Joshua inched closer to Ivy and laid his head beside her. "I'm so sorry for everything I did, Ivy. I know it's impossible for you to forgive me. I can't forgive myself either. Nevertheless, I will never stop apologizing to you, hoping that you'll forgive me one day."
Joshua closed his eyes and kissed Ivy's palm. "I love you so damn much, Ivy, and it was only after I was close to losing you that I realized how much you mean to me. I was a fool to have hurt such a beautiful person, probably the biggest idiot in the world."
Joshua's knees were starting to hurt. But he didn't give a damn about it and continued to kneel. For Ivy, he was willing to kneel before her forever.
"I know I have lost my right to stay beside you. But my biggest wish right now is to stay by your side forever, Ivy. I can't live without you. I can't do it. Please don't leave me. Please." Joshua continued to speak while tears dripped down his cheeks, some droplets falling on Ivy's palm.