Jimin had willing walked out of my life so I no longer wanted to bother him with my problems. I could foresee the difficulty I would have to face, without him. After all, I had became completely dependent on him however I still had some pride left on me.
At that moment throwing my dignity away, I had fallen low to the point I had forced myself upon him, something I never imagined of doing but still he had rejected me as if my touch stung him.
Now that I think about it maybe he had already begun to get tired of me however couldn't express because of the fragile state of my mind so now that he got a perfect distraction he went for it without a second thought.
I wouldn't blame him though for leaving me after all, I was partially to blame for his crude behavior. Knowingly or unknowingly, I had made him feel dejected so all I hoped was for him to get all the happiness he deserved.
The sadness his absence had brought to my life was greater than the dread of the unknown entity that was after me but still I prayed for his life to be without even a pinch of hardship.
While I was tangled in darkest thoughts which were like a web I was trapped in, a soft hand took hold of my hand and entwined our fingers together into a strong grip.
I turned to face Jungkook who was gazing my face with his deep doe eyes. When he got my attention, he flashed me a genuine smile which was so pure and bright that at once all of my problems anxiety and agony perished into a thin air.
"We will be all fine"
he whispered and my heart raced, putting my faith on his words.