when you stood there beside me,I thought you weren't needed
you were just someone who I could leave without turning back,but staring into your tear filled eyes..it hurts
why? I know I don't care about you or am I just deceiving myself into believing an illusion
hiding from the world,I thought you belong in the light and I could only let you go unlike me
yet seeing you in the light I knew how wrong I was
no I wanted you badly to be beside me whether in darkness or in light
I just want to be selfish for myself for once but I guess it's just too late "bitter smile...'
too late to regret my decisions