That’s why I don’t leave on time

We wake up in the morning wrapped around each other in our bed, in our place. I open my eyes and kiss him lightly on his lips. He kisses me his arms feeling his way through my body.

"I love waking up to you" he says softly.

I put my hands on him. Cupping his balls and stroking his cock.

"Taylor" he moans and I smile.

His hands find there own way between my legs and he strokes me there. I open my legs for him.

He climbs on top of me telling me I'm insatiable with a huge grin on his face. When he pushes his way inside of me he feels so familiar. I arch my hips to him already feeling really wet and turned on.

He stays still for a minute and I moan underneath him moving my hips up to meet him.

"You want me to fuck you hard Taylor or softly" he asks in my ear.

"Hard" I whisper to him.

He practically growls in my ear and gets to work.

He thrusts into me forcefully, his hands clasp mine above my head. He kisses my lips as he's ploughing into me.

"You're all mine Taylor, I love you so much" he says in my ear.

"I'm all yours Matty." I tell him.

"I love you" I say kissing him.

"Fuck Tay" he smiles

"I'm already nearly there" he tells me

"You turn me on so much" he adds

I reach my climax whilst he's talking to me. It really turns him on, I can tell. When I come saying his name it's like he can't help himself and he comes inside me. Holding me in place.

Before climbing off of me he kisses down my body lingering on my tummy. I smile at him and he chuckles.

"It's not that quick, my love" I tell him laughing.

He climbs off of me and pulls me into him.

"I know, I know" he says sighing.

"You're really into the idea of it though aren't you?" I say smiling.

"How can you tell?" He laughs.

"I mean we would be fine, we have this place. And I know you are the only person I ever want to have any kind of life with" he says looking at me in bed.

"How are you feeling about it?" He asks.

"I didn't think I would say this but..." I take his hand and put it on my tummy.

"But now it's an option I feel like I want it more than anything, with you" I say smiling.

He kisses me passionately.

After that I get ready curling my hair a bit and putting on my new makeup. I wear my new mini skirt, tights and pale pink shirt. Matty sits on the bed watching me dress smiling approvingly. He's wearing a black t shirt and jumper, and his grey jeans. His hair is pushed back and he looks like a model. I sigh. No wonder all the girls know his name.

"I'm so lucky" I say looking at him. I wrap his hair around my fingers leaning into him a little.

"Mmm so am I" he pulls my hips towards him. He kisses my waist again and I smile.

"Want pancakes?" He asks head still resting on my waist.

"Of course" I laugh.

Matty makes us some pancakes, and we eat together before leaving for university. When we head out to the car it's snowing and I wrap myself in my scarf and leather jacket. He puts the heater on full and the music on low. I smile over at him. He's driving with one hand on me and the other on the wheel.

He drives slow because of the snow but we get to uni just fine and on time.

"I'm walking you to psychology" he says when he parks up.

"Okay" I chuckle.

We head to the lecture room and I'm relieved that Jay isn't waiting outside for me. I could do without the tension. Inevitably Matty's still not happy with him.

He kisses me passionately at the door, I get lost in him. My hands on his arms. I kiss him back fully.

Somebody clears his throat to the side of us.

It's Jay of course.

"You're gonna make her late" he laughs

"Shhh" I tell him. I kiss Matty again and then he breaks off from me and says he'll see me after the gym. He doesn't get angry with Jay he just eyes him carefully and then leaves.

I turn my attention to Jay. He's carrying a gym bag too and I eye it.

"Same idea?" I laugh.

"I don't have to go..." he begins.

"I only have one lecture today and I usually hit the gym because of that" he explains.

"It's fine. You will be doing weights anyways right" I tease.

"You won't?" He laughs.

"No I'm running" I say.

He sighs. And we walk in to our seats. We place our gym bags on Ross' seat. We said we wouldn't mention it again. I'm going with that for now, ignore the whole thing. It's a normal lecture.

I put my speech to text on and sit back with my legs crossed in Jay's direction. He eyes my legs briefly, and I remember his admission of being a legs guy at the party.

I glance at him and he smiles looking away from me.

The lecture flies by and I feel like I can relax again. I take a few notes and write a few questions down as they come to me. We have an assessment coming up, it's group work and I already know who I'm working with. I'll have to include Ross into our group so that I don't have to be alone with Jay.

Once the lecture starts wrapping up I turn to Jay and he's just watching me. I pull my scarf back on self consciously and he looks away.

"You, me and Ross?" I say.

"Sure sounds great, Ross will be out soon too" he adds.

I just stare at him. Why is he being so agreeable? And easy to deal with. I pack up everything planning on getting out of there before I think about him yet again with his lips and piercing eyes. I swear I'm horny all the time. Maybe I just have hot friends.

"Something I said" he asks as I'm cramming everything back into my hand bag.

"No we are all good" I say not looking at him.

"I'll see you later" I say and then stand and decidedly walk out.

Of course it wouldn't be Jay if he didn't follow me. He holds his laptop under his arm, Casually. He walks behind me fairly closely and I decide to ignore him. That's hard though when every single girl glances at him as they pass by.

The hall gets packed and I feel claustrophobic. I can feel his body behind me achingly close to mine. People are pushing by trying to get to where they want to go, I wait ducking out to the side. Hoping he'll lose me to the crowd. He doesn't he stands facing me. Eyes raking over me briefly and then looking away.

When the crowd dies down he smiles and turns around to start walking again. I follow him this time.

"That's why I dont leave on time" he laughs.

I smirk at him.

We walk outside and to the gym together. I head into the girls changing rooms. I take a minute to just relax then I get changed. I curse myself for bringing my sexiest gym outfit. It's just a black sports bra and black shorts. Both are tight and a bit revealing. I tie my hair up and decide to just ignore him in the gym at all costs.

I walk in the music is on and it's empty. I spot him over by the weights. He's shirtless and just wearing shorts. I look away and stretch out first on the mats. I forget all about him, I get on one of the many free treadmills. I start jogging first, I'm feeling great so I increase the pace. Time flies and I look down at the numbers and realise I've been running for 50 minutes. Even I'm impressed. The best time to work out is when you're trying to stop thinking about something. It's a good escape.

I decrease the pace and cool down. When I stop I stretch on the treadmill again using the rails to stretch out my legs.

I decide to fix up my hair in the mirror. I pull the elastic out and shake out my hair. I know he's watching me, I can feel him. The problem with us is it's just sexual tension. I leave my hair for a minute and go over to him.

"All good babe?" He winks at me.

"Didn't say you could run for like hours" he laughs

"Didn't know I could" I say

He's laying on the bench press getting ready to lift.

"You're just in time to spot me actually, just watch I don't fuck it up." He laughs. He's lifting something heavy, I stand to his side and spot for him, he does 3 sets of 10. His arms are crazy strong but he still looks lean.

He sits up eyes in line with my legs.

"That's just not fair babe" he says smiling looking at my shorts.

"Ohh shh you don't have to look" I laugh.

I walk over to the leg press and put it on 60lbs I sit back and push it, it's hurts but it will pay off. He comes to stand next to me.

"Tay you know I won't tell anybody right, that you, god forbid, want me" he laughs.

"Doesn't matter I will know" I say sitting back resting my legs gazing up at him. I mean I'm not sure any girl could not gaze at him like this. His lightly tanned chest, natural dirty blonde hair.

"Oh you will know about it for sure" he laughs and walks off to do some assisted pull ups. I flush bright red.

He's facing the opposite direction and I just lay there watching him, his bare back is so sexy. I decide I should probably do something instead of staring at him, his arms flexing as he lifts his body weight up. His shorts reach low down his waist and I'm distracted. I need to get away from him and fast.

I decide I'm thoroughly spent after my hour run, I go and lay on the cool down mats over the other side. And I just chill for a bit closing my eyes and lightly stretching.

I feel him sitting down next to me and I dare not open my eyes.

"Want me to fuck off?" He says

I laugh out loud opening my eyes. He actually looks concerned. I think maybe I'm messing with his head rather than him messing with me. I sit up facing him.

"That's the problem isn't it though" I say looking at him.

"You can't just do that? You have to show me how incredibly sexy you are" I say smiling.

"Me?! You're the one wearing next to nothing around me all the time" he says back.

"At least I'm wearing something" I say looking at his chest and swatting him playfully.

He smirks.

"What do you want then" he asks brushing my leg lightly with his thumb. We're sitting face to face on the mat together my legs stretched out to the side of him.

"I want to stick to our plan, let's just not mention what happened between us at Ryan's. Forget about it and be friends" I say watching him.

"Okay then that's what we'll do" he smiles. That was easy, what's the catch?

"Except you're gonna have to not bite your lip around me at all like that" he says eyeing my mouth.

"Fucking hell babe, you don't realise how into you I am do you ?" He chuckles.

"You're not into me, Jay you just want me" I laugh.

"I am into you, I'd fucking love it if you just gave me a chance to show you" he says smiling.

"That's all I need babe, one chance" he says.

"Can you give me that" he pleads.

"But I thought you just wanted to have sex" I say smiling.

"Yes that and everything else that comes along with it" he says.

I swallow. That was direct.

He pulls me closer to him and I tense up.

"Im sorry" he says looking away.

"Jay" I say and he looks back at me. He's sad I can tell that much. He's actually upset by my rebuke. I expected him to be cocky.

"You do not have feelings for me, that's not how this is supposed to go. You're supposed to stay with Rach and make her happy" I tell him.

"Problem is I don't feel anything for her." He says looking down.