It was the same morning every morning of every day for a typical otaku at first glance, living out the rest of his mundane days doing the same routine just laying in dormant. He always dreams of a more free live yet that in itself is out of reach. John Hellstein, an otaku plagued with a dark past, living in retirement for years slowly breaking and slipping away from the living until one day, a series of events caused him to go through an action pack experience similar to his glory days one last time before it ultimately leads to his death. Upon his death, he reincarnated as his game character from one of his favorite MMORPG games which carries a lot of memories and meaningful mementos yet which is a stark contrast to what he was used to when looking in the mirror every morning. Dropped in a new world with no context, can "she" live a new and more colorful life in this new world while redeveloping from her dark past from Earth in order to live her life to the fullest? Using her newfound otherworldly strength to break free from her past human limitations, can she finally obtain a life of true freedom? -------------------------------------------------- This is my very first book or very first attempt in writing a book for the first time as an author so don’t expect National Book Award level of writing especially when it’s coming out of Webnovel. As my very first book, I’m only doing this as an experimental thing. A prototype, to see how it’ll go. To see if I have a knack for the whole being an author thing. Just for fun pretty much. I’m literally learning as I go so please go easy on me as a baby author. Hell, I’m not even sure if I’ll even make it past baby author stage. WARNING: This is a gender-bender. Honestly, it's depressing that out of the many tags, I have to give a warning for the gender-bender tag as there are so many that would hate on a simple tag. Well, I'm also giving a warning here as Webnovel removed the tag entirely so you won't see it in the tag section. Well, here's the warning I guess. So those of you that hate gender-bender for whatever brilliant reason, Just. Walk. Away. The safety of your comfort is NOT my responsibility. The cover is not mine. If you are the owner and wish for me to remove it, I will gladly comply. All pop culture references seen in this novel is not mine.