Love and Desire

"Clang" the door lock made a deep clanging sound as the key turned. I pushed the door open carefully, and a dusty smell hit me. The sunlight passed through the gaps in the curtains and left pillars of light in the living room. I forgot what effect this was in chemistry, but I know that this proves that the air in the room should be classified as colloid, not gas. This is home, Yu Ran's home, which has not been cleaned for half a year, like an old house that has been sealed for a long time. Looking at it, I couldn't help but feel a little bitter in my heart. I came to the bathroom and saw that the sheets that Yu Ran and I had hung on the clothesline when we left were still there. There were vague traces of our indulgence that night on them. Unconsciously, my eyes were red again. "Huh..."

I covered my face with a hot towel, and my pores were dilated to breathe in and out. I breathed a sigh of relief. The whole messy house was finally tidied up, and it felt like a home! After eating the takeaway I ordered, I fell heavily on the sofa and accidentally slept until nine o'clock in the evening. At this time, the phone rang. "Hello, Xiaoyu, where are you?"

"Mom, I'm at my friend's house!"

"Call your friend and let's go out for barbecue!"

Mom's enthusiasm was swelling. "Huh? Well... OK, do you want to go for barbecue?... Ah, Mom, my friend is not going, I'll come over! At XXX."

After hanging up the phone, I washed up casually and waited downstairs. My parents' car arrived soon, and my dad immediately drove us to the night market after closing the car door. "Xiaoyu, there are a lot of hooligans in this area. You should come here less at night in the future! It's not safe!"

Dad said solemnly. "Oh, okay. I know."

"Does your friend live here?"

Dad asked casually, but I knew he must be very careful. "Well, Orange! Have you forgotten?"

Orange's home is two streets away, and my dad doesn't have time to chat with me. He only knows that I have a good friend named Orange, but he doesn't know where Orange's home is! I laughed secretly in my heart. "Oh, oh, oh...it's Orange, haha, I forgot where she lives!"

Dad laughed to himself, and I was afraid that my mother would see the clues, so I quickly changed the subject... Throughout the holiday, I often went to "Orange's home", sitting in front of the window to read in the afternoon sun, or curled up comfortably on the sofa to have my sweet dreams. This is our home, and I am waiting for him to return here...I have a premonition in the dark-he will definitely come back to find me! Then I must not let him down. I returned to school a week early during this holiday. The dormitory building was empty, and only a few people who were thinking hard about research walked hurriedly in the empty campus. In the evening after cleaning the dormitory and having a casual dinner, I was sitting at the table and surfing the Internet idly, and suddenly my cell phone rang. It was Su Qiang. He heard that I was back to school and wanted to ask me out to play, saying that he was afraid that I would be bored alone in the empty school. As promised, I came to the newly built Cottontail Recreation Park in the suburbs of the city. It is a welfare and leisure park under the famous Cottontail Recreation Group. I have never been very interested in those large combination toys, but this newly built park is indeed beautiful, with flowers, plants, insects, fish, warblers, birds and ancient trees. Compared with the city, the air is also fresh and full of fruit fragrance. I don't know what fruits are ripe in early spring, but I always feel that there is a faint berry fragrance in the air, which is very intoxicating. Su Qiang took me for a walk, we ate snacks and chatted, but because I didn't want to play anything, we were not interested in playing in such a large scenic park. "Let's go and take a look over there!" Su Qiang pointed to the densely wooded areas on the back mountain of the park and said to me. "Well, okay!" I agreed happily, and then walked towards the back mountain with Su Qiang stepping on the withered weeds. There are many rockeries and stone and wood building materials that were not put away when the scenic area was built. It is also a place that the garden maintenance workers neglect to take care of. There are few people and almost no ordinary people come here. I suddenly remembered the first night of Zhang Han and I. We also did it in such a remote place where no passers-by came. At this time, would Su Qiang... I hurriedly shook my head to wake myself up. Su Qiang is my good friend and my best friend's boyfriend. How could I think of these shameful things when I was alone with him? Did I have any thoughts about him? No! No! No! I can't! I don't allow myself to have such dirty thoughts! Otherwise, I will be a little bitch who even I look down on! Maybe I didn't talk to Su Qiang because I thought too much. In addition, we are now in the remote back mountain. There seems to be an invisible ambiguity between us. I think Su Qiang must have felt this atmosphere. When we got to the top of the mountain, Su Qiang found a big bluestone to sit down with me to rest. We looked out at the bustling scene of the entire city with lights just coming on. The cool breeze of the evening made me intoxicated by the atmosphere... "Xiaoyu, Xiaoyu?"

Su Qiang called me. "Huh? What's wrong?"

I turned to look at him. "You seem to be in a daze! Are you thinking about your husband?"

Su Qiang teased. "Ah... No! I'm just looking at the scenery."

I did think of Yu Ran just now. I thought how nice it would be if he was by my side at this moment to share the evening scene with me. That's why I was distracted. "I know, that boy! Do you like him very much?"

Su Qiang continued to ask. "Hey, he's not my husband... He and I, we... Oh! I don't know where he is now!"

Yu Ran didn't marry me, so why did I call him my husband? I wonder if there are other women around him who are treating him well now? Thinking of this, my eyes were wet for some reason. Really, why do you eat such inexplicable jealousy! I didn't suffer any injustice, Yu Ran loves me deeply, what else can I be dissatisfied with? "Are you crying? I'm sorry, Xiaoyu..." Su Qiang's voice came. I shook my head, forced a smile and said, "No, I just feel a little sentimental." "Bringing up your sad things..." "It's okay, Su Qiang, it's all in the past. I think it will be fine." I said suddenly. Su Qiang sat next to me, took out a tissue and said, "I'll help you wipe your eyes!" He wiped the tears that were about to overflow from my eyes. I closed my eyes to prevent his fingers from poking my eyes. Boys are generally rough and clumsy, I dare not be arrogant. By the way, I also squeezed the tears out, so that the traces after wiping with the tissue would not be so obvious. But at the moment when I closed my eyes, I felt myself falling into a chest. My hands and feet were powerless for a moment. I wanted to open my eyes quickly, but was covered by a broad palm. Just as I was panicking, a moist, hot, slightly open mouth with a strong masculine breath pressed against my lips. I felt my heart skipped a beat! "Ah..."

I reacted normally and exhaled softly, but the other party took advantage of this great opportunity to quickly put his tongue into my mouth, pushed my teeth apart, and firmly probed into my mouth, and began to wriggle and stir. It is said that when a woman is kissed, her mind will go blank. Sure enough, the first thought that came to my mind was not my situation but this sentence! How could Su Qiang do this to me? But I couldn't exhale. My lips were pressed tightly by his mouth, and it was a little painful. Su Qiang seemed to want to put his entire tongue into my mouth. Our teeth touched each other, like fierce beasts biting each other violently. Su Qiang's tongue was like a stick, stirring in my mouth. Sometimes he licked my tongue and sucked it into his mouth. Sometimes he licked my jaws and scraped my inner and outer gums. Sometimes he pushed deep into my throat and fiddled with my tongue, making me want to cough and retch, but I couldn't get rid of his big hand that was tightly holding my head. Helpless, I burst into tears, hoping that he would sympathize with me and let me go. But I forgot that women's tears can arouse men's animal desires. Su Qiang's hot and heavy breathing sprayed on my cheeks, burning me so much that I blushed and my heart beat fast. Then Su Qiang finally loosened his hands that had been tightly holding my head. I thought he had a guilty conscience and wanted to let me go. Maybe he was impulsive and couldn't control himself... It was all because I showed too much tenderness in front of him. Men are prone to impulsive mistakes. But just when I was about to open my eyes and sit up straight, the clothes on my chest were torn open with a "hiss". The cold wind told me playfully that I was only protected by a bra at this time! Su Qiang paused for a moment, "So beautiful, Xiaoyu!"

He praised me and buried his head in my chest, casually pushed my bra up and kissed my nipples crazily, and one hand also caressed my other breast like a jade. I was so embarrassed that I cried out, slapping and pushing Su Qiang. But Su Qiang pushed me onto the stone slab without caring, and pressed on me to control me... "Xiaoyu... Xiaoyu, you have always been very good to me, just let me in once, okay?"

Su Qiang begged me with bitter words, but his palm was reluctant to pull open the vagina that I tried my best to protect. And Su Qiang might also be worried that I would always be at odds with him, so he didn't use all his strength to pull my hand. At this time, my pants were pulled down to my knees, and my underwear was pulled to hang diagonally between my waist and legs. This was the result of Su Qiang playing with my breasts and taking advantage of my unpreparedness. My vagina was faintly exposed, and I believe he saw my lower body clearly. But I couldn't let him in, no matter what, for Yu Ran, for Xiang Xiang, for me and Su Qiang. Su Qiang came over and hugged my body tightly and coaxed: "Xiao Yu, actually I like you very much... I will take good care of you and treat you well!"

Do you believe what a man says when he is in heat? Because my hands were tightly protecting my lower body, Su Qiang teased and teased my breasts while coaxing me with all kinds of sweet words, wanting me to give in and accommodate him. I shyly turned my head to avoid his fiery gaze, but Su Qiang took this opportunity to suddenly insert his right hand from my lower back and pressed it firmly and accurately on my anus. Oh my God! Extreme shame and tension made me tense my body and clamp my buttocks tightly, and also clamp his hand inside my buttocks. A hot current surged through my lower abdomen, and I didn't know where it flowed. Su Qiang's hand was clamped by me, and he took advantage of the situation to play tricks in my buttocks. His jumping fingers graze my anus like dancing elves, and I was so itchy that I quickly gathered my strength to open my legs and spread my buttocks so that his hand could withdraw. But to my disappointment, after I opened my legs, Su Qiang's hand did not leave but pressed more tightly against my crotch, pressing and rubbing my anus with his thumb, while his middle and ring fingers had already reached my vaginal opening and plugged it. I hurriedly moved my hands down to cover them, and twisted my body in shame to get rid of him. At this time, because my back garden was being played with by Su Qiang, I clamped his hand tightly like a conditioned reflex. "Su Qiang... No, don't do it again..."

"Xiao Yu, I miss you so much during this holiday. I've been thinking about you and looking forward to you..."

Su Qiang said to me in a dreamy voice. At this time, he was also trembling all over, and his tone was as gentle as water. "In fact, my relationship with Xiangxiang has long been in name only. I gave her a chance but she ignored it. I thought of you, who has always been very kind and caring to me. You are so beautiful, so excellent and charming. I want to take good care of you, protect you and love you. Let's not waste our youth together..."

After Su Qiang finished speaking, his fingers teased me again. I was soft all over. It was like there were thousands of ants hissing and biting inside my body, numb to the bone marrow, and itchy in my heart. Su Qiang withdrew his hand, picked up a strand of sponge and said: "Xiao Yu, look, the beautiful hole is leaking love juice. You want it too, right? Why don't we do it together..."

"No!"

I blushed and didn't dare to look, but I rejected him firmly. Su Qiang was still on top of me. He took off his pants and put his shiny glans straight up to rub against my lower body. He kept secreting glandular fluid between the fingers that covered my lower body. From time to time, he pushed against my thighs and rubbed the back of my hands intentionally. It was a conditioned reflex again! Damn this woman's sensitive body and conditioned reflex! My hand dodged ignorantly when he was rubbing his penis. At this time, what was exposed in front of his crotch was a pink and smooth jade abalone, a paradise that slightly exuded fragrant fluid. I could feel it without looking. At this time, Su Qiang's three eyes were all staring at the place where I had just exposed my flaw. No! I screamed in my heart...