[ Garden Statue. ] -- Day 3. --

Is Raining Today

I can Feel it, pouring in my face while my eyes were closed, sliding on the sides of my face, making me wake up

I open my eyes and there it was again, the stupid piece of rock, smiling for no reason

Can someone tell her that she is broken, so she can stop smiling, i hate when she does this, Everything it's not okay, So why is she smiling?

I mean, i'm not pissed, i'm just confused, everything is not okay, so why does she keep smiling?, She appears to be so calm, how can she do it?

I'm not okay, i'm not Smiling, So why is she Smiling?

I hate her

I mean, i don't hate her, i just don't understand

...

The rain is getting stronger

The beautiful garden is a pool now, flooded with water, everything is not okay, flowers need water, but not that much, so why is she smiling?

I guess there isn't a crown of flowers for me, a crown of tears is more fitting for me, a stupid person, that cries for a rock, they already told me to grow up, but they don't know how i feel...

Ice ?

I was thinking too much that i didn't see it, it's raining ice

How is that possible?

It's raining ice

I mean, it's strangely beautiful, it's raining ice

I look up to apreciate the ice, apreciate the rain, but all that i see is a chunk of ice falling in my eye, i mean, my eye is fine, but the surrounding is not, it's bleeding, i can't open my left eye, i can still see with my right eye, but i like seeing with both

I look to the statue smiling in the ice rain

Maybe it will help...

I smile

I smile like the rock

I smile with the statue

I guess it's working, i don't feel the pain anymore, i mean, i still feel the pain, not coming for my eye, but seeing the statue beeing destroyed with the hail... just fills my heart with pain and anger

I'm not feeling so good right now

It's too much for me

Too much

Maybe this isn't real

Yeah... Maybe this is some kind of a nightmare

If i sleep... if i sleep the pain will go away

I close my eyes forcefully, Hearing the sounds of the statue crumbling doesn't make me any sleepy

My left eye won't stop bleeding, i mean, it just hit my eye, it won't stop bleeding

I feel like i'm loosing consciousness

I think I bled too much.