What was Cecilia's main problem?
If she had to be honest, it was hard for her to even explain it properly.
Her meeting with Eve was still blurry in her mind but in the end, it boiled down to one thing.
Using her body, soul, and everything in order to stop the awakening of Cain's curse on Adam.
Had she succeeded, Adam would have simply been a normal human and would have perhaps never been affected by the curse and even die a normal death.
What this means in essence was that she used her body, as a mortal, to fight the power of a divine celestial entity.
The results were clear.
Every year, each time Adam's curse tried to fight back, she would be the one taking the brunt of it.
Like a small dam broking gallons of water and stopping the flow of an entire river.
Things were easy at first but as time went by, the small stream became a river then a lake, and finally a sea.
Breaking down her defense constantly and ever-weakening her.