Accept

Jasons pov

It is then that I notice three bodies surrounding my mate.

What happened?

I take her into my arms and she makes a sound of pain.

"I'm sorry! " I say to her even though she can't hear me.

Why Goddess? Why did I have to find my mate the same day I lost my heart?

I look at her and a feeling of joy and love spreads all over my being.

Could it be that you knew she would be my salvation in this hopeless loveless world?

How can I learn to love again when all it has done is break me?

The answer is simple, I won't! I will not reject her but neither will I accept her.

Her face is that of an angel and oh how I long to hear her voice... "STOP! YOU CAN'T BE THINKING LIKE THAT! YOU WILL ONLY BE FRIENDS! " I scold myself.

I get up and run as fast as I can to the pack doctor.

I get there and the doctor tells me to wait outside.

I do so because I just want to know... NO, NEED to know if she'll be okay.

After that, I'll distance myself.