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Guru-Disciple Relationship

*FIRST, I WANTED TO TELL YOU THE REASON WHY I SUDDENLY WANTED TO COME FOR SATSANG TODAY. IF YOU KNOW MY LIFESTYLE, IT IS REALLY A SATSANG. PLEASANT SURPRISE SATSANG.

*LISTEN, ARUNAGIRI YOGEESHWARA HIMSELF REVEALED AND I WANTED TO SHARE IT WITH YOU ALL.

*YESTERDAY I WAS TRYING TO SHARE THE PI OF PARAMASHIVA AND GURU-DISCIPLE RELATIONSHIP. UNDERSTAND, TILL THE ILLOGICAL LOGIC, IRRATIONAL RATIONAL CONVEYED BY THE WORD AKHAYAGUNA IS CLEARLY UNDERSTOOD, THERE CAN BE NO CHANGE. SO I CHOSE THIS PI AS EQUIVALENT TO THE WORD AKSHAYAGUNA. WHITENESS OF THE MILK IS NATURE OF THE MILK BUT IT CAN BE DESTROYED OR SEPARATED FROM MILK. MILK CAN BE MADE TO LOSE ITS COLOR. EVEN MERCURY CAN BE MADE TO LOSE ITS LIQUID NATURE. EVEN THAT IS KSHAYA, DISINTEGRATABLE.

*THERE IS SOMETHING, SOME CORE PRINCIPLES THAT ARE NOT KSHAYA. STRATEGY TO PLAY WITH EXISTENCE AS CORE AKSHAYAGUNA. PARAMASHIVA IS NOTHING BUT YOUR EXISTENCE PLAYING WITH THE STRATEGY , TO KEEP YOUR EXISTENCE AS YOU FEEL ALIVE.

*IF YOU FEEL YOUR EXISTENCE IS YOUR BODY, YOU WILL PROTECT THE BODY. WHAT YOU FEEL AS YOU, YOU WILL GO ON STRATEGIZING TO PROTECT IT. MANY PEOPLE WILL GO TO JAIL FOR MONEY. THEY HAVE NO PROBLEM WITH THEIR IDENTITY GETTING DESTROYED. SO, IF THEY ARE CONNECTED TO BODY, SOMEWHERE GIVEN FOOD AND A PLACE TO SLEEP, THEY WILL GO TO JAIL.

*IF YOU FEEL YOUR BODY IS ONLY YOUR EXISTENCE YOU WILL PROTECT IT VERY CAREFULLY. IT IS ALL ABOUT FOOD, SLEEP, LAZINESS, LIPSTICK, SARI… ALL ABOUT YOUR BODY. JUST FOR THE BODY TO BE LUXURIOUS YOU WILL DO ANYTHING. IF YOU FEEL WHAT YOU ARE KNOWN AS TO EVERYONE, YOU WILL DO ANYTHING TO KEEP UP YOUR REPUTATION. YOU WILL EXPAND IN THAT DIRECTION. IF YOU DECIDE PARAMASHIVA IS A PART OF YOUR EXISTENCE, YOU WILL PROTECT IT. IF YOU HAVE ROMANCE WITH AKSHAYAGUNA OF PARAMASHIVA, YOU WILL BECOME SO PROTECTIVE OF THAT IDENTITY AND FOCUS ON HIM.

*MAKING YOU FALL IN LOVE WITH PARAMASHIVA, THE AKSHAYANAGUNA OF PARAMASHIVA IS THE JOB OF THE MASTER BY LIVING IT. MY STRATEGIC EXISTENCE IS ALWAYS TO PROTECT YOUR PARAMASHIVATVA OR MY PARAMASHIVATVA. ANYTHING I DO IS A STRATEGY TO KEEP MY PARAMASHIVATVA AND YOUR PARAMASHIVATVA ALIVE. CONSTANTLY I STRATEGIZE TO KEEP YOUR PARAMASHIVATVA ALIVE AND MAKING YOU FALL IN LOVE WITH YOUR PARAMASHIVATVA IDENTITY. WHATEVER YOU STRONGLY BELIEVE AS YOU, THE AKSHAYAGUNA OF YOU, THE PI OF YOU, YOU GO ON STRATEGIZING TO PROTECT IT.

*EVERYBODY IS INTEGRATED. SOMEBODY IS INTEGRATED TO MONEY. ANOTHER ONE TO HONEY. SOMEONE ELSE TO CONFUSION. UNDERSTAND, BE INTEGRATED TO THE RIGHT PRINCIPLE.

*SIMPLEST WAY AS IT HAPPENED IN MY LIFE. I JUST KNOW THAT MY GURU IS PARAMASHIVA AND I AM COMMITTED TO MAKE IT HAPPEN IN YOU. UNDERSTAND WHEN I WAS ATTACKED, TERRORIZED, ATTACKED AND DISMANTLED, I WAS GIVEN THE OPTION THAT IF I STOPPED THE REVISING OF K, I WAS GIVEN EVERYTHING- LOT OF WEALTH. I WAS EVEN FORCED TO GIVE A STATEMENT I'M STEPPING DOWN AT GUNPOINT. I WILL BE INTEGRATED TO MY GURU AND I AM COMMITTED TO MY GURU AND I WILL DO IT.

*IF YOUR COMMITMENT TO GURU HAS CHANGED, THEN YOU R A GURU WIDOW. WHEN YOUR COMMITMENT TO GURU HAS NOT CHANGED, YOU R NITHYASUMAGALI,LIKE DHEERGASUMANGALI.

*NOT EVEN ONCE I CONSIDERED IT AS AN OPTION. I AM COMMITTED TO THE GURU TO REVIVE THE KAILAASA. AND I ALSO KNOW VERY STRONGLY THAT I CANNOT BE DESTROYED. I AM AKSHAYA. I AM COMMITTED TO HIM AND HE IS WITH ME AS ME. BECAUSE MY GURU IS AKSHAYA. ULTIMATE. AND I'M SUCCESSFUL IN MAKING IT HAPPEN.

*I TELL YOU, FUNDAMENTALLY ENLIGHTENMENT IS TOO SIMPLE. THE IDENTITY YOU COGNIZE AS YOU, JUST NEED TO PI OF DESTRUCTIVE INDIVIDUALLY IDENTITY TO SHIFT TO THE PI OF PARAMASHIVA. YOUR FOUNDATION SOFTWARE IS DESTRUCTIVE POWERLESS COGNITIONS. IF WE WAKE UP THE POWERFUL COGNITIONS, I TELL YOU, THE WHOLE BEING YOU WILL MOVE IN THE RIGHT DIRECTION. UNDERSTAND, IF YOU ARE MOVING IN THE WRONG DIRECTION, SUCCESS IS A STRUGGLE. IF YOU R MOVING IN THE RIGHT DIRECTION, EVEN FAILURE IS A SUCCESS. THE SUCCESS AND FAILURE IS DETERMINED BY RIGHT COGNITIONS, THE DIRECTION YOU ARE TRAVELLING. IF YOU ARE TRAVELING IN THE RIGHT DIRECTION, EVEN OUR STRUGGLES ARE BIGGEST SUCCESSES. EVEN IF PEOPLE FEEL YOU ARE STRUGGLING, YOU ARE A GRAND SUCCESS. IF YOUR CORE, AKSHAYAGUNA IS FROM POWERLESSNESS, EVEN IF YOU ARE SUCCESSFUL YOU ARE A FAILURE.

*APPLY THIS PRINCIPLE IN ANY FIELD, YOU WILL BE SUCCESSFUL. IF YOU WANT MONEY APPLY IT IN THE FIELD OF MONEY. IF YOU WANT PARAMASHIVA, APPLY THIS IN THE FIELD OF GURU.

*MY GURU BHAKTI IS VERY STRAIGHT. HE HAS CONVEYED ENOUGH FOR ME TO UNDERSTAND. THIS IS MY IDENTITY OVER. NOW I AM ALIGNING MY IDENTIFY TO FLOURISH. OVER. ANY OBSTACLE COMES MADHYAMA MAITANA MUDRA. NEITHER INTERNAL NOR EXTERNAL OBSTACLES CAN COME. OVER. I CAN NEGOTIATE WITH THE WHOLE WORLD FOR MY GURU. NO QUESTION OF NEGOTIATION WITH GURU. NO QUESTION OF LOOKING AT HIS FACE ONLY HIS FEET.

*PI OF PARAMASHIVA IS STRATEGIZING TO LIVE AND MANIFEST YOUR ENLIGHTENED IDENTIFY IS LIVING ENLIGHTENMENT. YOU STRATEGIZE FOR ANYTHING ELSE, IT IS LIVING ENLIGHTENMENT. IF YOUR DIRECTION IS RIGHT, EVEN STRUGGLE IS SUCCESS.

*I WAS GIVEN THE OPTION TO DROP THE COMMITMENT. I WAS EVEN TOLD THAT MY GURU WAS NOT THERE IN THE BODY SO WHY FOLLOW? HE IS IN THIS BODY. WE ARE HINDUS, WE DON'T REMARRY. I WAS VERY CLEAR. NOT EVEN ONE SECOND I HAD A DOUBT. ACTUALLY, WHEN THEY WERE TRYING TO FORCE ME TO MAKE THE STATEMENT AT GUNPOINT, THEY WERE BLACKMAILING TO DESTROY THE TEMPLE, NOT WORRIED ABOUT THE BODY. I HAD TO MANAGE TO PROTECT THE TEMPLE AND BANYAN TREE FOR ONE OR TWO DAYS. ANYHOW, NEVER EVER, EVEN FOR A SECOND THEY GOT A COMPROMISE.

*FOR EVERY STRATEGY I MADE WE HAD STRUGGLES, SOMETIMES MUCH MORE THAN YOU HAVE, BUT DIRECTION WAS RIGHT, SO EVERY STRUGGLE BECAME A SUCCESS. LIFE IS ONLY BECOME ANTI-AGING, NOT AUNTY-AGING.

*UNDERSTAND, DO NOT BE COMMITTED TO YOUR DELUSION; DO NOT BE COMMITTED TO YOUR BLIND SPOT; DO NOT BE COMMITTED TO YOUR CONFUSION.

*DON'T EXPECT TO BE COMMITTED TO YOUR CONFUSION AND LIFE WILL BE BEAUTIFUL LATER ON. DON'T EXPECT TO SWIM IN DRAINAGE AND COME OUT SMELLING OF SANDAL AND ROSE.

*WHAT YOU THINK YOUR SURVIVAL LOOK IN, WHAT YOU THINK YOUR IDENTITY LOOK IN. IS THAT RIGHT DIRECTION? IS THAT A PI OF YOUR LIFE? WHEN IT MANIFESTS AS A RESULT, DO YOU THINK IT IS THE RIGHT GOAL TOWARDS WHICH YOUR LIFE SHOULD MOVE?

*IF YOUR GOAL IS TO RUN 1000 SCHOOLS, RUNNING ONE SCHOOL IS GREAT. ALL THE STRUGGLES ARE RIGHT DIRECTION. BUT, IF YOU WANT TO START A SCHOOL, BUT START ALCOHOL BARS, AND RUN IT VERY SUCCESSFULLY, THEN YOU DECIDE TO INVEST THE PROFIT FROM THE BARS TO SET UP A SCHOOL, IT DOES NOT WORK LIKE THAT. WHAT HAPPENS IF YOU ARE NOT A SUCCESS IN THE BUSINESS? YOU WOULD HAVE WASTED YOUR ENTIRE LIFE IN THE WRONG DIRECTION.

*IN RUNNING TEMPLE, IF YOU RUN TEMPLE, ALL PROFITS ARE OBTAINED BY ENRICHING. IF YOU RUN AN ALCOHOL SHOP, ALL PROFITS ARE MADE BY SUFFERING. IF YOU RUN A TEMPLE AND MAKE 1000 RUPEES AND GET 1000 RUPEES IN ALCOHOL SHOP, THEY ARE NOT THE SAME. THE MONEY FROM THE TEMPLE BRINGS SO MUCH PUNYA. THE MONEY EARNED FROM ALCOHOL SHOP WILL BRING SO MUCH SUFFERING.

*LEGALLY MARRIED DOES NOT MEAN YOU ARE IN RELATIONSHIP. COMPETENCE AND QUALIFICATION IS NOT SAME. LEGALLY MARRIED AND RELATIONSHIP ARE NOT THE SAME. YOUR EFFORTS SHOULD BE IN THE RIGHT DIRECTION.

*IF YOU STAY WITH THE RIGHT COGNITION, SUCCESS SHOULD HAPPEN. IF PI OF YOU IS CONFUSION, IF YOU SAY THAT YOU KNOW, BUT SAY THAT YOU HAVE NOT DECIDED HOW TO MOVE FORWARD, BE VERY CLEAR YOU DON'T KNOW AND YOU ARE IN CONFUSION.

*CONVICTION RESULTS IN ACTION, IF CONVICTION IS NOT HAPPENING, BE FEROCIOUS WITH YOURSELF.

*DURING MY PARIVRAJAKA DAYS, I WAS WALKING FROM PUNE TO SHIRDI TO HAVE DARSHAN TO SHIRDI BABA. I HAVE MET PUTTAPARTHI SAIBABA AND THEY ARE THE SAME ENERGY, THEY-SHIRDI SAIBABA AND PUTTAPARTHI SAIBABA, COME FROM THE SAME SOURCE. FOR ALL MY DISCIPLES WILL VISUALIZE BOTH PUTTAPARTHI SAIBABA OF SHIRDI SAIBABA AS ONE AND THE SAME. DURING WALKING DAYS, MUST BE DUE TO HEAT OR SOMETHING, I HAD PILES. INTESTINE BLEEDING. THE BODY PART WAS COMING OUT. I STILL HAD TWO MORE DAYS TO WALK TO SHIRDI. I PRAYED TO BABA AND SAID, 'I REALLY WANT TO HAVE UR DARSHAN AND I AM COMING. I AM SO CLOSE. PLEASE HELP ME COMPLETE THE JOURNEY.' I HAD DARSHAN AND BABA SAID PULL THE ORGANS AND PUT IN PLACE. I IMMEDIATELY PULLED IT INTERNALLY AND IT BECAME ALRIGHT. BE FEROCIOUS. BREAK THE CLUTCH PLATE AND MOVE. ALL GEARS ARE OVER. NOT GO ABOUT FIRST GEAR TO SECOND GEAR TO 3RD GEAR. NO. JUST MOVE IT AND IT WILL BECOME UNCLUTCHING.

*PEOPLE COME TO ME IN CONFUSION. A PERSON WAS ASKING ME- SWAMIJI I WANT TO TAKE SANYAS, I REALLY FEEL INSECURE, OR THIS THAT. WHAT SHOULD I DO? ONE CHAMCHA SAID, BURN THE BRIDGE SO U CAN'T GO BACK. I SAID NO. BURN NOT ONLY THE BRIDGE, BUT ALSO THE OTHER SIDE. BRIDGE BOTH SIDES ALL THE THREE BURNED. SO U HAVE NOTHING LEFT. BE FEROCIOUS.

*IDENTITY, GETTING SET RIGHT OF COGNITION IS INITIATION IS GURU DEEKSHA. YESTERDAY I SET THE CORE RIGHT. AFTER THAT ANYTHING U DO IS A SUCCESS.

*I DON'T BLAME MY GURU FOR ANYTHING. THERE WAS A TIME WHEN PEOPLE AROUND ME FELT THAT WE ARE GOING TO SINK. ALL THE DOORS ARE CLOSED. I TOLD THEM I AM COMMITTED TO MY GURU. MY CHASTE DISCIPLE. ALL DOORS WERE CLOSED, BUT THE SKY OPENED. I JUST FLEW.

*SETTING THE IDENTITY STRAIGHT. WHAT AM I PROTECTING? FOR WHAT? TO FURTHER WHAT I'M GOING TO STRATEGIZE, IS THAT ULTIMATE?

*FOR WHAT YOU ARE STRATEGIZING IS NOT SUCCESS, EVEN YOUR STRUGGLE IS IN THE RIGHT DIRECTION, IT WILL LEAD TO SUCCESS.

*MY COMMITMENT TO MY GURU. THAT IS THE DIRECTION OF MY LIFE…BE VERY CLEAR ABOUT THE PRINCIPLES FOR WHICH YOU ARE STRATEGIZING. THE PRINCIPLES I AM STRATEGIZING I AM VERY CLEAR. THAT IS WHY EVERYTHING IS SUCCESS FOR ME. HAVING CLARITY ABOUT CORE EXISTENCE AND STRATEGIZING FOR THAT SURVIVE AND THRIVE, IS WHAT I CALL INTEGRITY.

*I AM PRETTY CLEAR, I AM COMPLETE CLEAR THAT I AM INTEGRATED TO MY GURU'S VISION FOR ME. I FEEL ALL MY FOLLOWERS, DISCIPLES, DEVOTEES SHOULD SIT AND IRON OUT THE CORE COGNITIONS, THE PI OF YOU IS IT GURUVAK, IS IT PARAMASHIVA. I THINK WORKING IN THAT, STRAIGHTENING THAT IS THE REAL SPIRITUAL GROWTH

*FOR WHAT YOU ARE STRIVING WILL BE THRIVING THROUGH YOU. FOR WHAT YOU ARE STRIVING, IF THE DIRECTION IS SET RIGHT, EVEN THE SO-CALLED STRUGGLES ARE SUCCESS. IF THE DIRECTION IS WRONG, EVEN THE SO-CALLED SUCCESS ARE FAILURE. SET THE AKSHAYAGUANAS RIGHT.

**PARAMASHIVA IS REAL

**HE HIMSELF CAME AS ARUNAGIRI YOGEESHWARA AND GAVE HIMSELF IN ONENESS TO NITHYANANDA PARAMASHIVA

**AND NITHYANANDA PARAMASHIVA IS GIVING IT TO ME.

*SIMPLE ATTACHMENT AND STRAIGHT COMMITMENT. NO BIG WORDS.

**I CANNOT EVEN IMAGINE NEGOTIATING WITH MY GURU. I CAN NEGOTIATE WITH THE WHOLE WORLD FOR MY GURU, BUT NOT TO NEGOTIATE WITH MY GURU.

*I'VE SEEN RAMANAMAHARSHI DISCIPLES. ANNAMALAI SWAMIGAL SAYS, WHEN THE DISCIPLES ASKED BHAGAWAN HOW TO ATTAIN ENLIGHTENMENT, BHAGAWAN GAVE THEM ATMA VICHARA- INQUIRY OF WHO I AM. AFTER SOME TIME, DISCIPLE COMES BACK AND SAYS THE TECHNIQUE IS DIFFICULT, CAN HE INSTEAD MEDITATE. IT MEANS WHAT, HE IS NEGOTIATING WITH GURU. WHAT WILL BHAGAWAN SAYS, ALRIGHT. INSTEAD OF BEING DRUNK AND WALKING AROUND, LET HIM TRY MEDIATION. THEN THE DISCIPLE WILL COME SAY THAT HE WILL DO JAPA INSTEAD. THEN ASK FOR STOTRA. FINALLY ASK FOR RITUAL. NOT THAT RITUAL IS NOT POWERFUL AS THE ATMA VICHARA, BUT WHEN YOU NEGOTIATE, HE WILL SAY ALRIGHT DO WHAT YOU WANT.

*UNDERSTAND, DROP NEGOTIATING WITH GURU. NEGOTIATE WITH THE WHOLE WORLD FOR GURU.

*SIMPLE ATTACHMENT WITH GURU. SIMPLE DIRECT OBEDIENCE TO GURU. THAT IS THE KEY SECRETS FOR MY SUCCESS.

*THE REASON WHY PARAMASHIVA IS MANIFESTING THROUGH ME, SIMPLE ATTACHMENT TO HIM. I DON'T NEGOTIATE WITH HIM.