Chapter 101 : Nanase Feelings (R-18)

Today is a special sale day at Keyaki Mall. Vegetables are being sold at rock-bottom prices, and ZARA and BEAMS are offering 60% off. On top of that, Levi's jeans are on sale too, so I bought various clothes. Now, as I walk back home with a big smile on my face, I realize it's already past 7 PM. By late August, it starts getting dark around this time, and I can feel the change of seasons, though it's still a bit muggy.

"Hanging on to the summer constellations~ Looking down at the fireworks from above~"

As I cheerfully sing to myself while walking, I spot Tsubasa Nanase from Class 1-D sitting on a swing in the park, looking dejected and swaying alone. Concerned about her, I sit on the swing next to hers and press the cold aluminum can of cider against her neck.

"Eek...!"

"...What's up? Why are you sitting here alone?"

"Well, around this time of year... even if time passes, losing someone important doesn't change how you feel inside... I'm sorry, that was a weird thing to say."

I hand her the juice, and she takes it, saying "Thank you." Apparently, Nanase has also lost someone close to her. During the Obon season, such memories are unavoidable. In a way, though different, we share a similar experience.

"It's fine. If you want, you can vent to me or talk about anything."

As I try to match her feelings and ask gently, she starts to blame herself, looking both sad and regretful.

"I'm such a horrible person... I held a grudge against Ayanokouji-senpai, and during the exam, I even resorted to using force to try to get him expelled. But I couldn't even come close."

Nanase laughs bitterly. That must be why she had a conflict with Kiyotaka during that exam. However, I don't understand why she holds such a grudge against him.

"By the way, Nanase, you have pretty big boobs, don't you?"

"What! I thought you were going to listen to me! How can you suddenly bring up my chest like that? That's so rude!"

She looked so troubled that I tried to cheer her up by changing the topic randomly. Seeing her soften a bit made me feel slightly relieved.

This time, I seriously asked her what happened, gently inquiring. With a relieved expression, she began to speak nostalgically with a soft smile.

"I had a childhood friend, my first love. His name was Eiichiro Matsuo. From kindergarten to middle school graduation, we were always together—studying, playing, even extracurricular activities. He was better than me at everything, someone I looked up to, admired, and loved. But this February, he hung himself in his apartment."

"..."

I've heard that name before. I remember Nanase mistaking me for Eiichiro-kun when she was half-asleep.

"I came to this school to avenge him. I'm sure you've heard from Horikita-senpai about the White Room's operatives."

Nanase was likely one of the students sent to target Kiyotaka from the White Room. But I don't think that's her true nature. Still, I don't understand why she holds a grudge against Kiyotaka. What connection did Eiichiro-kun have with him?

As I pondered, Nanase continued speaking.

"Eiichiro-kun's father was Ayanokouji-senpai's caretaker in the White Room. To help Ayanokouji-senpai escape, his father cooperated with him, resulting in severe repercussions from Ayanokouji-senpai's father. Eiichiro-kun's father ended up committing self-immolation."

What a disgusting story.

"Eiichiro-kun faced similar harassment, was driven out of his home, and even quit high school to start working. Though we had less time together, our relationship remained unchanged, or so I thought."

Nanase clenched her fist, her voice trembling.

"Even after giving up on further education and losing his father, he continued to face forward, trying to do his best... He smiled in front of me, but in the end, he met a tragic fate and took his own life."

Eiichiro Matsuo must have given up on clinging to life after trying so hard for so long. Hearing Nanase's story made my own past struggles seem trivial. There are people who have suffered more than me, yet I selfishly thought I was the only one who experienced hell. How foolish.

But Kiyotaka's father is a despicable person. It reminds me of my own father, making me angry. If I ever encounter him, I want to beat him up, but it probably won't be that easy.

"...I see, and with Tsukishiro..."

"Yes... I just wanted to vent my frustration somewhere, to anyone. My anger, sadness, and frustration... I took it out on Ayanokoji-senpai, who had nothing to do with it, and now I feel nothing but self-loathing."

Kiyotaka has his own struggles, but the one who has suffered the most is undoubtedly Nanase, who lost someone she deeply cared about. Kiyotaka, Nanase, Eiichiro-kun, and his father, Matsuo—Kiyotaka's father brought misery to all these people for his own selfish reasons. It's unforgivable, and I certainly won't forgive him.

"...Even if I want to forget, I can't."

The past remains in our hearts whether we like it or not. The more traumatic it is, the more it lingers as an indelible memory.

"...I understand, not out of sympathy, but because I know. When you lose someone important right before your eyes... those feelings have to be directed somewhere, even if it means blaming someone else. It's natural to feel that way."

As I gently pat Nanase's head, she looks at me with strong, determined eyes.

"Horagasaki-senpai... how do you... understand?"

"Hmm? I wonder why... but I just do."

"...If it were anyone else, I'd probably yell at them not to speak as if they understand. But with you, Horagasaki-senpai, I can't say anything... I shouldn't ask, but have you also... lost someone important?"

Nanase asks, her voice trembling. It wouldn't be fair not to answer when she's opened up to me. Not that I want her to feel sad for me, but as someone who's been through a similar experience, I decide to share.

"Yeah, kind of. Back in middle school, I was the same kind of person as Housen and Ryuuen."

"...A delinquent?"

"Pretty lame, but yeah, that's about right."

I laugh as I answer, and Nanase looks extremely surprised at how different I must seem now.

"My mother wasn't around since I was born, and my father was always away for work. I lived with my sister, who's two years older than me."

"Senpai..."

"But my dad was a total piece of garbage. In the summer of my third year of middle school, around this time, he got fired for embezzlement and hung himself at home."

"..."

"I tried to support the household by working, but nobody would hire the son of an embezzler. Given my reputation back then, it was no wonder."

"What did you do after that?"

"After that..."

I hesitated for a moment, and Nanase began to apologize cautiously.

"I'm sorry, senpai. I shouldn't have asked."

She looks so worried and sad, cutting me off. But I want her to understand, so I continue.

"My sister dropped out of high school to start working. She was already frail, constantly in and out of the hospital. Despite that, she took on multiple jobs, pushing herself to earn money for my tuition and to support the household."

"..."

"But in January of last year, she collapsed from overwork. I rushed to the hospital, where she was lying weakly with an oxygen tank. It was unbearable to see her like that."

"...Senpai..."

"She didn't want me to work, so she carried all the burden herself, working until her body gave out. She prioritized my happiness above all else, and that night, she passed away with a gentle smile right in front of me."

"..."

"I can never forget the look on her face. If my dad hadn't died, if he hadn't embezzled, my sister wouldn't have had to die. I've lived with that frustration, anger, and sadness directed at my dad. You can understand, right? When someone you've lived with for 16 years dies in front of you, you can't just stay normal. So, I understand your feelings."

"...Senpai... you've been through that too. It's not just me; you've had to endure such pain as well."

Nanase looks at me with tears in her eyes. She's a kind person who can understand others' pain and empathize with them.

"I might have misunderstood you, senpai."

"Huh?"

"I always thought you were unserious, lazy, rude, self-centered, insensitive, condescending, a hopeless pervert, a mood-swinging womanizer, a flirt who could do anything perfectly and seemed to enjoy life."

"Wait, that's just insulting..."

I was taken aback by her harsh words, but she looked serious. Was I really that bad?

"But despite all that, you hide your pain and act cheerful in front of others. You're too kind, senpai."

"..."

"Please, don't overwork yourself, senpai."

"Nanase..."

She gently smiles and pats my head as if looking up to me. Despite being younger, she seems more mature and reliable than I am. But it's clear she's also struggling to hide her past sorrows, making her seem vulnerable.

"The one who's suffering the most is you, Nanase... Why am I the one being comforted?"

"Well, hearing your story, senpai... it's a bit overwhelming."

"...But Nanase, aren't you the one pushing yourself too hard?"

"Huh?"

"When I first approached you, you looked incredibly sad."

"That's..."

"I don't want you to suffer any more than you already have."

"...Senpai, you're too kind."

She hugs me tightly, tears streaming down her face. Everyone has their struggles—me, her, Kiyotaka. Nobody lives an easy life. As I hug her back and pat her head, she starts crying like a child.

"Eiichiro-kun... Please don't leave me... snf... snf..."

I continued to comfort her, feeling like I was soothing a little sister or daughter, holding her close for a while.

"There, there..."

"Snf... I'm sorry for showing you such an unsightly side of me..."

"It's okay... It's already dark, so be careful on your way back."

"You won't walk me home? How typical of a selfish senpai..."

Wow, she immediately goes back to criticizing me once she's feeling better. Being insulted by a first-year student is pretty tough.

"Well... Do you want me to walk you home?"

"...Yes."

Nanase wipes her tears with her arm and nods with a smile. We walk shoulder to shoulder towards the dormitory. The school grounds are unnecessarily vast, making the dorms feel far away, but talking makes the walk feel quick.

"Should I carry your bags?"

"Oh, no, it's okay. These are rare items I just got, so I'd hate for them to get dirty."

"That's too rude!"

As we chatted, her stomach made a cute growling sound, and she turned red, insisting it was just my imagination, but it was obvious she was hungry.

"...Should I make you something?"

"Y-yes... please."

Seeing her so embarrassed and cute, I invited her to my room. And don't say anything about taking her home!

...

After walking for a while, we took the elevator and entered room 304. As soon as we stepped inside, Nanase widened her eyes.

"This room is as spacious as ever."

"Right? So, what do you want to eat?"

I tied my favorite plain black apron behind me and spoke to Nanase. She didn't just say "anything's fine," which was helpful.

"Um… Oh! I'd like something fried!"

Oh boy, that's quite heavy. That's why you've got such a voluptuous chest. All those nutrients must be going straight there, right? Sakayanagi might get jealous.

"I feel like you just made fun of me, senpai…"

"No, I didn't. Oh, let's use this."

"Senpai, you're good at cooking, huh…"

"This is just the beginning."

I stirred the chopsticks and beat the eggs. Nanase was leaning on the kitchen counter, peeking over it with just her eyes showing, watching me. That's adorable.

"You're really quick at this."

"Hey, don't be a bother."

"What?! That's so mean, senpai. You seem ruder than before."

"Shut up. If you don't be quiet, I'm stopping right here."

"I'm sorry! Please don't do that."

I turned off the heat just before the preheated oil started to boil, silencing Nanase. She quickly bowed at a perfect 90 degrees and apologized. I couldn't help but laugh at her.

Sizzle.

"Wow…"

Just frying some pork in oil made Nanase exclaim in admiration. She seemed excitedly anticipating the finished product. Haven't you seen this done before?

"What's with you? Are you that eager to eat?"

"Yes! The delicious smell is making me incredibly hungry!"

"Geez. Go sit at the table and wait. I'll make it as fast as I can."

"Okay!"

I feel like a mom. As I thought that, Nanase opened her mouth with a smile.

"Hehe, you really seem like a mom, senpai!"

"If you don't shut up, I'll fry those boobs of yours in oil."

"That's too harsh!"

I fried a whole tonkatsu and then moved on to frying some horse mackerel, then tempura with sweet potatoes, pumpkins, and lotus roots. But since this is too greasy and unhealthy, I also prepared shredded cabbage, mini tomatoes, vinegared seaweed with spring onions and octopus, pickled vegetables like shibazuke and lightly pickled cucumbers, and miso soup with tofu, leftover seaweed, and fried tofu. Nanase's eyes sparkled as she gazed at the meal like it was a treasure.

"Eat while it's warm."

"Thank you for the meal!"

Nanase clasped her hands together politely and started with the whole fried horse mackerel.

"Mmm! It's delicious!"

With her cheeks full like a squirrel, she touched her cheek and smiled blissfully. She looked so cute and childlike that I felt an urge to spoil her.

"Wow, this tonkatsu is really crispy! And the rice is perfectly cooked!"

"Okay, okay, don't talk with your mouth full. It's bad manners."

I gently wiped the sauce off her mouth with a towel as I looked after her. She really is like a pet.

"Phew… The miso soup is delicious too."

"You think everything's delicious, don't you?"

"Yes! The vinegared dish isn't too sour, and did you make the pickles too?"

"Yes, I did."

"They're really good! You're like a grandmother rather than a mother, senpai."

"I'm not that old."

"Hehe."

"Well, I'm glad you're enjoying it. It makes it worth the effort when you eat everything so happily."

You sure eat fast, though.

"Phew, thank you for the meal."

"You're welcome."

"That might have been the best meal I've ever had in my life."

"You're exaggerating… but thanks."

Being praised this much makes me happy. Honestly, I'm smiling widely, but I'm trying to hold it in.

"Nanase, do you want some pear?"

"Oh, I'd love some!"

She raised her hand cutely. I'm really soft on her. I used another knife and cutting board to peel two pears. Nanase, watching me with amazement, exclaimed again.

"Huh? What's up?"

"I just thought you're really good at peeling pears… Look, the skin is peeling off continuously."

"It's easier this way; less mess."

"Senpai, please marry me."

"Idiot, why would I become a woman?"

I laughed while peeling the second pear. Then I cut the pear into bite-sized pieces, stuck them with fruit picks, and served them to Nanase.

"Wow! Thank you for the meal! I'm so happy to have something this luxurious!"

"I'm glad to hear that."

Watching her munching away, I rested my chin in my hand at the table. Nanase, looking puzzled, extended the pear she was about to eat toward me.

"Hehe, I'm fine. No one's going to take it from you, so eat slowly."

"Okay!"

This is so peaceful. Thinking about it, I don't have much to worry about. It's Kiyotaka who's having a hard time, not me. I'll just enjoy my school life leisurely.

"Thank you for the meal!"

"Alright, I'll wash the dishes, so you can head home now."

While washing the dishes in the sink, I said that, but Nanase, with a big smile, said something unexpected.

"No, I won't!"

"Huh?"

Did I hear that right? Did she just say no?

"I'm going to stay and play here!"

Apparently, I didn't mishear. But she's definitely eyeing the food… She flopped onto the bed and said, "Oh, this feels nice," and started to sleep. Is she serious? Oh well, can't be helped.

I covered her with a blanket and took a shower. Nanase must be tired today. She cried, ate, and now she's sleeping...like a baby, but she probably had a lot of stress. It's getting late, about 9 PM. It's early to go to bed, but some people sleep at this hour. After my shower, I found Nanase sound asleep. I thought I should wake her up and send her home, even if I had to be a bit forceful.

"Wake up, Nanase."

"Mmm… Oh, it's Eiichiro-kun."

"No, it's Horagasaki!"

"Hehe, I won't let you go, Eiichiro-kun."

Nanase grabbed me and pulled me onto the bed. She's warm. Well, she's sleeping, so that's expected. Oh no, I'm getting sleepy too… No, I have to wake her up.

"Nanase, it's fine to sleep, but you need to take a bath and brush your teeth."

"Mmm… The bath can wait until tomorrow…"

"Okay, but at least brush your teeth?"

"Okay~. Eiichiro-kun, brush them for me~."

"I'm HoragasakiYou can brush your own teeth, can't you?"

"Boo, Eiichiro-kun is so cold… Just like Horagasaki-senpai… Huh, huh?!"

Rubbing her sleepy eyes, she got up and looked at my face, then her eyes went wide and her face turned bright red in surprise.

"I-I'm sorry, senpai!"

"It's alright, but I'm not Eiichiro-kun, okay? Were you dreaming about him?"

"...Yes, I dreamt I met Eiichiro-kun. Whenever I dream about him, I wake up to find you, Horagasaki-senpai. Maybe you and Eiichiro-kun look a bit alike… No, not at all, sorry."

"Hey."

"Well, I'll brush my teeth. Oh, and by the way, I'll be staying over."

"Sure, there are new toothbrushes in the second drawer from the top."

"Okay!"

I figured she would stay over. Why do I have extra toothbrushes? Well, I stole a bunch from my room during the cruise vacation. I thought it'd be handy not to have to buy any, and it turned out to be useful.

A few minutes later, Nanase came back after brushing her teeth. Since she didn't have pajamas, I gave her a t-shirt and shorts to change into.

"...The pants are too hot, so I'll skip them."

She said this and took off her bra, wearing only the t-shirt. Her t-shirt look is way too sexy, her bare thighs just peeking out, looking like a sexy older sister. Then she got into bed and patted it, indicating I should sleep there too.

Looks like I'm sleeping with Nanase tonight. When I got into bed, I felt like I was sinking into a comfortable swamp. The bed with Nanase in it was at a nice body temperature, making me want to sleep immediately.

"Damn… I'm gonna fall asleep."

I surrendered to the warmth and drifted into a dream, enveloped in Nanase's warmth.

"Oh, senpai fell asleep... Wait, his clothes are all disheveled... Kind of sexy though... I'll go to sleep too!"

~~~

"Mmm... Ah... Horagasaki-senpai♡"

The next morning, as I felt the bed moving and heard some very obscene, squelching sounds, I couldn't help but wake up. I slowly opened my sleepy eyes and looked to the side.

"Senpai... If you do my pussy so roughly♡ Ah♡ I'm coming, I'm coming♡"

Right. There was my kouhai, repeatedly calling my name and indulging in self-pleasure. Should I pretend to stay asleep? While thinking that, Nanase noticed my gaze just before climax and our eyes met.

"Ah..."

"...G-good morning."

"Did you... see?"

"...Well, yes."

"Ugh..."

Nanase covered her face with both hands and squirmed in embarrassment, then slowly regained her composure.

"Senpai... I was using you as a fantasy... to comfort myself."

"I see..."

"So... I want you to make a mess of me, senpai."

Blushing, Nanase opened the chest of her shirt, giving me a glimpse of her breasts. Um, is this really okay?

"But, what about Eiichiro-kun?"

"I... I can't forget about Eiichiro-kun. But right now, I want to give myself to you, senpai."

With a determined look in her eyes, Nanase gazed at me. It seemed she was serious.

"Just so you know, I don't open my legs easily. But I'll open them for you, senpai.♡"

Apparently, Nanase was only being like this with me. Since she had been masturbating earlier, her panties were down around her ankles, and her shirt was pushed up from her groping.

"Nanase, from now on, I'm going to comfort you..."

With that, I pushed Nanase down. She shrank back slightly, blushing and looking embarrassed, but she nodded slightly.

In that moment, I stole her lips, kissing her deeply while groping her exposed chest.

"Mmm... slurp... suck..."

"Haa... ah... suck... slurp..."

"Suck... kiss... pop..."

I lasciviously stroked her pink areolas and toyed with her erect nipples, enjoying her ample breasts to my heart's content.

"So soft..."

"Ahn... no... ah..."

Feeling the pleasure, her nipples began to get wet, and her secret place started dripping with love juices. Noticing this, I placed my hands on her knees and spread her legs.

"This pose is so embarrassing..."

Blushing and looking at me with moist eyes, Nanase made my heart race. Gently holding her, I inserted my left finger into her vagina.

Since it was already wet, my finger slid in smoothly, and from the start, it was drenched deep inside, incredibly wet.

"Aah... no..."

I stirred her pussy, and Nanase's body trembled, revealing her most sensitive spots.

"Stop... that..."

"Oh, you're really feeling it."

Quickening my pace, a thick, white fluid clung to my fingers. Ignoring this, I sped up even more, making Nanase's moans grow louder.

"No... not so rough... don't stir it so much..."

"Hey, are you about to come?"

I provocatively smiled at her, and Nanase nodded vigorously, her breathing heavy.

"I'm... I'm coming!"

"Go ahead... come."

"Aaah..."

At that moment, Nanase squirted a massive amount. Overwhelmed by pleasure, she looked at me with a seductive smile, bit a condom wrapper in her mouth, and tied her hair into a ponytail.

It seems she's getting serious now.

"Let's put on a condom first, okay?♡"

Nanase took the condom she had been holding in her mouth and slowly lowered it onto my erect cock.

"When we're done, let's do it raw?♡"

"Y-Yes."

Nanase gently presses my lips with her index finger.

She's so sexy... This isn't the level of sex appeal a first year high school student can show.

"So, can you let me in?"

It's been a while since I last used a condom... I thought to myself as I inserted it into Nanase's vagina.

"Hmmmm, ahhh♡ It really is big, isn't it♡"

Nanase closes her eyes and endures the pain.

Even through the condom, I can tell that her vagina is tight, but raw is still the best.

"Then I'll move it."

"Yes...♡"

I moved my hips and repeated the piston movement, going in and out.

"Ahh♡Ahh♡Ahhh♡"

It certainly feels good, but I just can't hold back.

Once I pulled my cock out of her vagina, Nanase had a confused look on her face.

"Sorry, I want to do it raw with you after all."

"Ufufu ♡ Well done ♡ That's good, senpai's warm, big, thick cock... Can you make me feel it raw? ♡"

Unable to resist, I removed the condom and thrust my cock deep into her vagina.

At that time, a lewd squelching sound was heard, and Nanase's pussy seemed to realize that I was about to come, as she gripped my penis tighter than before and did not let go.

"Ahhhhhhh ♡ It's in, it's coming ♡"

"Wow... it's warm... it's the best."

I couldn't help but move my hips as soon as I put it in.

"Hmmmm♡ Move it, please♡"

"Well then... hang in there."

With that shout, the tip of his glans is thrust into his uterus, and Nanase begins to make a finished expression.

"Hyaaaaah!♡ It reached all the way to the back!♡ It's really feeling good, my uterus is being dug up!♡"

"Me too... it feels good."

"Oh no ♡ Oh no ♡ This is getting addictive ♡ I'm having sex with you ♡ I can only entrust my body to Horagasaki ♡"

"Ah... Tsubasa. I absolutely won't hand you over to Kiyotaka."

"Ahhhh♡ Only Jin-senpai's penis, I can't handle it♡"

"Oh no... I'm coming..."

"Ahhh♡ Ahh♡ Come, please♡ Senpai, ahh ahh♡ Pour your semen into my perverted pussy, please~♡"

"...! Oh no!"

At that moment, I was hit with the urge to ejaculate and poured a huge amount of semen into Nanase's womb, cumming inside her.

"Ahhh haaaaaaahh ♡♡♡♡♡"

Nanase arches her back and is covered in semen.

She falls to the bed, breathing heavily. without caring about her situation, I lifts her up and enjoys the standing position.

"Eh, wait... I just came."

"I've been feeling a bit down. Sorry..."

Squelchy

"Ohhhhhhhh♡♡♡It feels so good♡"

The second time, without a break, my dick was too hard.

But Nanase didn't seem to mind, so I was glad.

After that, it was a sex festival with Nanase all day, and I spent the best summer vacation with my junior.

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