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Well yeah, my luck sucks.
Who would have thought that I would die by participating in this shady organization as a biologist?
Haha, not at all, I would have never thought that!
Sigh…
I mean, I knew that there WERE risks… But perhaps I simply didn't give a fuck.
Why?
Well, let me tell you that money makes you not think well.
I guess it lowered my IQ and I became a retard.
It was obvious that I would end up dying one way or another by participating in these shady organizations, for fuck's sake.
But I had to take the risk! It was good money after all.
I have lived my entire life as a complete loser, my father was nowhere to be seen and my mother was depressive and abusive, so, as a kid with a lack of self-esteem, I feed into my anxiety by eating like a pig.
Until I turned into a literal land whale I guess.