered with. Are we both really destined to feel suffering together, but why do we hurt each other?"

While touching hey kha's head slowly, then continued his words, "I hope one day you can feel happy, because I'm sure you deserve it, I want when you realize ... you can find out your mistakes and not repeat them again ... so that we can complete our agreement properly. if you continue with me, you will definitely never be happy as long as your life."

Juan also gave a kiss to hey kha and left.

Without Juan realizing it hey kha heard everything Juan said to her.

"I don't understand about the feelings I have for you, but my heart hurts to hear your words like that, feels like a needle stuck in my heart."

Hey kha's tears rolled down her cheeks.

The day was morning, Hey kha opened her eyes and saw Juan who was fast asleep beside her.

Hey kha raised both hands to touch Juan's face and muttered, 'Why loving you must make me suffer?'

Hey kha surprised that Juan woke up.

Juan who saw hey kha conscious made his heart calm a little.

Juan also asked hey kha, " Are you alright..?? "

Hey kha just nodded her head.

Juan asked again. "Do you want to eat something? Or do you want to drink?"

Hey kha who saw Juan's attitude change again to her, she just kept quiet and continued to stare at Juan while shedding her tears.

Juan who saw it was just silent, because Juan knows what made hey kha cry.

Hey kha also asked Juan.

"Do you really hate me??"

Juan who heard the question hey kha asked him immediately got up from his seat and left.

Hey kha kept asking Juan in a slightly loud voice. "Juan answer me ... I beg you to answer me Juan ...."

Hey kha kept crying.

Juan walked on and ignored hey kha who insisted on asking him for answers.

Hey kha felt really depressed at that time.

"What should I do to help grandfather and company? I am useless, my life is useless! In this world only grandfather always helps me, only grandfather is always there for me ... if I can not help grandfather better I'm not in this world anymore."

Hey kha slowly walk to the balcony / terrace of her room.

"I haven't had a breath of fresh air like this for a long time, I really want to carry my suffering and also my bad luck to disappear with this gentle breeze ... Grandfather, I'm sorry. Mother I will come to accompany you, I will look after you in our life together later." While continuing to shed tears.

Juan, who at that time entered the room and brought food for Hey Kha, was very surprised to see Hey Kha who was standing on the balcony of her room.

"Hey .... what are you doing ... ?"

Juan dropped the food he was carrying and pulled hey kha.

" Are you crazy?!!"

Hey kha who saw Juan trying to help her immediately laughed out loud.

" Ha ha ha ha...."

Juan who saw it pulled hey kha to bed, but hey kha didn't stop laughing.

" Ha ha ha ha....."

The grandmother who came to Juan's room when she heard the commotion outside asked, "Juan what is this .. ??"

Grandma was surprised to see hey kha like that.

Juan who saw the grandmother approached her immediately and said.

"Grandma you should wait outside, I'll take care of all this."

Grandma who saw hey kha like that was very worried. "But Juan .. hey kha ... ??"

Juan tried to calm Grandma.

"I'll handle it grandma, believe me …."

Juan also told grandmother to come out and close the bedroom door.

Juan approached hey kha and told him.

"Laugh as much as you can. I will accompany you here."

Hey kha who heard Juan's words like that slowly controlled herself and said while crying.

"I must be crazy, I must be crazy."

While bending on her two legs.

"Why can I think that far? I will definitely not be able to meet mother in heaven later, what will I tell you later?"

Juan who saw hey kha was in pain hugged her, Hey kha looked at Juan and said with tears.

"Can you be kind to my family? You can torture me .. you can do anything to me..but I beg you not to involve my family .." She said while continuing to cry and slowly began to fall asleep in Juan's arms.

Without realizing hey kha said, "I hate you .... I love you, I love ...." Hey Kha fell asleep in Juan's arms.

Then Juan laid down hey kha on the bed and various kinds of thoughts kept appearing in Juan's mind.

"She'll be fine..I better go out and talk to grandma."

Juan went to meet Mrs. Yin in the living room. Grandma who saw Juan come out of the room asked about Hey Kha.

"Juan how are things with Hey kha?"

Juan answered grandma's question. "She is fine, grandmother no need to worry ..."

Curious about what happened, the grandmother asked Juan. "Actually what happened please explain everything to me."

Juan himself still looked confused by what had just happened. But Juan was a little sorry about hey kha and said, "I don't know what I did, I couldn't control my anger ... I made her feel depressed and she tried to kill herself."

Mrs. Yin, who heard this, was shaken.

Juan who saw his grandmother went limp, immediately grabbed her grandmother's hand and told her to sit down. "Grandma ... are you okay .. ??"

Grandmother as if could not believe what she heard and looked at Juan as he said, "What have you done Juan? You made her so desperate, that she wanted to end her own life..Hey kha is a good girl, she's not a weak girl either."

Grandma looked so disappointed.

Then continued her words. "You know Juan, hey kha live is her grandfather. He lost his father in a car accident and the second he lost his mother in a fire. Hey kha loses the person he loves very sadly."

And continued speaking. "It's the same with you, but luckily you have a lot of affection ... in comparison to hey kha who only has the love of his grandfather ... all the family hates hey kha, they think of her as the bottom of bad things .. Why hey kha is very depressed and to think about things like that .. "

While looking at Juan.

"Because ... you proved to her that she was really a bearer in her family, because of her the Tan family and also the company his grandfather had built for years would be destroyed."

Juan who heard everything said by grandmother, felt guilty to hey kha.

Grandmother said to Juan again. "Son, please treat her well ... Because she deserves it."

Juan began to feel sorry for the life that hey kha lived all this time, he also said to grandmother. "Okay grandma, when she is completely healed I'll take her on vacation."

Grandma was very happy to hear that.

*Next chapter..,