The Past

I woke up in an unknown room. I was in a bedroom, my clothes completely gone. 'What happened'

Just as I was about to get up to look for my clothes an old man came into the room freshly showered. "Hello beautiful, I see you have woken up from your slumber."

"Who are you , where am I." I was scared, what if he had taken advantage of me. Than all the memories came flooding in. I got drunk, he took me to his home and...

Tears started streaming down my face. "What did you do to me, what did you do!!!!"

"All I did was have some fun with you while you were drunk, stop overreacting." Overreacting yeah you took advantage of me and didn't even ask for my consent. "Now If you try to escape I'll make sure to beat you to the bloody pulp." I'm never gonna leave here. I'm gonna be his sex toy for the rest of my life.

"No please, let me go I promise I won't tell anyone." I sobbed as I spoke, his face spoke one thing lust. "You really think I'm gonna let a prize like you go that easy. No I'm gonna satisfy myself before I satisfy you." He ran across the room and grabbed me with so much force some of my skin ripped off. He threw me on the bed and took off his towel. I screamed and cried as he tried to have sex with me again. The more I fought against him the more he beat me.

I was there for 5 months. I was all over the news no one knew where I was. Everyday was the same routine. He had sex with me every moment he could. My body was so numb, I was beaten pretty bad.

By the end of the 2nd month I stopped trying to fight it. If I was going to be here the rest of my life I might as well get use to it. He didn't let me go outside, and soon after I stopped fighting back I found out I was pregnant.

I had to tell him or else he would hurt the baby without knowing. I dont care who the father to this baby was. I would not let them suffer because of my mistakes.

"Please stop, please!!" I sobbed not because it hurt, but because he could hurt my baby. "Stop fighting back it's useless your never going to leave."

"Please you'll hurt the baby." His expression changed from anger to happiness. "Im gonna be a father!" Yes he stopped, maybe this baby will be the best thing that ever happened to me. "Yes, you are going to be a father. But please don't hurt them."

"How many months are you?"

"I do not know, unless I were to go to the doctor I would not find out." He nodded. Which told me he accepted to letting me go to the doctor. If I think this out good I could escape.

When we went to the doctor and found out I was 3 months pregnant, which dates back to the first time he took advantage of me. Meaning he was the father, I told the doctor when he was not in the room what the man was doing to me.

I waited for them to come but it never came, I was already 5 months pregnant and lost all hope. But once I lost hope was when they came. It took them 2 months to find out where he had been keeping me. They found me 5 months pregnant in the house of my attacker. He was arrested.

When my parents found me fragile and pregnant, they were prepared to kill that man. They tried to convince me to give up the baby, but I refused. I believe the baby saved my life.

Throughout my pregnancy, my sister was there for me the most. Nobody believed I was stable enough to raise a child. "If you take my child away from me I'll kill myself, now we wouldn't want that now would we."

Since I came back I was the coldest person they'd ever met. I was completely different to the person who had left. I do not trust anyone not even my mother, and I certainly will never bring another man into my life. Never.