Dear Adam: Yesterday

"There is nothing wiser than patience and sincerity. God willing, Allah will give goodness in this world and the hereafter," Khadijah smiled.

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I chose you all, because of Allah's guidance. Like expecting someone who ultimately chooses the blessing and guidance of Allah. He's the best for me, but he's not what I need.

Many prayers I called his name in the end, another name that came in my life.

"Khadija!"

"Yes, Mom."

Mother has come from Seoul, maybe will stay with me forever in Istanbul, while Ayass and Hasan's father did not come, because they are busy.

"Khadija, is it true, that your boss wants to marry you?"

At that time I was just silent, even choking on my own saliva.

"Mother, I don't know, I haven't even said yes to her request, because I've loved another man for a long time," I said.

"Isn't Sam a good boy?" interrupted my father while looking at me who was in a god-level confusion.