Loneliness

After her date at the space with Michael, KM's mind went blank. She felt like she's missing something or someone in her life. She felt lonely. For some reason, loneliness crept inside her heart that even her songwriting nor singing career, nor her parents and siblings could not help fill in her loneliness she felt at this moment. She longed for someone to be with her all the time. She's actually confused of what she's feeling right now. She's contemplating and pondering of what will she gonna do next in her life. She could have it all that she have in her life, her career, family and wealth, but she don't have someone in her life that she could hold onto with, like a soulmate/partner in her life. Inspite of all that she have, she felt alone now.

She spent her whole day and night just inside her room feeling so lonely. She had her meals delivered by their butler to her room and didn't want to go out anywhere other than being inside her room.

She tried to get some sleep but to no avail.

"What am I feeling right now? Why am I suddenly feeling this way? Am I going crazy? I hope not! Why am I feeling so lonely and sad this time? What will I do with my life then?" thoughts and questions bombarded in her mind.

She listened to some songs on her phone, she tried reading novels online, she tried scrolling on websites online, she tried exercising, she tried watching some movies, she tried strumming her guitar, she tried thinking of positive things to try to fade away the loneliness she felt inside, and yet to no avail.

"What is happening to me? Am I sick? Why am I experiencing this way? Gosh!"

All of a sudden she heard bling bling on her phone. She opened her phone and checked on her messenger. It suddenly lit up her mood when she got a message from Michael.

"Hi KM, thanks for our date last night, I enjoyed it with you. 😊😘 Hope we will have more dates to come soon. I love you! 😘 "

"Hi Michael. Yes I enjoyed much my date with you last night too. I'll be checking my schedules then since I will be busy recording this coming week and so on. I will message you then of when can I insert our next date in between my schedules. 😊" KM replied.

"Okay.I'm just a bling bling away. 😊 Anyways, in the meantime, allow me to keep sending messages to you everyday while waiting for our next scheduled date, okay?" Michael replied.

"Yes, no probs. 😊 I might be always online here but I'm actually busy and will only reply to you in between my breaks then. I got to go. Chat you next time then." KM ended 'coz she doesn't want to expose her growing feelings towards him yet. For she wants him to work for it.

"Okay, I understand. No worries. Chat you next time then. 😘"

Wow! Her mood drastically changed. With just a simple message from Michael lifts her spirit already, from being lonely to feeling joy somehow.

She smiled herself...

"Am I falling for him already? tsk tsk, it's still too soon to tell. I shall see and test him how he will work to win my heart then. Besides, I still have some upcoming dates with other men. I shall see also how I would be feeling towards them then." KM just mumbling to herself but couldn't hide her feeling of joy in her heart though.

"Whatever will be the outcome then with my dating life, time will tell. Que sera, sera. Whatever will be, will be." KM smiled.

She then checked on her schedules for the upcoming week. She will have a date on Monday and on Tuesday, she will have a recording duet for her album. Then she will be preparing for her local promotional tours for her 2 albums, so she will really be very busy this coming week and the next week too.

But on the third week she will have a one week break. By that time then she can schedule her next date with Michael. For some reasons, an excited feeling crept into her heart thinking of her next date with Michael.

"Okay then I will schedule my next date with Michael on wednesday of the third week then. Done plotting it on my sched. Now I will message him then." KM talking to herself decided to inform Michael of her schedule. She then opened her messenger again and typed her message to send it to him.

"Hi, Michael, I've checked on my schedules and I've scheduled our next date on Wednesday of the third week. Would that be okay to you?"

"That would be great then. Do you have any request of where and how will be our next date then?" Michael immediately replied.

"Nope. Surprise me then. 😊"

"Wednesday of third week it would be our next date then. Looking forward for it. 😊"

"Okay, got to go now. See you soon. 😊"

"See you soon. 😘 "