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Golden Shores of Youth

This novel, narrated from the perspective of the protagonist Xiaoyu, chronicles her experiences and emotional changes from university life through to post-graduation. Xiaoyu is a woman who undergoes many ups and downs in her love life and personal journey, and her story touches on themes of friendship, love, loss, and growth. During her time at university, Xiaoyu becomes entangled in complicated emotional relationships with several male characters. Her relationship with her boyfriend Zhang Xiao is a mix of love and resentment. Zhang Xiao, burdened by his background in the underworld and a pessimistic view of the future, chooses to break up with Xiaoyu, hoping she can lead a better life. After their breakup, Xiaoyu experiences a period of confusion and loneliness, but she does not give up on searching for love. She later develops a relationship with another man, Muran, who, despite his status in the underworld, has genuine feelings for Xiaoyu and is willing to give up everything for her. Xiaoyu's friend Xiangxiang is also a significant character, sharing a deep friendship with Xiaoyu but also facing her own emotional setbacks. Xiangxiang is forced into an inappropriate relationship with Professor Zhang Cunzhen in exchange for academic success, causing her immense emotional trauma. After learning of Xiangxiang's ordeal, Xiaoyu tries her best to support and help her, but Xiangxiang ultimately chooses to run away from home, disappearing from Xiaoyu's life. In the latter part of the novel, as Xiaoyu faces Muran's departure and Xiangxiang's disappearance, she gradually learns to be strong and independent. She begins to reassess her life and future, deciding not to be swayed by emotions anymore but to take control of her own destiny. Xiaoyu's story is a journey of growth, self-discovery, and courage in the face of life's challenges.

Saibo · 现代言情
分數不夠
36 Chs

Oral Sex

After saying goodbye to Li Shasha, Zhang Han and I went home. Back to his house. When we passed the pharmacy downstairs, Zhang Han asked me to go up first while he went to buy medicine. In the living room, Zhang Han placed a box of Yuting, a box of Durex, and a pregnancy test stick on the table. Durex gave me a crystal-colored "energy ring" with spikes. Zhang Han's eyes lit up and he said he must try this thing immediately. I fiddled with the instructions for the pregnancy test stick. Zhang Han and I had sex quite a few times, and he said to give it a try so that we could find out and deal with it in time. I don't know what "dealing" means. How to deal with it? If you have it, you have to miscarry. I am very scared when I think of miscarriage, but every time I do it, I always forget the fear now. I am full of expectations before doing it, and I feel very excited when doing it. After doing it, I am scared again. After the fear is over, I want to do it again... I read the instructions, which say that morning urine is better, but I dare not take this thing back to use tomorrow morning. I will use it at Zhang Han's place later and throw it away. "You go to the bathroom, take a shower after the test, and then I'll take a shower."

Zhang Han poured a glass of juice and handed it to me. "Yeah!"

I nodded with a red face, then took a big sip of juice and handed the glass to him, and then went into the bathroom. Zhang Han smiled and drank the remaining half of my juice, and shouted: "Tell me if I become a father!"

Humph! Don't look at your smiling face now. If you really get it, it's good not to drag me into the bathroom and kick me one by one... I was scared to think of Zhang Han with messy hair and stubble on his face, blocking me in the bathroom and punching my lower abdomen, kicking me and kneeling me, and finally I fainted from the pain, and a pool of rotten flesh and pus flowed out of my lower body... The flesh and blood were sticky and blurred, but there were still signs of peristalsis. "Ah!"

I woke up in shock. Why did I think about these messes and actually scared myself. But everything in my eyes was so real, as if it really happened to me. "Xiao Yu? What's wrong?"

Zhang Han heard my soft cry and thought I saw a cockroach, so he hurried to the bathroom door and asked. I'm not afraid of mice, but I don't like spiders and cockroaches, which have many limbs. Without waiting for my answer, he hurriedly asked: "Are you pregnant?"

Ah, it turns out that I misunderstood! It turns out that he was more concerned about the contents of my stomach, not the insects I encountered, but the contents he left in my stomach. "No! I haven't started using it yet!"

I answered him slowly, holding the pregnancy test stick soaked with urine in my hand and staring at it. One is fine, two are bad. "Single! Single! Single!"

I shouted silently in my heart. At this time, I suddenly felt like the gambler in ancient times, a circle of people gathered around the table and shouted loudly, and the rhythm was very neat. It is said that if something goes wrong, the result will be available in one minute, and if nothing is fine, it will take about three minutes, and if nothing is thrown away in five minutes, buy another one. "Tick, tick," I counted the clock in my heart, my heart was beating in my throat, I closed my mouth tightly, afraid that it would jump out if I opened my mouth, stared at the observation window with bloodshot eyes, and almost stopped breathing... Finally... I smiled and wiped the sweat off my face, pushed open the door and threw the pregnancy test stick on Zhang Han, not caring that it was still stained with my urine, and before he could catch it quickly, I collapsed on the sofa as if I had been pardoned. "One! Yes!"

Zhang Han shouted ecstatically, picked up my pregnancy test stick and kissed and sucked it desperately. "Ah! What are you doing! Dirty!"

Seeing this, I didn't care about my body that had just relaxed, and hurriedly jumped up from the sofa to snatch the pregnancy test stick from his mouth. Zhang Han stopped me and sucked the pregnancy test stick desperately, almost licking the entire pregnancy test stick. I looked at him angrily with my hands on my waist. If you are so excited when you don't get it, how crazy will you be if you get it! I sneered in my heart. Although I loved him in my heart, I still had resistance to having sex with him for a while. If you walk by the river often, you will get your shoes wet. God knows when he will make my belly big, won't I be tortured to death by him? Zhang Han seemed to have sucked up the pregnancy test stick, and then he talked to me with a happy face. He looked as happy as other lovers who were having children and becoming a father. "Xiaoyu, do you know how afraid I am of you getting pregnant..." Zhang Han said affectionately, his voice was soft, but it had the magic to calm me down. "Oh." I replied lightly, letting him hold me in his arms. "I don't want you to suffer." Zhang Han's clear eyes met my eyes, "I have seen my father abort the little girls in the community, and their screams were too miserable..." As Zhang Han said, his loving hands climbed up my shoulders and gently massaged the back of my head. What a comfortable finger force! My tense spirit relaxed instantly, I closed my eyes and leaned on his shoulder, listening to him quietly. "Maybe you think I'm afraid that you'll get pregnant and affect me... Actually... Actually, I'm fine, uh, I mean, I don't have anything to worry about, even if I'm expelled, even if I'm arrested..."

I quickly pressed his mouth, and the warm lips on my hand made my fingertips feel strangely numb and itchy. "Zhang Han, don't talk nonsense!"

"Xiao Yu... Actually, I'm afraid that your future will be ruined by me... What if the school expel you, your parents beat you, your friends laugh at you... How helpless you will be at that time! How distressed I will be!"

Zhang Han took a deep breath, and I closed my eyes and lay quietly in his arms, letting him hold me tightly. He seemed to raise his head for a while, and then lowered his head to kiss my hair on my forehead. "I can't bear to see you get hurt... Xiao Yu, I won't hurt you like this in the future, okay?"

Hurt? What kind of hurt? Have sex with me? Or ejaculate inside? Okay? Can I say yes, right? Agreeing is hurtful, and not agreeing is also hurtful, but there is still room for maneuver. "Don't say that, Zhang Han,"

I raised my head and opened my eyes, and two crystal drops of water slid down from the corners of my eyes, wetting my temples. Zhang Han frowned lightly, his eyes full of concern and love for me. I know I misunderstood. For a man like this, even if I got pregnant unexpectedly, he would drop out of school to accompany me and encourage me to keep the child, instead of taking medicine on the cold bed and waiting for the doctor to perform a curettage. He wouldn't do that, he wouldn't do that to me, he loves me! "Zhang Han?"

"Yeah..."

"I love you..."

I put my arms around his neck tightly, I stood on tiptoe, moistened my lips, and gave him my soft and delicate petals, letting him pick them... Zhang Han loves me. He loves me so carefully, so selflessly. After he accompanied me to the clouds twice, when I felt dizzy for the third time, he also gritted his teeth and accelerated his speed, hugged me tightly, and moved in and out of my body, and finally went to Wushan together to watch the clouds and rain. Sleeping next to Zhang Han, I leaned against him, one hand around his neck, and the other hand on his chest to play with his skin. The sweat secreted by the strong chest muscles is incomparable to that of the fat guys. The sweat beads without greasy feeling are very refreshing, just like spraying a layer of water. In the slightly panting chest, a heart beating vigorously can shake my heart through the skin. "Why are you nervous! Wherever I touch, you are tense, afraid that I will eat you?"

I smiled and hit Zhang Han. Zhang Han put his hand on my arm and rubbed it, explaining with a smile: "Your hands are so tender, they make me itch..."

"Itchy! Itchy, right..."

I pinched and scratched, and Zhang Han also turned sideways to play with me, always sneaking up on my little nipples and belly, making me giggle. Suddenly, a voice scared my heart and I fell into ice water in an instant. "Kacha-sizzle" the door opened, Zhang Han's family came back! Is this called catching an adulterer in bed and exposing the adultery? No, no, Zhang Han and I are boyfriend and girlfriend, how can there be an adultery! What is that called? Fighting pornography and illegal publications? Fighting pornography and violence? Prohibiting underage sex? Why so many questions? I slapped my head hard, the question is what should I do? Zhang Han also showed a surprised expression, obviously he didn't know that his father was back at this time. "Zhang Han? Are you there?"

My uncle's voice sounded, and I hurriedly got into bed and reached out to get clothes from the bedside. Zhang Han stopped me and gave me a look that said "don't worry." "Ah! I'm in the bedroom."

Zhang Han answered loudly. "Oh, I came in to get a pack of cigarettes. What are you doing at home with the door closed?"

There was a hint of doubt in the uncle's voice. "Ah... don't! I... I'm masturbating!"

Zhang Han's stuttering voice really matched masturbating. For me, he dared to say anything. This is what a man should pay. I was moved to pieces in the quilt. What if his father rushed in and beat him up? At that time, I didn't even think about what I would do if his father rushed in! "Ah?"

My uncle was also surprised. His son was actually... so straightforward. He didn't even make up an excuse and then came out after finishing it! "You... uh, move faster... ah, no no no, oh go do your thing, I'll come in and get a pack of cigarettes and leave..."

I guess my uncle must have been in a state of turmoil, mumbling: "My son has grown up..."

The mumbling sound was already coming from the door, and the sound of the doorknob rotating was heard. I was so scared that my whole body tightened, and I got into the quilt and held my breath and dared not breathe. "Ah! Dad!"

Zhang Han shouted loudly: "Don't come in!"

"What's the matter?"

Uncle was a little impatient, but he suppressed it and didn't want to get angry. But fortunately he stopped twisting his hand. "This... I'm not helping myself..."

Zhang Han said timidly. "What!"

Uncle's surprised voice came, and I believe his mouth must be able to eat an egg at this time. Thinking of Zhang Han playing with his father like this, I secretly grinned to laugh... Hateful, hateful! The moment I opened my mouth slightly, a pair of big hands supported the back of my head, just like they usually hugged me and kissed me, but this time my mouth touched a fleshy thing. What! Zhang Han is so bold! Dad was outside the door, and he pressed my mouth to his dick while talking to him. Zhang Han's penis had not touched my mouth before, and just when it just touched a little, it suddenly swelled up and was so hard that it was scary! The bright glans seemed to emit a faint purple-black halo in the quilt, and the small mouth at the glans was slightly open, as if it was expressing its spring feelings, which scared me so much that I quickly closed my mouth. And just when I closed my mouth, Zhang Han made a straightening movement, and the thick and hard penis instantly pushed my lips and teeth apart and hit my throat hard. The pungent smell of semen was suffocating, and the slippery and sticky stem was a little sticky. "Mmm!"

"Oh..."

A suppressed and terrified voice and a long sigh of pleasure sounded in the house. Zhang Han's dad seemed to say outside the door: "Fuck!"

Then he left, saying: "You guys have fun tonight, I won't be back."

After that, he opened the door and added: "Yu Ran is back today, let's drink in heaven and hell tonight."

After that, he closed the door and ran downstairs. Finally he left, I breathed a sigh of relief, but my breathing was a little uncomfortable! Oh my God, I still have Zhang Han's bad thing in my mouth! Zhang Han surprisingly took the advantage and didn't continue to do bad things to me. Feeling the penis in my mouth gradually soften, I strangely wanted to look up and ask him what happened, but I was covered in the quilt and couldn't see him when I looked up. Is my charm not enough? This scared me. If my man doesn't feel anything for me, it would be a disaster! I was not convinced and sucked the little thing in my mouth for a few more times, and it slowly began to grow again. Are you kidding me? I used my tongue to push hard on his glans with hatred, and then I got out of the quilt and looked at Zhang Han. "Okay, sorry! You look like a little woman who is being bullied!"

Zhang Han caressed my hair and apologized to me with a smile. "What did you do just now!"

I asked angrily with my hands on my hips. Zhang Han was very embarrassed, retracted one hand and scratched his head and said: "I... I was excited for a moment... You were close to me in the quilt, and my breath blew on it. I couldn't help it, so I..."

"I stuffed your thing in my mouth! Right!"

He was embarrassed to say it, so I interrupted him. I didn't want to argue with him about this matter, but: "Tell me! Why did it become soft later when it was fine?"

If a man has no sexual interest in a woman, it goes without saying that 99% of them don't like this woman, and the other 0.1% is impotence. Impotence is impotence, but he still has sexual interest, but he is just willing but unable. "Oh, you are angry about this!"

Zhang Han said with a smile. "What do you think..."

I suddenly changed my tone, became extremely weak, fell into his arms and hugged him, and said with a slightly crying voice: "I thought you didn't like me anymore! My mouth tasted this thing for the first time, and you teased me like this, making me think that my mouth was not good..."

Zhang Han hurriedly hugged me, gently rubbed my shoulders, and comforted me, saying: "No way! Guigui's mouth is the best! Zhang Han loves it! I was so excited and stimulated just now. The little mouth and tongue were soft, hot, slippery and tender. I almost couldn't restrain myself from inserting wildly, but I was afraid that you would be angry, so I kept suppressing it!"

"Then you want to kiss me, I don't care!"

I pouted my little mouth and raised my upper body to ask Zhang Han for a kiss, and didn't spit out the things on his body in my mouth. Zhang Han smiled helplessly, closed his eyes gently and kissed my mouth. I was still wondering why he didn't mind the dirt, and then I felt a strong flesh tongue knocking open my teeth. Zhang Han's tongue went into my mouth, and without saying anything, he searched everywhere for the sweet liquid, but this time my mouth was full of fishy smell. I was afraid that he would think my mouth was dirty, so I quickly stretched out my tongue to push him back, but he refused, and insisted on lingering his tongue tip in my mouth, as if he wanted to help me lick off a layer of skin. I quickly retracted my head, preferring not to kiss him than to let him think I was dirty, but he hugged me tightly and wouldn't let me move. "Zhang Han...what...are you doing!"

I squeezed out a few words with difficulty, and a trace of tears squeezed out of my eyes because I squeezed too hard. "Xiaoyu! Xiaoyu...I'm sorry for you! I want to lick your mouth clean!"

Zhang Han didn't make any extra explanations, and when he spoke, he put his tongue in my mouth and said, it sounded like a big tongue, weird, but I didn't feel a bit strange in my heart, only the sour touch of Zhang Han's love for me. My heart was sour. For me, what can't he do? After a long time, Zhang Han opened his eyes and saw my eyes full of tears. He was shocked, "Xiao Yu, what's wrong with you?"

I was suddenly a little speechless, looking at him, unable to speak: "I... I don't want you to be like this! Do you know? Zhang Han! You fool! Big fool!"

I punched Zhang Han's chest fiercely, making a clanging sound. Zhang Han stood up and let me rage, but there was a gentle smile in his eyes. "Silly girl, it's my fault. I'm sorry for you..."

Zhang Han's voice sounded like a sigh. I never thought that the two people who were just having crazy sex and loving each other suddenly became like a Taiwanese eight o'clock drama now? I just consumed as much energy as Zhang Han, and now I don't have much energy to mess with him. Zhang Han saw that I had made enough of the trouble, so he let me lean against him with my back to him. He casually held my chest and abdomen, and said with a smile: "I was distracted just now..."

"Oh?"

I couldn't understand why a man whose penis had never touched a woman's mouth would be distracted when inserting it into the mouth of his beloved woman? "It was my dad, he said that my brother is back..."

Zhang Han's voice was light and leisurely, as if there was a hint of smile. I felt a chill, Zhang Han, you are not "gai", right? How to mention a man

It will also make you react so strongly, and it's a sexual reaction! But he is so obsessed with me, can't it be bisexual? "What are you thinking about, baby!"

Zhang Han looked at my confused and almost resistant eyes, smiled and hit me on the chest, and a pair of plump jade breasts suddenly fluctuated, "When men think about problems, they won't think about sexual desire. In addition, we fought so many battles just now and today, and I accidentally softened a little, so I took a break!"

I was afraid that Zhang Han would feel inferior to his own body. Men are good at everything, but they pay too much attention to their sexual ability. Women don't just love sex. "What so many battles... torture me to death!"

I pouted. I didn't want to do it tonight. After all, I was fed during the day, but I was so confused that I didn't pay attention and fell in the bedroom with him, so I went with him to the sky. "Hehe..."

Zhang Han laughed dryly twice. He was quite confident about his sexual function. After all, I said that I only found out later that he had a magical tool. "Tsk! You're still being ungrateful after getting the advantage!"

I pinched his nose and twisted it, "Tell me! Who is that Yu Ran to you!"

She looked exactly like a young woman questioning her husband about his affair outside the bedroom.

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