There is always a desire to assert that it is oneself who stands by his side. But it is also fully understood that this has not yet been realized. Therefore, being caught between these two emotions, one is occasionally unable to move. Whenever seeing him show a troubled smile, one truly feels one's own insignificance.
During the time when one is not by his side, there are many things one doesn't know. No matter how one tries to fill such gaps, they cannot be filled. One cannot know.
However, that burning impatience in the heart has been faintly burning inside all along. Clearly knowing that the two people's hands are tightly connected, but why does this uneasiness never disappear.
"Blake."