Episode 17

Lucas's Point Of View,

I just do not even know how to react. I mean the last night was really crazy for me. I did not even think that it will happen anytime soon. And, to be honest, she has no idea how badly I was missing her body, her kiss, her touch, and now I am feeling like the happiest man in the world. I am so happy that I can not even express it in words. She made me so happy.

I know that she was drunk and if she would have been sober. She would not have allowed me to touch her, but I am clear from my side. I did not take advantage of her. It was she who started it, so there is no way that she could throw it on me.

But I am still so worried about the scar. She is hiding it from me. Is she having any enemy here, I do not know about it. Who could do it to her? I do not think that it was an accident. It did not look like an accident. I really need to do something.

I mean I just have to find out what she is trying to hide from me. I just have to. After all, she belongs to me. She did not know this but no one can have her until I am alive. I know I made a mistake because things were out of my control but that does not mean I could let her go out of my life.

She is my life and how can I give up on my life, gosh, things are really getting complicated for me. I just do not know how to make it up to her. I can not forget her no matter what. I was still lost in her thoughts when I realized that my phone was ringing and I have to pick it up. The moment I saw the caller Id, I picked up the call the very next second.

"Hello, good morning sir", I said as I picked it up.

"Good morning captain. How are you doing", sir asked me and I just smiled slowly. I like it when he calls me captain but I am not a captain at all.

"I am going, good sir. And the project will be over soon. I will mail you the moment I will finish it. you do not need to worry about it if you called me for the project", I need to confirm it. And there are chances that this could be the only reason for him to call me at this time.

"Good to hear that captain. I really want to see your new idea and how you did make the plan. So keep that in mind that I am waiting for it", he said and I just took a deep breath. I know that already. So that is pretty fine for me.

"Yes sir, do not worry about it. Thank you for asking", I was trying to be so formal.

"And how about your girlfriend Lucas? Did she forgives you", he asked me and that is what I do not like about him. He always asks questions about my personal life and I do not want to tell anyone about it. They do not have any right to ask me that.

"Amm, no sir. She is still angry and she does not even want to look at my face. And not to forget all thanks to you sir", I am not a fool too. I taunted him as well, and I know he did not like it but he would not say anything I know that.

"Oh, that is sad Lucas. Hope she will forgive you soon. I will catch you later. Goodbye for now", he hung up without even listening to my answer, and I also took a deep breath. He just ruined my morning and I am feeling so bad all of the sudden. Why my love was not enough? Why I am not able to make her understand how much I love her and why did I leave?

I know what was not really nice and what I did, but now I am ready to get the punishment. Then why she is not giving me a chance to explain it? Why she is not able to see my love for her? I just took a deep breath and changed my clothes. I need to work on my project.

I said I am working on it but the truth is I did not even look at that since I saw her. I just want to get her back no matter what. This project really does not matter to me. I will do it when I will get her back, before that I am not feeling like doing it. I just combed my hair and took the keys to my car and made my way out.