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Bound by Instinct, Free by Choice

Kai, a law student secretly an omega, strives to reform his society’s oppressive omega laws. Ryuu, a feared and commanding teaching assistant, is drawn to Kai's scent and becomes obsessed with claiming him. Despite their mutual attraction, Kai resists Ryuu’s advances to maintain his independence, leading to a power struggle that challenges societal norms. Forced into closer contact due to academic and work obligations, Kai and Ryuu’s relationship deepens as they uncover each other's vulnerabilities. This growing bond threatens their identities and attracts external pressures from their peers and families. At a critical juncture, Kai and Ryuu confront their biases and decide to embrace their connection against societal expectations. Kai publicly accepts his omega identity, and Ryuu relinquishes his ruthless alpha facade. Together, they defy conventional roles, setting out to challenge oppressive structures and inspire others to redefine their destinies.

Riven_Everhart · LGBT+
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10 Chs

Chapter 4: Uncharted Territory

"Ryuu," Kai replied, attempting to hide his surprise with a respectful nod. "What has brought you to this place?"

Ryuu's look was firm and determined. "I believed it would be pleasant to carry on our discussion in an alternative environment." If you have time available, I would appreciate discussing something more personal that goes beyond legal theory."

Kai paused momentarily. The concept of having a more intimate conversation was both interesting and daunting. "Ok, where were you thinking?"

Ryuu recommended a nearby café that is more peaceful and private. "It's a space for us to have uninterrupted conversations."

They strolled side by side to the coffee shop, a delightful small place with a cozy atmosphere and private seating areas. As soon as he sat down, Ryuu immediately delved into the topic that had been occupying his thoughts.

Ryuu started by stating, "I've been reflecting on our past conversations. You talked about how dedicated you are to questioning the current situation. Have you thought about the individual expenses associated with making that commitment?"

Kai's forehead creased in a worried expression. "What is your definition of 'personal expenses'?"

Ryuu's gaze pierced through him. When you seek change, be prepared to give up things like relationships, personal safety, and stability. Promoting change is different from experiencing the outcomes.

Kai experienced a sudden feeling of unease. Ryuu's words hit too close to home, touching on his inner conflict. "I know about the dangers. However, is it valuable in the end if it leads to creating an impact?"

Ryuu's demeanor became more gentle, but his stare stayed strong. "Definitely worth it."

However, the actuality of these dangers can occasionally feel overpowering. Understanding the true nature of the challenge is crucial.

The discussion turned towards more intimate subjects, as Ryuu asked about Kai's fears and motivations. He appeared to be truly curious about grasping the emotional and psychological impact of Kai's aspirations.

Ryuu mentioned your discussions on fairness and equality.

" How do you find equilibrium between that and the personal sacrifices you're making? How do you deal with the loneliness that commonly comes with following this route?"

Kai had difficulty expressing his emotions. "It is difficult." At times, I may feel alone or doubt myself, but I reflect on the reasons I began this quest. The final objective helps me concentrate, even if it involves facing these individual expenses.

Ryuu observed Kai with a thoughtful look in his eyes. "Your dedication is truly commendable. But I want you to understand that change often needs more than just passion it needs resilience and support."

The conversation made Kai feel exposed and reflective. Ryuu's observations were insightful, and he couldn't ignore the fact that their personal bond was becoming stronger. The lines separating their professional and personal interactions were becoming more and more unclear.

After they completed their coffee, Ryuu's attitude became even more gentle.

"I am grateful for you opening up and sharing your thoughts with me. You are clearly committed to your purpose."

Kai gave a nod, experiencing a mix of comfort and discomfort. "Thanks for your point of view. It has been beneficial."

There was a glint of more than mere academic curiosity in Ryuu's eyes. "Maybe we can have these discussions more frequently. Gaining insight into each other's viewpoints could be advantageous for both of us."

Kai gave his consent, but couldn't rid himself of the sensation that these meetings were developing into something much more intricate than he had expected. As they said goodbye, Ryuu's words replayed in Kai's thoughts, merging with his own worries and doubts.

In his dorm room, Kai thought about their discussion. The intimate knowledge Ryuu had revealed, along with his deep understanding of Kai's inner turmoil, gave him a feeling of both closeness and unease. The developing relationship between them was getting harder to manage, and Kai understood that he had to proceed cautiously.

While getting ready for bed, Kai made a decision to remain dedicated to his goals despite realizing that the journey ahead was getting more complex. Ryuu's impact and their changing relationship were leading him into unfamiliar territory, but he was committed to traversing it cautiously and decisively.