Suspicion

"Babe?" I said as I woke up from sleep caged with Cross's arms.

"Hmm?" He said.

"You're not gonna-- *ring* *ring*

"Wait babe I'll just answer this." He stood up and remove his arms around me then walk out the door to answer the phone.

*sigh* I just wanted to ask him if he's not gonna leave me again but I guess it won't be happening soon.

I wanted to be with him always but work is always in between us. I guess being born in a wealthy and powerful family does that.

I saw Cross opening the door and hurriedly went to the bathroom before putting his phone on the bedside table. I bet work is calling to him again. It's been always like this. Me always adjusting to him and him, neglecting me when there is work for the whole 2 years of our relationship.

I grew tired of this set up but I just love him too much to give up what we had.

The bathroom door opened to reveal the love of my life, Cross.

"Babe? I'm sorry but I need to go to the company there is an emergency."

"I understand."

"Thank you so much for understanding." He entered the walk-in closet only to pop his head in the door.

"Babe?"

"Yes?"

"Can you pick up the suit I'm gonna wear? You know I always like your taste."

"Sure" I said as I walk past him to choose an outfit for him. I rummage through his neatly hang clothes and find a white long sleeves and hand it to him together with the black Armani suit and tie of striped color.

"Thanks"

"Sure no problem" as I exited the dressing room.

I sat cross-legged on the bed wearing his shirt and fiddled with my hands.

This past few days he was distanced. Yes he still sleep on the bed with me and do his things like he does all the time but something isn't right. I can feel it. I once asked him why he seems distance but he just shrugged me off and avert his eyes.

That day I ignored it because I thought that maybe the company just had a problem but it's been days. I can feel the gap separating us like we just started to see each other. You know the feeling? *sigh* I must be insane.

*beep* *beep*

I saw his phone on the bedside table. I got nervous suddenly I don't know why I guess it's because I never once touched his phone because I respect his privacy. When I touched the phone, I saw the message was from Kate. I didn't open the message because he might know I picked on his phone.

But I saw the " let's meet up at the coffee..... since I didn't click on the message.

I was about to click the message since I have a bad feeling about it but then I heard Cross's footsteps. So I put down the phone back to it's place.

"Babe? I'm gonna go."

"Want me to make you a breakfast?"

"No. I'm in a hurry. Bye" he then kissed my temple.

I am contemplating whether to follow him or not but then I thought that this might be the reason I am looking for.

So I quickly put on a jeans and shirt then followed him outside. I saw his car speeding down the road so I quickly got on my car.

I was careful in following him since I don't want him to be suspicious. But I guess he beats me to it as he picked up his speed and lost me on the process.

"Shit! I don't know if he knows I'm following him or not." But I don't want to give up yet so I roam the city's coffeeshops. I never find him so I guess he ditched the girl hahahah. Thank goodness he is loyal to me.

As I was about to go home to my apartment I suddenly got hungry so I went to my favorite coffeeshop in the whole world.

Hmm I miss the cinnamon bread and coffee. I parked my car infront of the coffeeshop and then made my way out.

I opened the door but then stopped on my tracks as I saw Cross on a corner sitting infront of the girl, it must be Kate. I must have forgotten to check this but I trust my love though I don't know much about him since he won't open up to me.

I sat on a table in hearing distance and put my back on them so they won't see me.

"How long will you gonna keep her about us?"

"You don't understand I'm finding my chance on her since I don't want her to be hurt."

"No! You don't understand! I am your fiancee, you are supposed to love me and only me and besides we're having a baby."

What the f****** f***? He hid this to me? How could he? I trust him so much and told him everything about me but he did this?

So while we are together he f×××** a girl? He cheated on me! I felt my eyes tearing up. I can't handle this! Where did we go wrong?! Why didn't he tell me he had a fiancee?!

We lasted this long! I can accept the fact that he had a fiancee because I knew many rich people does that! And I can fight for him! But the question is, will he? I sunk into my chair boiling in anger with tears streaming down my face.

I thought all along that the reason why he seems faraway from me was because of work and work but what I didn't know was that he's cheating on me behind my back!

I thought he loved me but I guess I thought wrong.

"You're lying!"

"No!!! You are my first and you know---"

I didn't let myself hear the rest since it was pure torture! I stood up from my chair and storm out of the coffeeshop. People are throwing me looks as I approach my car but I couldn't careless. I drive my way to his house and then wait for him to come back.

I am not a selfish person! I don't want to deprive of the baby's right to his father! So I want to talk to him and end this once for good.

But before that I went to his room and pull out my suitcases and then put my things into it. I don't want to be here anymore. It's not that hard to gather my things since most of it are bought by him and I don't want to carry the things that will remind me of him.