Uncertain future.

Katte.

I slept perfectly, I had not been able to sleep for several nights but after writing to my boss's office I fell asleep. This morning I woke up very early and went to work on another construction site, it was already ready, I went to the kitchen for something to eat; Prepare the easiest thing and I went to the counter where my laptop was, I had not yet received any response from the office so I went to the link where that interesting proposal was found. Without waiting any longer, fill out the form they sent me from the Travel agency, with the greatest fear that they would rob me, I made the deposit of the cost of the trip, they sent me the schedules of the days and times of departure of the following flights to THE . I don't know if it was fate or something like that, they gave me a VIP ticket. I went out to the balcony to smoke a cigarette, it is assumed that I had left it and love is also supposed to "heal", but hey; we are so wrong about so many things.

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Two days had passed, and I only had two more days to board a plane one of those days, and nothing that got a response from the office, I had not wanted to insist so as not to see me so urgent; my apartment smelled too much of tobacco smoke, I had to go out to get fresh air and I don't mean the balcony, I would think that this area is as polluted as my whole house. I went to the park that was three blocks from my building, went through a shopping center, bought sweets, I went to the cinema and saw the odd movie. At around eleven o'clock at night I got home, prepared something for dinner, took a shower, and sat on the sofa in the living room, I didn't even want to check my laptop, I had given up. I went out to the balcony, the night was cool and somewhat nostalgic; Or it could be me who was nostalgic, I had to overcome all this, get ahead, that time I had his support; Now, now I don't have anyone but me and I don't know if it's enough. I look at the sky, I look at the city through my cheek, a tear falls, I withdraw it as quickly as possible, I don't want to continue crying, it is exhausting to have that feeling in my body of being insufficient. I go inside, run through the balcony doors, look around me, and go to the couch; I need to do something with my life, I open my laptop, I go to the post office and I have two, the travel agency and my office, the first one was informing me that time was running out and I had to take a flight in the next few days, I opened the office and it was my boss accepting my permission during those months of course with the condition of being responsible with the pending works and delivering them on time.

just waiting to confirm my flight for tomorrow at noon, I went to my room to fix my documents and a small backpack, I would not bring clothes, I would buy the necessary things in the places where I would go.

I was at the airport, there were only a few minutes to board the plane. I needed this, to get away from everything that reminded me of him and to heal my heart and my tormented soul; somewhat dramatic but it was like that. After boarding the plane, I relaxed, put music on my headphones, and slept. After four hours and fifty-five minutes, I was walking down the escalators, I was ready, I would face what was left for me from now on. My future was uncertain, but I know that whatever adversities came to me, obstacles would overcome them; alone but would have to learn.