Part Ten: I am not ready yet

"Did anyone come here using the 'The special card' this morning?"

Secretary Lee was baffled by Jin's sudden unexpected question question. He racks his brain at quick pace whether someone really came using that card or not.

After a while, He shakes his head as he reports "Sir, No such person came until now." Jin nods his head then before replying shortly " Okay, If anyone comes, Remind me immediately even if i am busy. You can leave now."

Jin becomes busy again with his laptop. "Even if he is busy?" Secretary Lee murmured as he was once again dumbfounded.

'He is acting strange. He called me late at night just to get handful information about someone and now he tells me to inform him about someone who comes with that card even if he is very busy. It is so unlike him.'

Secretary Lee was so immersed in his thought that he couldn't even listen to Jin's voice. "Secretary Lee..Secretary Lee." Jin called out.

Jin was getting impatient as he always hated when he has to repeat himself. Seeing he was still in daze, Jin takes his phone and calls someone.

*Brrrr..Brrr*

The sound of something vibrating resounds in the silent office. Secretary Lee comes out of his daze as he feels his phone vibrating on his pocket.

He quickly takes it out to see the caller id which makes him suprised "Boss". He looks up to see Jin looking at him radiating more cold aura.

Secretary Lee realizes he was dazing off right in front of his boss. He wanted to slap himself so bad. He feels chills down his spine.

" Sir, I will get going now. If you have any work for me, I will appear in front of you right away." Secretary Lee says as he bows respectfully before dashing off as if his life was depending on it.

Only after closing the office door,Secretary Lee takes a long sigh a relief. " That was a close call."

Seeing him sweating and panting like that, A female employee quickly walks up to him and asks worriedly " Secretary Lee, Are you okay?"

Hearing a sudden voice, He jumps in fright "Ah!!" After seeing her face, then only he feels relaxed " It's you.You really scared me. I am fine it's just that Sir's mood is not good i guess."

"What?!" The female employee shrieks. " Why are you so shocked? It's not like it is a new thing." Secretary Lee says as he pats his chest to calm down his heart.

"Ugh, I was about go inside to hand over these files to him. But You know he becomes devil when his mood is off and can't even think rationally. He also fired few employees out of rage. What do i do? These files are important."

The female employee begins to panick as she paces back and forth. After a while she abruptly stops and stares at Secretary Lee with pitiful puppy eyes. She was pleading him to go inside instead of her.

Secretary Lee "..."

"No!!" He directly refuses to her and continue to walk to his desk.

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Meanwhile;

Outside the Kim Enterprises;

"Should I go inside right now?...Nono I don't feel good today..Maybe i will come tomorrow, or next week or next month..Ugh, Y/N, Why are you so nervous? It's a simple interview, If you pass it's great, if not then it's..bad obviously..Maybe i should head inside...No, I guess i am not ready yet.."

You pace back and forth outside the big building unsure to go inside or not. You walk 3 steps forward then walk back 5 steps. Seeing you like that, The people outside look at you like you are an idiot.

" Take a deep breath..Take a deep long breath..Now at the count of three you must go straightforward inside, okay.." You take a deep breath then begin to count.

"1..2..3!" You take 5 steps forward before taking a U-turn and walking toward the near bench.

*Plop*

You sit at the bench as you hang your head down. "What should i do? Though i have this card with me i can't help but feel so nervous. What should i do to calm my heart? It is already getting afternoon now."

You lift up your head and look here and there, until your eyes falls on a certain thing. Your lips turns up in a smile "I know what to do."

You get up and dash towards the direction. After a while, You return back to the bench with Waffle icecream sandwich in one hand and 3 melona icecream (strawberry , melon flavor & mango) as well as a fish icecream in another hand.

"Nothing works better than these icecreams to heal the nervousness in this hot weather." You say as you begin to eat the waffle icecream first.

"Oh, Delicious." You say as you continue to munch the waffle with icecream. After you finish it, You grab the fish icecream packet, open it and munch it.

Some passerby glance at you from time to time, maybe in shock at how many icecream you were eating at the same time.

When you were eating your second last melona icecream, A small skinny puppy approaches you sniffing around your shoes.

It then sits down on the floor and look at you, tilting it's head little with those cute eyes.

You stop eating and look at it for a while before finishing your icecream. You put the packets in dustbin and put the last icecream in your bag before heading toward near store.

The puppy follows you there with it's small legs. You buy some biscuits and a water bottle , squat down, look at it, then give the biscuits to it.

You look at it, eating the biscuits as soon as you give him, like it didn't eat anything for days. You pat it's little head as you softly murmur " Eat slowly. I will give you more."

After it ate all the remaining biscuits, It begins to excitedly wag its tail here and there looking at you. "You must be thirsty. Here drink it."

You open the water bottle, put some water in the bottle cap before feeding him. After a while it denies to drink as if telling it is full.

" Huh, It's already 1 pm. God, What to do?" You say as you take a look at the watch. Then, you look st the puppy, squat down, pats it's head before saying bye and rushing towards the building.