AM TIRED

I've had enough

No longer wanna play tough

When is everything gonna make sense

The pain gets intense

Smiling living in pretence

I just want to be okay

I want to actually sleep at night

Want to actually smile for real

Want to actually try to heal

Want to wake up without the headaches

Without the numb feeling

When will I get healing

Am tired of being sad

Being lonely drives me mad

It's like nothing has meaning anymore

Like am living cause I have to

And I feel so far gone

But I can't act strong

Will I always keep this ache

Will smiles always be fake

late nights looking at the ceiling

Mornings living with meaning

Am tired...

It's really hard to stay sane

When all you see is pain

They say am crazy

Mornings I always feel lazy

Another day under the sun

Pretending life is fun

Feels like am getting sucked in a black hole

Slowly and slowly

Am tired of this feeling

I just want healing

I just want to be happy

Cause it gets exhausting

I can't stop the wave

Help I need a save

Wanna escape but I feel chained

Can't take it I feel drained