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Black Hawk Tattoo

Toronto, Canada, 2006. A few months after the worst year of the Iraq war.<br><br>Gabriel Navarro splits his time between his job slinging ink at the Atlantis Ink tattoo parlor, and working on his master’s degree in fine art. Gabe is twenty-two, sure of his beliefs and his artistic integrity, and na?ve enough to think he’ll never have to compromise. And then one night Jake MacLean walks into the shop and changes everything.<br><br>Jake Maclean is twenty-eight and a veteran American Army pilot. He's been staying with his ex-pat sister in Toronto while he tries to get his life in order. The problem is, he can't. After his disastrous final mission in Iraq, he's overcome with anger and survivor’s guilt, trapped in a losing battle to atone for a failure he’s sure can never be forgiven. Left without hope, he decides to have his memory of the mission tattooed on his back, with the condemning words: God Will Judge Me. He doesn't expect to fall for the tattoo artist.<br><br>Gabe falls just as quickly and deeply for Jake, though Jake's reluctance to talk about what happened frustrates and worries him. Gabe knows Jake isn't doing well, but accepting Jake’s claims that he's "fine" is far easier than dealing with the frightening truth. But soon it’s horribly clear Jake can’t control his panic attacks or flashes of violence, and he's getting worse. If Gabe can’t help him face his demons, Jake is headed for a crash -- and there’s every chance he’ll take Gabriel down with him.

Aundrea Singer · LGBT+
分數不夠
123 Chs

Chapter 114

“What did the sunset look like?”

That was another question Jake hadn’t expected. “You’ve seen it. You were putting it on my back.”

“Tell me anyway,” Gabriel said.

“It was orange,” Jake said flatly. “Dark orange, with smoky clouds in front of the sun. Iraqi sunsets seemed to always look like that. They were nice, but after a while you mostly stopped noticing. I remember being annoyed at how it reduced visibility out of the cockpit.”

“Did it make it hard to fly?”

“Not really. But I wasn’t the one flying. Sam was, since he was the pilot-in-command. Boom-Boom—Gwen, I mean—and Mike were in the back.”

“Why was Gwen called Boom-Boom?”

Jake smiled a little. “She was a redhead, and I know everyone says redheads have bad tempers, but she really did. Except on missions. Then she was calmer than any of us.”

“She sounds like Hype,” Gabriel said. “With the temper, I mean. Was Mike a medic, too?”