My Heart....My Feelings My Happiness

Y/n's POV

Jungkook didn't left my hand as he glared at me "mama " jae said as I looked at him my eyes softening immediately "Please think about yourself first " he said as I looked at him amused how can this little 3 year old be this good with words ? I smiled "do you trust mama ?" I asked as he nodded immediately "then don't worry about anything go and play " I kept him down as he looked at me and smiled as he gone away to his room "leave my hand kook " I said as he didn't left It "you wanna know why i can't choose " i said as he pulled me close to himself...my breath hitched as i saw his face closer to mine "Please think properly " he said as I sighed "I Love You " I said as his eyes softened immediately, love that has been missing flashing in his eyes like stars..."I love you ,even if I wouldn't have known about jae I was going to come to you....I I can't live without you now..yes I did lived my life without you but only I know how hard it was...I suffered everyday hoping I'll get to see you for once ,my heart was beating but I was dead..that's when cooky came in my life...even I gave him the cute name so whenever I'll call it I'll be reminded of you,I cannot forget you ,yes i said that we can be apart and our love never die...but I feel like if I stay away from you...I I'll die...I wanna stay with you ,I wanna live with you...I wanna live for you ...I want to wake up next to you in your arms for the rest of life ,I wanna cook food for you ,I wanna be there when you will come home tired, I wanna wait for you ,I wanna do everything I can do for you together, I want us to be together " I said as his tears left his eyes but I wiped them "I I love you like crazy am sorry am sorry for pushing you away but not now I don't wanna repeat my mistake..." I said as he smiled wiping away the tears that left my eyes and pulled me closer his lips colliding with mine as i kissed him back ,the kiss was slow no rush ,no lust only love, care and trust I smiled in the kiss soon we pulled back joined our foreheads "I love you too " he said as I smiled "I love you more~~~~" I said as we both giggled "I feel like teenager when we litrally have 2 kids " jungkook said giggling as I smiled "I know right " i said as he was about to kiss me again cooky came down.."mamaaaaa" he ran to me as i immediately picked him up "did my baby missed me ???" i asked as I pecked him "mama why was this uncle kissing you " he said as my eyes widened "I umm...Yeah why were you kissing me jeon junglebook " I said as cooky laughed at his name "jungkenook " he said cutely as I smiled looking at him ..."am not junglebook don't listen to your mama " he said as he pouted cooky felt the urge to peck those pouty lips as he did immediately jungkook smiled "Y/n ...Can we take cooky with us ?" jungkook asked as my heart beat fastened I looked at cooky those eyes shining like star not knowing what decision I took ...My Heart ,My Feelings my happiness I thought about them but what about my cooky ? would I be able to live without him if jimin doesn't agree to this ???

Jimin's POV

I sighed as I looked at the sky ,I smiled as I felt happy for Y/n she is finally smiling genuinely, her happiness finally found her...She is finally getting what she deserves but the question is will I be able to be happy without her ?? in the past 3 years she has been like a wife to me ,after the death of My wife she has been the one who took care of my every need...from finding my handkerchief to Giving my files..litrally everything I smiled...what about cooky ? will he leave without Y/n ....My heart felt heavy as I looked up...trying to proceed I don't wanna be greedy this is what I wanted...to give her ,her happiness back...and her happiness is jungkook and jae...I smiled..."jimin can i come in ?" Y/n said as i smiled and looked back ,she was happy i smiled looking at her she immediately hugged me "thanks " she whispered as I smiled "thanks so much for everything" she said as I just patted her head while holding her close to me..."I know am being greedy ,am sorry jimin...but I I want to be greedy for once... " she said as she cried I smiled as I pulled back and cupped her face "don't cry it's not greediness Y/n it's called love, your love won...your love which is stronger than anything in this world " I said as I wiped her tears she smiled as she looked down "Can Can you and cooky stay here with us ?" she asked as I looked at her smiling "cooky is your child he will stay where his mama is " I said as she Immediately held my hands "no jimin please he can't stay without you " she said as I nodded as no "I'll visit every 15 days of month you better make me a room okay ?" I said as she cried "i i don't wanna seprate you from him..." she whispered as I held her face closely "you are not ,its Fate Y/n we can't control it..." I said...

Authors POV

Y/n kept thanking jimin for several things as he just kept listening to her he was thankful to her for taking care of cooky and not abonding him after finding about her own son ,he was glad that she took the decision that she cannot live with cooky too...he was glad about her decision and thankful for it...